im vry sad. did vry badly for Os. screwd everything up..... todae waitd at de foyer of ntss n was going to cry due to all de tension liao... den went into de hall.... evn more tension. den lke holding back my tears n everything.... n de principal kept talking crap. just gif us de results n booklet n we'll read everything ourslvs lah can. anyway, walk towards de tr to get results tt time alredi start sobbing.. den whn i saw de results a bit gong gong cant see properly so went to sit dwn... n whn i saw de results i was lke crying out totally redi lah....... omg i cant believe i cried in front of so mani ppl. did so badly.. reli hope i can stay in sa. i'll do wadeva i can to get myslf into sa. appeal thru ct, band... wadeva!! pls just let me get into sa....................

dnt go for band todae. i told myslf in de morning i'll go no matter wad de outcome is... but in de end i reli dun feel lke going. i acheli thought abt it for one whole hr b4 i came to a decison. oh man i feel so damn guilty now... so irresponsible of me to 'pon' band at dis point of time.. im reli sorry.

i wanna cry.


tmr results out le... im so moody now. not anxious, not scared, just moody. i duno y oso... reli hope wad i see on my results slip tmr will be a gd no...

todae went out wf woeilin yihui simin n lance. went to watch a series of unfortunate events. hmm not bad lah, watch-able. den had dinner at long john. saw chan leong teck der. omg wad a shock mann. he's my sec sch chem tr. anyway.. yihui bought a N7260!!! im so envious lah... but i just realised tt de phone's not reli tt great cos i dun lke de joystick. so hard to use!! now i prefer N6230 cos it got cam, radio n can play mp3. wahas [ok y m i lke sounding so happy now??]

okae received quite a lot of gd luck msgs frm my frens.. thnx a lot =) all de best to all out der yah? no matter wad de outcome is.... if its gd, congrats =) if its not wad u wanted, well, life has to go on. ok i've said my piece here. best of luck to all my frens and i hope i'll shed tears of joy tmr. wish me luck. =)


todae band at 9. sectionals liao den lunch break n all tt. after lunch we [de section] went to explore de tunnel. omg its so damn scary lah!! so dark... den inside got all those writings... i dnt evn dare to go read loh. den heard tt stuart sae at one side got a pile of maggots. eeeew!! once he said tt everyone was lke checking the soles of their shoes. haha. den they oso sae tt dun read out loud de writings on de walls... ok i dnt evn read it lah. its damn dark n scarie. eeeeeeeee. ok de whole thing is just damn freaky. it freakd me out totally. nv ever gonna go in again.

anyway, full band we prac at hall. super super hot ar. everyone was lke taking de postcards frm de stand outside general office n fanning themslves. anyway, prac on angelic fest n merry widow n bit of miller. 1st time playd merry widow wf de whole band. so nice!! but im still a bit blur abt de waltz part so.... oh we oso prac how to open de whole concert. wont sae so much here. its just damn cute. so look out k! aiyah u ppl wont miss it anyway... der's no chance u'll miss it. ;) [does tt make u look forward to de concert a bit more? wahaha. =P]

hmm aftr band den section dinner. at subway again. supposed to discuss abt wad to gif to de seniors.. but in de end stuart joind us. so... aiyah hope it'll be done soon lah. not much time left.


ok Os results confirmed plus chop on mondae. omg dis is so scary!!! im reli afraid tt i'll see all those bad grades at de front of de 'envelope'. oh no.... if i see tt my grades r bad im gonna start crying. reli hope i wont tear de envelope up so badly tt i tore it across de L1R5 n canot see my aggregate. ok crapping.

todae maths test sux lke dog poo [im sick of using de word "shit" lah can] 1st qn... quite alrite. im amazed tt i was able to prove de log thingy. den 2nd qn... totally no idea. ok i dnt study de ap.gp shit lah. an hr b4 i was lke just reading thru de formulae n all tt... yah n tt helpd a lot. den de rest.... haix u noe u noe. its alrite. its just a test. 3/25 is not vry bad for me too. i shld be contented. ok crapping again

todae got sectionals on dam busters. ok its my 2nd time playing it. seriously duno how to play de whole of de middle part cos its so damn fast n de notes r lke.... unoewadimean. k at least i got de rhythm at de end of sectnls rite? better de nth mah.... hmm tmr duno whether wan to pon sch together wf some of my cg mates anot. feel lke cos its oni bio lect tmr. but b2's bio notes r wf me!! if i dun go den she go den she'll haf no lect notes... if i dun go den i'll miss band prac. both will be lke so irresponsible rite... cos concert's coming up soon.. we shldnt b ponning at dis pt of time ya noe. but i reli wan a break.. im so damn tired. argh dilemma. someone save me.

