keke 1stly, happy teachers' day! yeah tt goes to all trs out der. heh. i noe its quite impossible tt any tr'll read this but anw, todae a bit late for band lah. hehe. missed de earlier train. hmm todae performance. sit der stone for duno how long, den lke dunowantplayinuyashaanot tt kind loh.. so we playd de 1st bit of inuyasha. den stop. den decided to play de slow part. den stop again. =| quite diao. shld've just continued with the whole piece.. can finish k! the teachers so late den slowly "sor" into de hall... cld've playd inuyasha 2 times. =X ok nvm. over le.

de performance quite alrite lah i heard. den after tt patrichio got picked to go on stage to sae her wishings for our teachers.. lol super funny! haha s06 ppl shld noe wad i mean huh.. xP

*random sentence: my ulcer hurts evn more. seems to be bigger. wtf.

oh yah i just rmbrd!! we missed the mass dance!! so sad loh.. i was looking soooo forward to it den in de end it started b4 de performances instead of after... liew sad sad sad!! hmm but me connie and marilyn dancing outside de hall der lah. hahaa although 4got a lot but, rmbr de chorus der can le. wooohoo so fun! lol. *lets get loud, lets get loud~ turn the music gotta hear the sound~ lalalaa~~* heee ok. =P

anw, after sch went to lot1 with gina and samantha.. haha sometimes lke wan laugh but canot laugh a lot cos once again myulcerhurtslikeshit. yeah. sux sux sux. den after tt went home slp. heh heh. but i bought 8daes.. heee got superstar news and some others lah.. this issue not bad. den last pg.. lol. boys will be boys~ ok not funny.

yeah so tts todae. tmr free dae. keke. but gotta pia lke siao. sian sian. =S


okies todae im better. flu finally stopped after going on and on for 4 daes. phew. and no more fever, no more sore throat [i think =P] yep so life's slightly better todae. and i did wake up to the right alarm todae. =D weeeeee. ok nth great to be very happy about. anw, my ulcer still hurts lke f*. oops sorrie. its reli painful. 2 combine to one. and der's a total of 4 arnd de same spot. yeah it reli hurts. =X

todae sch "half" dae. eh. end at 3pm vry early liao ok. ok anw, chem lect todae i reli catch no ball. think no one did. or rather, not many did. [der just gotta be some smart kids out der aint it] anw, its not included in de promos so it immediately sets a heck-care mindset in all. =D yep. shall worry abt it next year whn de time comes. =PpP

hmm todae maths i swae swae kena "chosen" by tr to do qn on board. wah lau sux lke shit lah. do one qn lke take a million years to complete lidat. totally brain-dead by den [hmm wait a min. whn am i ever not brain dead during math? hm. ok wadever] but lucky got some kind souls in class help me a bit. den xyh also stand beside me teach me how to do. heng sia. if not im gonna be stuck der for godknowshowlong and end de lesson with an incomplete ans and cause de whole class to go home wfout some kinda ans to tt qn and still be dunowad'sgoingon myslf. *takes a deeeep breath* ok.

after sch went lot1 eat with gina and hd. dnt eat much cos ulcer too pain. at least gina can eat roti prata. i wan also duno haf.. =( sore throat just recover den eat roti prata. wan me to die ar. =| den aftr tt went band... prac for half hr todae oni. zzzz. den got some notbandppl sit near de door der enjoy aircon. wah lau. jian. ok tts abt all. dnt go for dinner with gold mbr todae. wad can i eat mann... rite. slpy le. heee. =)


bad bad dae for me todae. my flu extend its deadline.. and apparently its still "extending". oh crap. whn izzit gonna end.. im dying. anw, todae sch. totally no mood. 1stly, woke up at 6.50 instead of 5.50. =| yeah rushed lke siao. den bobian book cab take to sch.. $11.30. wtf. den todae.. sneezed my wae throughout sch. acheli wanted to leave sch early and go home.. but seemingly laughed so much with michelle they all tt im temporarily cured for a few hours. hur. laughter's de best medicine?

todae sucha tiring dae for everyone. by chinese everyone [esp me huh] were lke half dead. nv lookd forward to sch ending soooo much in my life before. zzz tired until lke dead pig. came home bathe liao slp... suppose to wake up at 7.50pm but woke up at 9.44pm instead. =| wad's wrong with my alarms mann. think i missed lotsa calls too. heard many alarms, calls... noises lah. but only woke up to 2 calls. one from my mom one from kaiying saying der's band tmr. oh mann... for god's sake. its alredi super tiring and der's still band. wtf.

