either im letting the exam stress get to me, or its pms, or my somehow-changing temperament, or ALL OF THE ABOVE.

seriously, im so easily irritated and frustrated nowadays that im scared of myself. dont come near me.



as an only child what i remember all along was, im fine with being left alone at home cos im used to it and it really isnt anything much anyway.

but recently im just CRAVING so much for ppl to accompany me (biggest sacrifice: melvin) that just ONE day of being alone felt like it could kill me and literally "bore me to death".


XINYI WHATS WRONG WITH U.


i even get a bit upset when my mom goes out to meet her friends instead of "selflessly" staying at home to accompany her poor stressed-up daughter who needs plenty of TLC these few days.

:(

but i really dont like being at home alone. NOTHING TO ACCOMPANY ME EXCEPT MY STUPID NOTES.

AND NO DINNER.

AND NID TO EAT ALONE.

u know how sian anot?????


rahhh. >=(