anyway, all de best for Os results to de mybatch ppl. im scared myslf too but still.... dun worrie so much k. n i'll try to stop being paranoid abt my results. tts it. full stop.


chem test todae. it sux lke shit. i'll reli be happy if i just get lke 50%. a just pass is enuff thank you. anyway, todae missd chi n bio lect again cos got band rehearsal at SCH. band prac was alrite.. todae glosz nv come. so de student conductors took over.. haha todae moses 1st time take us. he's so funny! he conduct tt time ppl keep laffing... cos of de wae he quieten dwn de band n oso de wae he talks. but he's a gd conductor lah. =)

concert's coming up.. so band pracs vry hiong nowadaes. tmr got sectionals, fridae sat mon tues n wed got band. no free dae. nvm its for de sake of de concert. but one thing is tt ar.... de tix look so plain! lke a bit not worth of de money ppl paid for.... alrite anyway, its wad de concert is abt n not how de tix look lke k. so ppl, dun worrie. u wont regret buying the ticket =)

tmr maths test ar... haven study yet. totally no mood liao. just now in band jeremy's aunt calld n said tt Os results confirm released on fridae. once he said tt all de j1s all nervous n all tt lah. in de end we found out tt his aunt playd a trick on him.. so its not confirmd. haiyoh reli caused turmoil throughout de band. den oso heard tt ppl's parents heard it on de news, while some sae their parents said news nv sae anything. so.... just watch de news dis few daes lah. omg its reli scary. fridae is so damn near. its lke just 1+ daes awae....... gotta pray harder. pls let me stay in sa!!


the weather is killing forests n killing ppl. its so damn hOt. cant stand it!! ok todae is gd lah. received gd news frm principal tt tmr half dae cos we deserved tt for making funfair a success. aiyah y not just make it a full dae off rite? haha. todae lessons oso vry ltl.. missd chem tut cos counting of tix, den maths tut was alrite. we acheli finishd one whole tut in an hr. not bad eh~~ de rest was alrite...

gp. argh. we tot lesson was brought 4ward 1hr so we waitd outside de class... tr dnt come. so playd truth or dare to kill time. haha not bad lah. we made cheryl t. kiss a pebble. she's lucky we dnt insist tt she french it. lol den we oso made debrah flirt wf fire extinguisher. wahas. alrite for my dare im supposed to walk into a classrm n sae "oops! sorrie" n leave. but too bad~~ we left at tt time so i missd it. phew hEng. =P

went to jannah's hse todae. watchd american wedding n bits of drumline. drumline's soooo cool k!!! haha i watchd it b4 at tay's hse lah. but still lke it =) de band rOx.

alrite pia-d thru my gp just now... i totally 4got abt it until dis morning. lucky tr nv sae todae must hand in todae... ok time to study my chem. pls dun let me fail [althou i think im going to]. results out on fridae. omg tts so damn near. shit i haven collect finish de band ticket money. diE. better do it soon.


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todae is de funfair! haha it wasnt bad at all ok... i quite lked it acheli =) well 1stly, my stall business quite gd lah. haha den we all vry busy... which is a gd thing in a wae lah. but ytd one bad thing was tt those ppl in shift 3 dnt reli help out a lot. most of de gers went der rather early n helpd out starting frm shift 1 n 2. my shift ppl [shift 2] startd abt half hr earlier den whn our shift ended, de shift 3 guys haven evn come yet. in de end we gotta "OT". its reli vry bad.. they dnt stay de prev dae to help set up de stall n all tt n todae they came vry vry late. esp tt LCM!! ytd "helped" by commenting n todae came abt 1 hr after his shift started. thnx a lot for ur help mann.

