Miwa - Don't Cry Anymore




am addicted!! its been eons since i last got addicted to songs~~ haha ok lah more like didnt really go find. but anyways, think the lyrics are quite nice too! :) enjoyyy~

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last paper ytd. :]

the module in which i facebooked every thurs 130-430pm finally tested me on how much i managed to absorb from those might-as-well-dont-go lessons since i fb everytime and i cld've fb-ed from home but i still attend cos got quiz in 1st 6 wks i bobian have to go and i have tutorial after tt lesson andddd i paid sch fees so i shldnt waste that money.

turns out i learned more from my textbook than from the lecturer herself (=x) but still it was a terror cos i only finished studying like, 4hours before my exam??? =X

it was a nightmare trust me. first time chui until haven study finish even the day before >.< i wonder what year4'll be like......

but exams are over! i dont care anymore!
for now :P

memorizing summaries really work wonders sometimes. maybe im just lucky. or maybe my points are not even there but ahh, the paper's over. the rest, i'll leave it up to god to "moderate" my grades for me~~ :D

so, woohooooo im freeeeee!!!!!!!!
(i dont mean literally kay haha)

got my postponed-1-month haircut ytd and finally chopped off my fried ends. i realised my hair's getting really dry now :(( or maybe its the color. shui bian. it looks dry!!!! sobs. treatment treatment treatment, time to make u my best friend~

and i also went for manicure! :D yes doing "maintenance" :P seems like having no time to trim my nails during exam period has its advantages too~ haha. yay love having some color on my fingers now! XD wonder how long it'll last for this chor lor girl here lol. 3 days? 1 week??

happy dinner with mummy after that, where she said she finally saw me smileee lol. i didnt know i've been sucha bittergourd at home these few weeks. suddenly made me feel a lil bad for not showing her some form of happiness and warmth when she comes home from work cos i guess she prob has not-so-happy work days too =/ sigh xinyi u have soooo much compensation work to do for the ppl around u~~~

but i guess the first i should compensate is........ myself!! lols. my poor health poor body poor brain, they've been fighting the battle hard. grades ar, u better be of the same quantity as the efforts my entire body put in k!! >=(

and so its been a happy morning of watching funny videos (no laughing hotel!!! i found it again!! XD!), eating chee cheong fun and tau huey, munching on healthy fruits, nwahing on wadever-can-be-nwahed-on.....
woohooo! slacker mode. finally officially :)

now i wanna slp!!




happy 1 month!! :))
lovely moments we had, and many many more to come :)
<3


wow 1 week no update. im amazed at how little im blogging lol.

anyhoo, yes i've been stressed. like HELL stressedddd. -.-
boos to panda eyes and increased hair fall.

and its not like studying and sitting down the WHOLE day is great for metabolism and burning fats..... -.-

"i-Bags" and "spare tyre" up for sale :) anyone???

>.<

忍.

its gonna be over soon.
and happy moments will come our way :))

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mugging session at je lib today was not bad, although i still felt that emptiness in my brain at the end of the day but, should be more or less got absorb some info right???

and its also great cos i had my m&m monster beside me :))
why does a gap of 5days seem like ten thousand years????

but i guess its true that absence makes the heart fonder. we cherish more :)

sucks that bt batok's pizza hut branch closed down. if not i cld've eaten the new pizza my mom's been raving abt!! (yeah my mom has eaten it TWICE already and i havent even got to smell it. how can!!! lols)

ohwells guess its divine intervention again huh? shld avoid heaty foods so that i'll survive well for another 5 more days..

pastamania isnt considered heaty hor? :))))

and i realised taking the bus home at night is really enjoyable!! its like, peaceful with few ppl and **no noisy kids** (not that i dislike kids but sometimes the noise level in public trpt can be really annoying and most of the time they're due to kids screaming or babies crying or teens laughing loudly.. no? =x) so it was a nice journey home. and with very good company too! :D

yayness. gd start with kfc breakfast and gd end with love's company. im mentally revived! XD

but my body's getting exhausted :(
5 more days 5 more days!!


i suddenly miss old times a lot. its that reminiscent feeling and longing to time-travel back to the past again.

maybe when the road ppl are walking on is rougher, they tend to miss those previous paths where things went much more smoothly, and life somehow seemed easier to live. things just fell into place on their own.
why cant that phase repeat itself now?


nono.
out with emo-ing and silly thoughts.
i have no time for this.