felt so lucky todae no hw. cos if haf, think tonight no nid slp le. woke up to a super bad mood too. was forced to eat "supper" den can eat medicine... eeeeeyer i dun lke. not even hungry at all lah.. den after tt. sudd nosebleed. wtf. tts alredi de 2nd time todae. morning also got once during bio... zzz. wad de hell lah. start sudd stop sudd. so fun hor~ den after supper mom noe i wan drink de herbal tea den specially got nearby supermarket [yeah its still open] buy for me... i feel so bad lah! its lke sucha tiring and long dae for her den still make her go buy things for me... =( bad xinyi.

ok. enuff of complaints for todae. k i noe i just woke up, but im still tired. 1st time tired until eyes red red. ok tt seems bad. shall slp early. [hmm maybe i'll reconsider tt sentence] =|

*pray tt i get well soon. its reli horrible to be sneezing for 4 consecutive daes. it totally sucks. hur. wtf*


crap lah.. my boil [from de burn during chem spa rmbr] burst! pain pain pain.. ='( reli hope no scar... =S anw, think i kinda stopped studying for bio n math tmr le.. sian. reli dun feel lke studying le.. but im still scared tt i'll forget bit of this n bit of tt. =X haix.. maybe i'll study again later. hope i can pass my maths tmr... and maintain my grade for bio =X *prays*


argh damn damn damn pissed now. tried to study just now but its lke a total wall has been placed in my mind. and ive got so much things to do todae. duno why but it sudd seems lke der's not enuff time for bio n maths test on fri. f. wadever i've read thru for bio just now dnt reli get through tt thick skull of mine. think i'll do superbly bad for de coming test, which'll pull dwn my overall grade and cause me to retain. =| ok im not talking rationally. wadever.

and my dad just installed this stupid thingy in de fish tank which's making a whole damn lot of noise n its reli reli vry disturbing to be lke studying next to it. f it lah. tried to find de switch to off it but i cldnt find it. argh!!! and im sudd dwn this stupid flu which is so bloody irritating and im super hungry~!! wad more to add on whn u're in a bad mood huh. reli super pissed now.

and im not done with my bio revision yet. *screams out loud* im feeling so freaking frustrated now tt im gonna explode with anger soon!! in addition to tt i still got my carboxylic tut to complete. rite im not doing it tonight. i noe i'll regret this decision horribly tmr but no time to care so much anymore. and some irritating ppl are trying to talk to me. sorrie im just in a too bad mood to entertain u. alrite feeling reli super hungry now. n der's no food at home. great. nvm. i shall wait for tmr's breakfast. slp liao den not hungry rite? rite.


hmm todae chem spa.. okok lah. went quite smoothly.. got quite a lot of crystals. but guess de quality's super not gd.. so powdery =X aiyah better den nth. and de price to pay: i got burnt by de hotplate =| pain pain. haix nvm lah.. just minor burn.

hmm de rest of de dae was quite alrite. tr told me my maths marks todae.. zzz got a E. =| die lah... its gonna pull dwn so much of my grade. haix... bad bad bad. den chi.. tr nv come. so do de paper.. den go home. sian lah.

oooh. just rmbred i haven study for bio. shit mann. gtg.


hmm got this feeling tt i've left sth out.. seems lke ive complete all my work but also lke haven do sth.. hmm weird weird. hope de "sth" is not vry impt. ok =X

slpt a lot todae.. frm 2.30-5.30. ok not vry alot. but im still tired. duno why. den wake up le go jp buy present for jacq.. keke. anw, todae kinda slack lah.. slack until i nth to do den blog. =X

tmr chem spa. scared scared. pls let everything go smoothly tmr k! i screwd up de prev spa.. cant screw up this one too. okok. shall slp early. nitex.


weee todae a not-bad dae. keke. fridae short dae.. so time passed kinda quickly. hmm but starved all de wae as usual. morning 2 biscuits at 6+ all de wae until 2pm whn i had my lunch. =S poor me. hurs ok. hmm maths test todae... zzzz last qn killed me totally. 7marks fly awae. haix.....