anyway, b4 my shift started, i went arnd de other stalls n got a small body art thing on my arm, n i braided my hair. ok its not vry cheap lah.. but just for fun lah k. den after my shift went to haunted hse. omg its so scary!! alrite i noe its just some kinda joke for others but its scary for me lah can. 1st scene was dis ger combing her hair in front of de mirror, wf de "wang bu liao...." song playing, den suddenly she jump up n grab u. so freaky k! den after tt on de wae to de 2nd scene got ppl grab ur legs, n got dis ghost shine de torch frm undr his face. eee. 2nd scene was de granny's room. the granny was carrying a baby.. den suddenly de baby drop. de granny was crawling arnd on de floor n will grab ur leg n u one. so scary k!!! my fren n i were lke screaming n screaming. hahaha ok its a bit lol. 3rd scene is some room wf a table.. den someone suddenly jump out frm behind de table. argh... its just scary in general lah. i got out liao my heart was pumping damn fast k.... =S

after de funfair went to town wf my dear og28! acheli wantd to watch chingay one.. in de end most of us too short den canot see. so wads de pt rite. den we went up to lido der n sat dwn n talk crap. we cracked all those lame jokes, where either we laugh at de joke ourslf, or we play those stupid games. but its fun n nice being together as an og again. so long nv og outing le!! haha yup so im happy =D

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todae is sian. haf to do a lot of tuts, n gotta revise for maths n chem test. i haf a bad feeling i'll fail both. seriously. haix i reli seem to be doing vry badly for all my subjs.. boooo. later my mom still ask me go her fren's hse bai nian, den go relative's hse for dinner. no time liao lah!! ok. i shld stop complaining and start work. immEdiAtEly.


prepared de stall for funfair todae. at 1st it was reli reli sian cos cldnt find ms govin n we had to wait lke 1 hr b4 we finally got our location. anyway, after tt we just put up de banners n all tt.. n painted more additional stuffs. ok claud was pissd by lcm cos he wasnt reli helping, evn thou he claimd tt he was. yah we were doing de banner n he was sitting behind, eating. n after tt he said he helpd. =| we were lke, "how did u help??" n he said "i commented!" wow tts so much help, lcm. den he was lke, comments r vry impt u noe. its de advice tt u get blah blah blah. den claud was lke "fine i'll gif u a comment! u shld work more n comment less!" haha it was reli lol. me n limjie were eating at tt time n we nearly choked. hahahah =P

ok hope tmr de funfair will be alrite lah.. fine weather k! pls dun rain. it just spoils everything.

alrite i noe i havent been going for band lke a lot of times.. be it full band or individuals. i feel so guilty. but my other things just seem to clash wf it.... i'll make an effort to go as mani times as i can. concert's coming up soon.


todae pe vry hiong.. got interval training. run, do dips, run, do push-ups, run, do sit ups. argh seems easy n nice but its damn tiring. torture camp! sweat so much todae. k den went for chem lect n chem prac. chem lect.... ok lah i undrstood wad she taught todae but im still yi tou wu shui abt de prev one... gotta read up [hope i can]

todae chem prac quite successful lah.. i mean, just compare it to de prev 2. haha yah things went rather smoothly todae.. tts a gd thing cos its de final prac n we gotta finish up wadeva things we haf left. which is acheli everything lah. frm 10 expts, we cut to 8, den 5, den 3. cos no time. haha its alrite. ok to sum it up, its rather gd todae cos everything was done quickly n we acheli finishd it on time [cos we alwaes take vry long]. yepp tts good.

ok todae i pOnned maths lect.. went to watch movie! haha hope i'll undrstand wad my frens teach =) went to watch cOnstAntiNe todae.. guess wad. i met mich n jacq at ps todae!! somemore watch same movie, same time, n they're just 2 rows after me. so coincidental rite!! miss dem so much~~ lols they lookd so shockd to see me in cedar gers uni [is tt how u spell de sch name? someone enlighten me] mich dnt evn recognise me at 1st. i gotta go rite in front of her n wave b4 she knew it was me. haha. anyway, de movie's great. ok it kinda freakd me out in some parts n we [deb n jannah n me] were lke covering our eyes whnever we felt tt sth horrible or scary's coming up. hema vry power. she no reaction one. haha she's lke so immune. lols. it was a great show lah. de effects were quite gd =) n keanu reeves is ;) hahah u noe wad i mean~~ ok jacq i noe he's ur "lao gong". im just commenting. =P bahas.