You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are gray
You'll never know dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away~



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(this isnt hipstamatic but i love the picture!)








did i mention im actually quite a fan of photography? :) and especially so about hipstamatic shots! love love loveee the effects :)

and apparently i kinda like pictures of toys too huh? haha :P

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thats it! one last lesson of our year 3 life and off we go to kill the exams~ hadnt been the best last-week-of-school with everyone having to rush out reports and presentations etc and of course, the usual lack of slp.

hey. we're given 24hours, supposedly nicely split into 8hrs for slp, 8hrs for work, and 8hrs for leisure. since when did it become just 8hrs of slp and 16hrs of work??

its not fair eating away our leisure time ya knowww. and im not even mentioning the fact that most of us dont even get to slp 8hrs everyday. boooo :(

anyhoos, GAMBATTE EVERYONE!!! this sem zoomed past again at double-lightning speed (and double the stress) and once again we're at the oh-shit-IM-ONE-WEEK-AWAY-FROM-EXAM stage. endure the final rounds of academic stress and its our 4-month term break! i shall not elaborate on the actual amount of "break" we'll get in the 4months but yeah its TERM BREAK still. gonna be much better after these 2 horrendous weeks so, JIAYOU! holidays are coming!!!!

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oh-so-true :)

exams please faster end so we can have more time on our own without having to feel guilty about staying out late and having lesser time to complete sch stuff. im craving us-time and "all day long"s~




loves eeeeevery moment spent with my darling :)

thank u for accompanying me through my long, boring study hours when u have absolutely nth to study for, u cld've been dead bored, and u cld've spent that time doing sth else more productive. mugging in the library hadnt been this enjoyable for very long :)

and its also much nicer watching random xjt videos and replaying jeff dunham shows with someone XD


hahaha okok enough of me drowning myself in my own world of sweetness. REPORTS ARE CALLING.


thank u siping! for specially leaving me that offline msg at sucha late hour just to show ur care and love :) its really nice to know that a friend cares enough to write such comforting notes for another friend just to reassure her that things will be okay. appreciate it lots my dear psychie! thank you!!! and i totally miss seeing u almost everyday too :( haha so pls pls meet up soon ok?? :) jiayou too and take care!


its kinda weird to be posting bday celebration entries in sucha pre-exam period but heck.

happy birthday gina!!!! :))

pre-bday celebration for our "eldest sister" (euphemism intended :P) cos we'll all be busy with exams on her actual day! so happy to meet up with my almost-long-lost girls too :) am really tired so shall just let the photos do the talking. but before i do so, just wanna wish my dearest gina happy birthday once again! :D

may allllll ur wishes (yes including the silly ones u-know-what-i-mean) come true this year and i hope u get to meet ur tim real soon and get that dose of love u've been waiting for and deserve! :) 22 not old lah~! still the most youthful at heart among us 4~~ :) gonna miss u loads til we meet again next time! sometime in may yeah?? august really too far away! :P yup so, jiayou for ur exams, mug real hard and score real well, anddddd i love u sis!! :D



my loverrrr~


my fling~~~~ (HAHA :P)

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*!!!! omg i nv take with birthday girl!!! :((((*





us three~


them two~
poor gina looks tired here. haix 做老师不容易!!


hahaha my two cute sistas :)




yayyyy love this photo!! :D comeback of F4!!!! LOLS.

andddd...


group photo! :D chan wasnt here yet so erm, yah he's supposed to be inside too lah hahaha. long time no see him!

and yeah as a final photo (and maybe also the photo some of u might be "looking fwd" to seeing)......