anw, todae assembly quite meaningful. hee i like. think dr william tan's reli damn great... after tt i bought de poster of cos. hehe do some charity work ji dian de lah~ keke. hmm den after sch went lot1 eat with gina n hd.. ate mee goreng at food culture. liew damn spicy lah! i see de person lke add half a big scoop of chilli inside. = im lke. "is tt my mee goreng??" ok it was. = eat until super jialat.. those talk also vry diff tt kinda state. but its nice nevertheless. hee

walk arnd lot1... went cd shop n saw de cd i wanna buy. keke. just thought de new cai chun jia album songs quite nice... so gonna save up money le. tt gina!! bring me into another cd shop den saw jj's karaoke vcd. i want!! haix qian qian qian qian bu gou yong..

den band. keke todae quite nice lah. sectionals.. den combine. haha reli starting to lke inuyasha so much =D incredibles of cos not bad too. yup so dae just went passed lke this.. weekend finally here. u duno how long i waited for sat and sun mann... reli damn tired. ok tts all for todae. tata.


frustration entry

argh life reli sux. everything seems to be going badly. ok not life. but life literally can. so many things arent going well [ok maybe its acheli some bliss for others but im just not happy with it] and its reli irritating me a lot. u noe tt feeling u get everytime lke, whn u do a maths qn and its wrong? n it continues for sucha long time u just feel lke chucking the whole book awae? yah tts de feeling im getting. its super super irritating to be "not knowing anything" evn whn u try to noe. erm. geddit? =X argh.

ok so for ca my maths did quite ok. so wad. it seems to me im gonna get straight Fs soon at de rate im not-understanding starting from functions. this is so dumb. sucha simple chapter and i dun understand. and guess wad. test this fri. happy birthday to me. =@ *screams out loud*

chemistry.. starting to get sucky. or rather, its been sucky all along just tt i havent realise de extent of de sucky-ness. ok cheemology. i understand can liao. =X bio... lke mei xiao mei xi. =| sudd lke so long dun haf bio lessons.. hmmm weird. argh but wadever. i dun reli mind.

ok hope i'll improve on my maths soon... time's running out. i wanna study for promos but lke cant... come home so late den do hw, study for this week's test... time for bed. =| yah sian. argh sickening. wad am i doing here. =S argh. kill myslf.


heex went out with my cousin's family todae.. got to see my niece and nephew!! hehe miss dem soo much.. keke took some photos with dem. they're so cute!! xD hehs. den went hbf centre walk walk and eat lunch.. den they come my hse stone watch tv eat dinner.. weeeeeee i luv sundae =D keke. ;)


heex quite a happy dae todae lah.. bio lect todae sae abt cancer. de pics of de tumours so damn scary loh... eeeee dun ever wanna be an oncologist. =X [ok i noe vry hard to sae larh harh] den maths lessons quite alrite.. heh heh i got do my tut k!!! =D so happy. heex. okok. den after tt assembly... hur. bit sian lah. but had fun writing wad we lke abt ppl in de class and wad they can improve on.. lol funny funny. tt huidong go write for mich: "very hardworking." den for improvement he wrote "dun be lazy." so contradictory! haha den for my improvement he write.. "stop talking to flies." eh i dun talk to flies k~~~ =P

lunchd at opp mc.. haha twister fries sooo nice~ *savours* okok. hmm band todae quite fun lah.. heeee. ms chan vry gd mood todae. den make us laugh a lot.. lol luv band. n also confirmed tt we playing incredibles and inuyasha for tr's dae.. haha happie happie! =D oh yah. b4 band startd was outside band room looking at de trs' race.. den *ahem* also watching. just few steps awae somemore xD wahahahahaa~~~!!! =| hee okok. =P aftr band joel also lke damn hyper lah. den connie they all lke faking indian and hong kong accents.. lol! sucha fun bunch to be with. oooh. n ms chan also told us tt might haf overseas trip.. weeee so happy!! =D hehe. yup so its a happy dae lah~ ;)

hehs now talking to gold mbr and peiwen.. funny funny. haha laughing to de comp again. ok i sot liao. =X


todae gp lesson everyone lke pia-ing for chem asg on r-x. liew tbp just told me i just pass oni... sad eh!!! study until going to vomit blood den just pass oni... haix nvm. i resign to fate le... *mei yong de mei yong de!* =S

after chem asg got chem test... hmm paper acheli quite easy lah. but i screwd up de whole 10m qn!!! so pissed with myslf. why dnt i open my eyes big big and think carefully tt its methylphenol not phenylmethanol???? argh irritating. =X alrite. hope i can pass lah.. not aiming for a gd grade. E or maybe D i happy le. hehs. =D