todae sch not bad. weather still vry hot. its burning everyone. anyway, todae got new gp hw. compre again. im so damn sick of it lah... somemore hand in on fridae. argh =| maybe i shld just start doing todae... but i reli dun feel lke it. n my frenster's down again. im fed up wf it can.

todae band not bad.. playd angelic fest [new pc. 1st time see it. n we're performing it for concert. yes we haf lke 15 daes to go] jubilant n elegy. jubilant is sounding nicer n nicer. i luv tt pc!! haha angelic not bad too lah.. quite nice =) de flute solo is super nice k~ haha. todae i just realised tt nid to pay for de band uniform. n no one told me!! so i todae no money to pay.. nvm der's alwaes tmr. i'll pay on fri [hopefully]. oh yah another gd thing. monkey sae she'll buy sa band ticket frm me!! hahah another one sold [again, hopefully] tt means 11. all those who sae wan go better dun pang seh k!! haha jk lah. if u all reli cant make it den its alrite. =) see, im so nice. [omg did i just sae tt??? it wasnt me k. bahas. who m i kidding. k fine. i was just jk. im not tt thick skinned k]

*oh oh. thnx a lot to ellyne for de name thing. lke it a lot =) n thnx to jin yan for de ferrero too =)*


todae sch totally suckd. gp tt time do research, den chi tr tell us nid to do a debate. its so weird loh. chi debate?? den chem startd on new chap ["huh last chap finish liao ar?"] n sae tt time next wed got test [hur hur]. maths lect tt time sae next tues also got test [huuuh... ok lah its expected] n i dnt undrstand half of wad de bio prac was abt. calibrate wad shit? i reli duno how to calculate... yah so apparently, im steering towards "failing all subjects". haix.. someone save me.

todae oso got flu whole dae.. so sickening. so i dnt go for band. oh dear i lke so long nv go liao... its ok i'll go tmr =) read jacq's blog n she said sth lke receiving a letter frm moe saying tt she gotta career as a tr or sth lidat. its rumourd tt ppl who receive tt L1R5 got below 17.... i dnt receive it. im so damn scared now lah. i reli hope its just rumour.... alrite i shall stop scaring everyone around me. esp those who, lke me, dnt get de letter. dun worrie so much k. cool dwn. [im consoling myslf can.]

hmm de new 9pm channel8 show quite nice. quite funny oso. watchd todae's epi.. omg de an zhengxi [terence cao] is so gentleman loh! dis kinda guys r reli extinct.... k de show's nice. watch it ok! hahas. alrite i shall stop here for todae. cya! =)


happy valentines'!! haha todae gave out paper flowers to my ntss frens.. hope they lke it lah =) den went to og table for gift exchange. heex i got one orange box filled wf lotsa goodies lke ferrero n hersheys... alot alot! haha yup so im happy.. den cg gift exchange i got a box of chocs frm debrah. so nice! den my dear ah.bond gaf my a postcard [wf a msg of cos] n seow gaf me a lollipop. haha yup im evn happiEr~

my cg guys hor... haix... yah u noe wad i mean. haha. k lah at least yifan gaf us a jar of cookies. guess wad. he baked dem!! tts kinda nice lah [just compare him to de rest of de guys who did nth??] n xukun gaf de gers 3 tiny biscuits. ok better den nth. but hor... ok de cg gers were lke sitting on dis table, n on de next table was another class. n 2 of their class boys returnd wf lotsa balloons n just gaf dem out to de gers. n our table oni got a jar of cookies n 3 tiny biscuits. u noe wads de feeling??? im soo jealous. haha just jk. but its reli expectd lah... just look at de kinda relationship btwn de cg gers n guys. its reli.... ok not tt gd. not evn close lah. haix... nvm.

anyway, todae after sch went to city hall wf simin [aka ah.bond] to buy sistic tix for princess classics. haha we finally got dwn to business n bought de tix after talking abt it for mani mani weeks. after tt ate at soup spoon.. damn filling. i dnt noe one bowl of soup n one sandwich can make me so damn full. den walked arnd looking for places tt sell flowers... wanna gif my mom. yes i luv her a lot too =) walked arnd raffles city sc n city link den finally found one shop tt sells stalks of roses. $10. so ex loh. evn had to borrow $5 frm ah.bond. nvm. its valentines' dae. once in a year~ oh yah. take mrt home tt time met kokguang. haha so long nv see ah kok liao. vry long nv see 4/4 ppl oso!! miss all of em...