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boyfriend! :))


yup alright tts all for today kthxbye :P

hahaha. thanks for giving me a lovely evening to end off my day dear girls!! we'll meet again after exams~~~ :)

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hmmm.. things arent ever gonna be the same again, right?

maybe its just me feeling negative... i dont know.
but i really do miss those times we all had in years 1 and 2. in fact, i miss the whole clique being tgt and attending every lesson tgt. i dislike how everyone got so dispersed in the end, i dislike the fact that people can drift apart. even good friends. even the people who're studying the same thing and being trained to have similar mindsets because of their field.

suddenly, i feel i dont like school at all. it just seems so much like a burden recently. so many things weighing me down, so much procrastination, so many problems with projects and reports and meetings that i hadnt sat down and studied properly for so damn long. so many disagreements and relationship issues to handle.

sometimes u wish a good cry will make u feel better again, and that things are actually not as bad as u think. somehow this time, it feels different. im not getting that resilience and "tmr will be a better day" feeling that strongly anymore. im just blindly wishing for april to pass so i can breathe for one week before i start on another busy chapter again. yes my life is packed and busy. u think i dont want a break too?

there're a lot of things in life that we cant control. for those that i can, im really really trying my best.

and i'll stay hopeful, for things to turn better one day.


i feel like my soul's been liberated after being 95% really-done with mb106 report. FINALLYYYYYY.
well my head's still feeling numb though. its ok it'll recover soon enough.
and now, to blog abt my happy good friday! :D


finally got to spend a whole day out with dearestt! :)) thanks for attending aemi gathering with me! (in the email they say can bring pets along so i brought my pig there! :P:P) haha it was nice to meet up with all the aemians again~~ few ppl still missing but i guess the attendance's not bad le. kudos to jocelyn and wei jie for organising! :)

and look at our wholeee collection of toys from kinder surprise!


its like a mini zooooo haha.

and a group photo!


aemi family + some of joce's church frens! :)
us and our colorful theme~

hahaha and this reminds me of the cute security uncle who took the photos for us. ppl say 123 he say ABC lol!! the moment where he accidentally shook the camera and said "aiyoh, 摇" was DAMN funny too!! really made the whole grp laugh out loud la! hahaha. but at least this shot turned out ok lah so yay! :D waiting for other photos to be uploaded~ (not expecting any from dslr cos the owner take photo liao dont upload one~ haha :P)

and finally got to meet pak's gf aka my psych junior!! wahahaha so fun for 2 psychies to be ganging up against the 2 mse guys tgt :P anyhoo, pak gave us a lift to town cos they're going somewhere there too, and seriously, if ppl can dance in cars, i think the 2 fanboys wld've REALLY danced to the snsd songs playing throughout the journey laa lol. am expecting some kinda ktv session soon too~ ;)

no more gd seats for how to train ur dragon so we watched when in rome instead! quite a nice show to catch! didnt think the female lead looked extra-pretty at the beginning but after watching her for some time, i think she's really beautiful!! hahaha. but yeah its a nice storyline anyway lah, besides the pretty lady and cute guy. double the nice-ness when the company's one of the best tooo! :D

and so it kinda turned into a mini double-date due to the movie part. quite fun! we're all crazy ppl so very easy to crazy tgt :P

roamed a little ard town on our own and ate a bit more before heading back home. we're both gonna get fat soon at the rate we're eating... lols ok my bad! :P but i really had an awesome day :)) yayyy happiness 万岁! may many more happy moments keep me alive during my pre-exam weeks!!


random:

two aquarius-s, two good friends, two good friends' girlfriends, two psychologists
= SUPER FUNNY CONVERSATIONS.

hahahaha. hope we'll all get to meet on friday! :D