came home n found tt my mom got me roses!! my fav flower... so nice!! haha den we exchanged lah of cos. wooo im so happy todae. lolx luv de roses so much. n she bought dem one for $5 oni loh. liew i feel damn cheated sia. haha nvm. once in a year. ok so tts de end of my happy dae... wishing all a happy valentines' day!! =D

*luv is in de air*


todae's a sundae again. n its a damn hot dae lah....im lke sitting in an oven. argh so hot. anyway, i jus realised how many things i haven done... haix reli new year until 4get everything liao. hmm tt oso means not being in sch for a whole 5 daes. wooooo tt feels damn great lah. haha but tmr de torture starts again cos gotta wake up early...... nvm. its life.

tmr's valentine's dae! n i haven prepare finish all de presents for my frens..... nvm. der's still time til de last second rite? -_- alrite i shld reli stop deluding myslf.... there's no time!! no time for hw, no time for watching tv, no time for presents... no time for dis no time for tt. shit lah. hafta start work soon. no. nOw. yupz. byeeeeeeee *zoOoms off*

[omg tts so cartoon. k nvm]


ok my comp monitor's dying. pls just stay alive for a while more til i get a new one k. im begging u... ok why m i talking to my monitor??? nvm. -_-"

todae dnt go sch.. haha i escaped de 2.4 run!! wooo~~~ k lah i can "run" but i cant hide. think i'll haf to run next wk or sth... anyway, todae met debrah jannah limjie claudia n huixin den went to changi together to see whitney off. its a bit sad lah... but she gotta go sooner or later. hope she does well in melbourne n keep in contact k! =)

after tt met jialin at orchard den went shopping for presents... argh so frustrating to think of wad presents to buy. anyway, got e presents in de end n den went to far east cos jialin wanna buy a bag... k after tt went home liao. i missd de 9pm channel8 show!!! n its de finale loh... haix nvm... its just a show. ok tmr going to tay's hse to bai nian~~ wow so fast one year since we last went to his hse... oh yah. heard frm ppl tt Os results r released on 21st march. tts lke barely 2 wks awae!!!! omg...... dis is so scary. pls just let me stay in sa...


happy new year everyone!!! hope everyone's enjoying dis festive season... unlike me... sick on cny. so suay k!! hope i get well soon. de cny goodies r reli too irresistable. wahas.

hmm ytd went to grandma's place n my mom's fren's place. dis yr's angbaos r soooo ltl k. mine lke not evn $200 loh... so sad! nvm lah. happy can liao =) anyway, stayed over at de latter's n as usual, playd poker games n gambled a ltl wf my frens. haha i reli miss tt k. each year lke only once can gamble until so big. =P but dis yr nv play much lah.. cos vry few ppl came only. haix another sad thing. anyway, dis morning wake up super sian loh.. nth to do so watchd cartoon on kids central. bahas kinda lame but reli nth to do n its gd for killing time yah? den after tt went to jp... 4got tt its cny n tt a lot of shops nv open. -_-" so went to arcade instead. woohoo so long nv play daytona redi!! haha enjoyd myslf todae lah =)

heard tt malcolm arik baoling they all crashing sa tmr.. aiyah tmr i not going sch!! y...... canot see dem. they cant go on mon cos malc going canberra on tues liao. haix ok so de last time i see dem will acheli b in ntss on cny eve. k nvm. hope they dun get caught anyway. tt'll be so suay. gd luck k! ;) hmm tmr sending whit off at airport le... so fast fridae liao! hope tmr i'll be okae enuff to make my wae to de airport.. k getting tired. blogging next time =) byeee


just came home frm tiong plaza. todae cny celebration wasnt reli tt interesting lah... de best ones r de dance items i guess.. de rest r just a ltl monotonous. k anyway, band performance todae was alrite. we sounded alrite bah... den de cornets stood up during their soli in "hot latin", n kok ho stood up for his trombone solo. hot latin's a nice piece~~ haha after tt went to de tent der n watchd de rest of de performance, den dismissd liao went back to ntss meet simin they all =)

at ntss met quite a lot of ppl.. whoa malcolm has green hair!! haha its just de tips lah [i think] but it still looks quite cool cos he spiked dem up [as usual]. ;) den arik highlightd his hair gold... hmm not bad lah. den oso saw darren, jasmine, baoling, jinli... a lot alot!! haha miss them so much. glad to see them again =) after tt went to mc ate lunch wf woeilin weeling n simin.. talk a lot of funny stuff lah. haha i enjoyd de lunch =) den went far east shop for my gai-gai slippers. hmm i went back to de shop where i set eyes on this slipper tt i lke... budden i dnt buy tt. after much consideration [while we walked through level after level of de mall] i went back to de shop n bought another slipper. its nice!! althou its a size smaller [cos no more stock liao. its de last pair], its not much diff. so its gd k~ haha at least now i got nice slippers to wear out mah~

after tt simin sae wan go tiong.. den went der shop arnd a while den go home le. she dnt manage to find de overalls she wanted... nvm there r sooo mani other shopping malls in sg. u'll find it one dae k =) oh yah. my comp monitor.... i think it got worse. it seems to be redder.. or rather, more magenta. hope i'll get a new one soon... im reli sick of looking at a single colour all de time. its a pain to de eyes. argh.


guess wad? my comp monitor spoil liao. gd thing is tt i can finally get an excuse to change to a flat screen monitor. bad thing is tt my eyes r straining cos de color is all magenta. it reli sux lah. my eyes see until damn xing ku loh... just imagine on-ing ur comp den suddenly see ur wallpaper n all de icons magenta in color. its gonna be one of de shocks of ur life. haix another bad thing.... cny pls bring awae all my bad luck k. 1st of all, let my hair grow longer faster. thank you.

anyway, todae sch was quite short. mondaes r de best, just tt its all tuts tuts n more tuts. k not tt gd acheli, come to think of it. after sch went to hall play badminton wf wt deb evelyn jannah lim jie angeline n cheryl. play for abt 20mins, laff until my cough back again, den went to take bus wf claudia go clementi. went der pass funfair tix to andy...n collected $20!! hahaha tts lke $20 more k~~ alrite i noe selling only 3 tix is vry pathetic.. but its better den nth rite?? haha [k my eyes reli hurt now. dad, pls buy me a new monitor. i promise to be guai 0=)] <-- did u actually believe de last sentence?? wahahs. =P

after tt went home change liao went tiong der had reunion wf my big big family. wooo not bad. got a lot of gd food wor~~ haha den after tt came home n coloured de funfair poster for my class.. okae todae isnt a colourful dae. so dis entry may be monotonous... k im running outta things to write. oh yah. todae went out i achelli dared to let my hair down.. met jinli on de wae to bus stop. she said it looks ok. alrite maybe she's consoling me.. but thnx anyway. =) haha ok tts a bit dumb. my eyes reli hurt now. so i'll end dis here... till den~ =)


k im not tt upset now abt my hair, though i still think it looks shitty. as though im not ugly enuff..... k anyway, todae went to town wf some of my cg mates to lke farewell to whitney.. went to eat at scotts' food court n after tt we playd concentration game n zhong ji mi ma. haha it was so funny~ de forfeit was to eat de remains of de cake we bought for whit. hmm not a vry bad one eh? lols

den after tt we went to far east take neoprints. wooo! my fav~~ haha de pics r quite nice.. though some got their faces cut off. haha reminds me of de time where we took de og neoprints.. yah we were oso all suffocating der n having cramps in our legs while posing for de cam. de shots were quite nice too. haha wad wf ppl havin funny specs n whiskers [yah. whiskers] on their faces. had a great time laughing wf dem todae. =)

hmm whit'll be leaving on dis coming fri.. gonna miss her lame jokes n laughter. must keep in touch k! haha so cya on fri yah? =) try not to cry~ =P anyway, heard frm jannah tt band concert tix were given to de band mbrs to sell ytd... n i dnt get dem cos i wasnt der! oh dear. ok tts a blessing in disguise too lah huh? haha =P n i haven evn sold half of de tix for funfair... haix im so sorrie to contribute only so ltl. i reli duno who to sell to. anyway, im supposed to do my chem tut now. i reli duno how to do... die my chem is getting worse dae by dae... i nid a chem tutor!!! someone save me~~


im damn pissd now. went to de hairdresser cos i wanna cut my hair thinner.. n de hairdresser go n cut until lke shit loh. hello??? do u evn noe de meaning of cutting my hair thinner??? she cut until lke de top is thicker den de bottom loh... argh my hair reli sux now. im so damn fucked up.

anyway i went back dwn to de salon n askd another hairdresser to "save" my hair. ok its better now lah, though it still looks sucky. at least de top is not so thick now... n de prev hairdresser was lke, "i only cut ur hair thinner, i nv cut it shorter." excuse me?? its becos u cut e bottom so damn thin n "neglected" de top part tts y its become a disaster! u shld reli just stick to washing ppl's hair ok.

my mom was wf me at tt time n whn we went outta de salon she was lke telling me im too "yim jim" n tt ppl in de past just accepted de wae their moms cut their hair, n tt we shld've paid for telling the person to cut my hair de 2nd time. hello?? 1stly, this is not de "past" k. ppl now seriously care a lot abt how their hair looks. ok, i care abt tt k. n 2ndly, its not my fault tt my hair is in such a horrible state now. is de person nv cut properly loh.. fine. sae tt i nv tell de person properly abt how i wan my hair to be cut. but how come last time i cut i sae de exact same things n my hair turnd out to be ok? n dis time it turnd out to be disastrous?? yah i noe. its is my fault n will alwaes be my fault. im nv in de right anyway.

[ok these r all said outta pique lah k. so it may not reli make sense n may not evn b logical frm de wae i sae wad i think. dun wanna care so much. maybe this entry'll be deleted somedae. i duno]


im sooo damn sick todae. blocked nose, bit of sore throat [its healing. lUckiLy. if not i'll die frm "excessive illness"] n cough. yes severe coughing. cough until i wanna vomit liao... whn will i recover?? argh!!

todae band prac was alrite.. started wf combined sectionals. we prac jubilant overture. omg dis pc is so damn nice!! de tune keeps ringing in my head.. k de prac wasnt reli gd for me lah cos i kept coughing n its bit hard to breathe fast btwn de notes cos de plegm [is tt how u spell tt disgusting thing??] kept blocking my air passage.. argh its reli killing me. just hope tt it wont worsen my sore throat.. n i haf a stupid ulser on my lip!! y must all dis things happen sooo near to new year?? plsss let me recover dis weekend.

k erm.. its lke 9+ now. n i oni did 2 qns for gp!! shit lah... im supposed to do my hw todae loh.. cos tmr i'll be out whole dae. n just now i evn used de time for doing hw to go prac my flute. shit i dun think i reli noe my priorities well.. my hw is piling up lke mad liao... diE. hope i finish dem by tonite.. but vry sian leh...... ok enuff of de excuses. gtg do hw liao. cyaaaa~

oh wait wait wait. just heard tt serene lost her wallet todae.. hope u find it soon yah? take care too =) [she's sick too. poor girl. speedy recoveries~ =)]


hey hEy everybardi~ haha ok im happy todae lah.. just tt i enjoyd de dinner time spent wf my section. haha they're funny ppl. luv em. anyway, todae pe playd softball.. haha its fun!! n i got one homerun k~~ its an achievement cos im lke scared of balls? k maybe tts de reason y i run so fast lah. k its total crap.

after pe got bio test.. hmm it was ok lah.. hope my marks r ok too. pls pls just let me pass my 1st test nicely.. k erm den got a long long break of 1.30hrs.. ate redi den play some stupid game wf hema jannah n debrah. haha it was reli lol.. den tt debrah got too excited n she knocked down her cup of lime ice blended n i suay suay kena it. =S liEw super suay sia.. y i sit opp her??? hahah i was laughing too anyway cos it was reli funny.. den after tt she decided to play arnd wf de ice cubes, lke flicking dem across de table, n she flicked an ice cube onto me... she reli zUn hor?? hahaha k i wasnt angry.. i wont angry so easy one lah hahas. it was reli funny anyway.. luv my cg ppl a lot too =D

k den went for gp.. which was a total "lullaby" cos de whole class was dozing off after only abt 15mins?? den ms govin let us rest for 10mins.. where most of de class slpt lah. yah including me. reli dnt wanna wake up after de 10mins.. sooo tired. den lesson end liao went to library watch movie.. den go band. n realised everyone was alredi at de track.. den me n jannah rushd down immediately cos we tot we're late. hmm acheli i still duno whether we r anot lah but nVm~ hahas

todae de rehearsal was alrite lah.. though it sucked at de beginning cos i lke 4got a lot of de rhythm liao.. den after rehearsal got sectionals where we prac on jubilant overture. after tt went to harbourfront ate dinner wf my section...

haha we talk a lot of funny stuff lah.. 4got some but one distinct one is de one where moses mimicked jie in de "ha!-mmmm" thingy. hahah it was reli damn funny!! n he looked retarded doing it.. *oOops!* =P we tried doing it all together but some of us [including me lah k =P] just laughed cos doing de "ha!-mmmm" together was reli reli funny.. haha laugh until my stomach vry pain.. ok erm dis is lke a very long entry redi. so shall stop here. yup byeee =) *im h-a-p-p-y! =D*


im vry tired.... todae missd chi lessons [haha!!!] n bio lect [wah lao..] cos gotta report for band at 1145.. after tt went to SCH for band prac.. hmm it was quite ok lah. just normal normal loh.. rehearsed jubilant, african, american elegy n elisabeth. hmm 1st time playing elisabeth.. althou de front part quite hard [for me], it was quite nice lah. so.. yup kinda enjoyd de prac todae.. evn thou my stomach was growling by 3.30pm. =S

anyway, de j2s rehearsed merry widow arnd de end of de prac.. glosz said tt if we're playing merry widow for syf, den only can haf a small band [means cut players =(].. but if wan big band [everyone play], den play jubilant. haix its sucha tough decision.. i wanna play merry widow!! but if de band play dis one.. den i confirm kena cut one.... =( y they oni allow 80 ppl???? haix....... somemore so mani flautists [14 in total. tts a lOt] so confirm will cut off many/all of de j1s... i reli wanna take part in syf!! if canot den it'll be so sad loh...

came back home arnd 8.15pm.. which means im "deprived" of food frm arnd 10.30 to 8.15 . its reli starvation.... nvm came home n filled my stomach liao =) den i realised how many things i gotta do.... argh gotta study for bio test, do gp hw, mAybE do chem n maths, n oso gotta go photocopy de sg rhapsody pc cos de dumbo-me go photocopy de 1st pg only, which is for sec sch band. jc band is 2nd n 3rd pg... y m i so dumb? =| anyway, im obvly done wf my stuff [or rather, im sick of doing them] if not how to online n blog rite... yah its time for bed. eyes closing... till then~ =)


sch sux todae. its de longest dae of de week again.. n my studies just got worse. chem is getting alrite now.. but im still blur abt stoichiometry. maths.... haix... de lecturer yue jiang i yue dun undrstand... den she keep scrolling up so damn fast loh.. haven evn copy finish den everything gone liao. haix.... i tot my maths ia still manageable.. now?? its lke evn worse den chem liao.. die die after 1st 3mths i reli duno how im gonna survive. n dis fri got bio test!! somemore is test on everything we've learnt frm de beginning to tmr's lect loh... n i'll be missing tmr's lect cos got bAnd. reli hope i dun miss out too much.. dun wanna fail my 1st test ya noe. haix y must all these "bad" things happen at de same time??? argh dis reli sUx mann... im in a bad mood. 7=

*arnd 2.30hrs later*
ok im in a better mood now. nth to do so update dis entry loh.. hmm currently listening to band pcs lke merry widow n persis.. woo dis 2 pcs rOck mann!! haha im sure many bandmates wld agree.. rite? rite?? haha just kidding.. anyway, tmr's de dae for rehearsal at SCH.. no its not school. its sg conference hall. =P so tmr's gonna be a reli long dae.. evn longer den todae. o-m-g tts not vry gd.. reli hope i wont "continue" my flu tmr lah.. if not vry xing ku one leh.. *ok its de oboe solo for persis now.. its bEautifUl~* k i seriously duno wad to write liao. time for bed. byeeees.