sch's quite ok todae lah.. eeyer oni saw *ahem* twice todae.. so sad. but nvm lah.. happy wherever my sistas are xD *hugs adoringly* okok. =P after sch stayd back for "nite" study.. finishd up chi n maths hw so im kinda free now. kekex. =P den bought 1.50 hokkien mee home frm sch.. wahaha wad a budget dinner. =X ok. oh. den heard frm jie tt *ahem* gaf her tips for chem test. hmpf!! im suuuuupppper jealous of u jie. xP dun fren you. *turns back on jie* hee no lah u still my gd gd fren =D

righty tmr got band.. hmmmm duno y but i wonder whn we'll be suspended. =X ok shldnt be thinking bout this. anw, ytd superstar so damn competitive!!! im so scared derrick will be out...... cos weilian sudd so gd ytd. wooo good for him. aiyah its so hard to make a decision out of de 3 of dem.. they're all great. haix. shall see how later.. hmm as for todae's.. =P hope kelly and xinhui will remain in de competition. it'll be sad to see dem go. heex. hope junyang and derrick stay in too.. *prays prays!* heex. =D


heex happy dae todae!! =D laughed so much todae.. happy happy. hehe. todae celebrate national dae in sch.. den band got performance. liew in de morning lke so damn stressed sia. everyone lke looking at us loh.. haha budden *aHem*. got perfect view lah. =P sistas noe wad i saying lah hor. =P

after band went hall see de performances.. hee den join my class. lol we edited de lyrics of "count on me, s'pore" lah. sth tt'll be more beneficial to us xP keke. den after sch went lot1 eat lunch and watch charlie and the chocolate factory. heex not bad not bad! i like~ keke. den some funny funny parts.. lke de old granny speak tt time alwaes no link one ["i luv grapes!" "i think der's a knock on de door" lol] and willy wonka keeps bumping into de glass elevator... de wae he sae things also quite funny. lke wad "oh everything here is edible. including me. but tt wld've been cannibalism, which is not wad shld happen in our civilised society" or sth lidat. lol funny guy. haha overall quite a nice show lah. gif it 3.5 stars ;)

den after tt went queensway shopping centre with peiwen cos she wan search for bag. liew stupid girl!!!!! make me soooo damn tempted to buy tt nice nice puma bag... all ur fault!!! !@#$%^&* =P haha. den also went into some specs shops look and try on specs.. hee i wan change specs mah. no time no money oni =X but so nice loh!!! yah de price evn nicer.. den after queenswae went to jp. hur. de price der reli vry nice. lol. got this pink specs i saw in koolook super duper nice!!!! but de frame itself costs 150 bucks. =| *waits for money to drop from the sky* hmm supposed to be me just look at myuk sling bags in wallet shop de... den in de end tt peiwen again tempt me buy puma bag. [ok maybe its de other wae round =PpP] n de specs reli vry nice loh.... went into ice lemon tee n saw even more nice things.. de skirts 50% discount eh..... den earrings so nice... everything so nice!! =D but no money. haix. this is one whole box of fries short of a happy meal. sad sad. can see canot haf. boooooooo. 7=

oh yah. speaking of "boo". hahaha i finally managed to scare peiwen =P she was lke looking at badminton racquets den i just stand behind her n "AHEM!". lol shld've seen her jump! hahaah funny funny. laugh until i cry. funny lah this girl.. i sae "boo" she not scared i sae "ahem" only she jump lke mad [hmm rhymes huh]. lol. ok i shall stop xing zai le huo -ing. =P k. she keeps saying i look lke tennis/badminton player whn i hold de racquets. haha wonder why. aiyah duno wad to sae le lah.. my mind's just full of tt puma bag... oh no shld i buy??? hmmmmm....

ok tts quite a long dae for me lah. tired tired. *yawns* keke. nitex =)


weekend's finally here! duno whether its gd or bad lah. gd cos finally can slp more, bad cos lotsa revision n thnx to our beloved trs, we haf mountains of hw to do. ok i shall stop complaining. =X

hmm ate quite a lot todae eh. shit lah im spending reli wae too much on food. haix anw, after breakfast went back do hw. den i realised i lost my whole foolscap pad [god noes where it went] and dun haf any paper to write on. went to ginza evergreen der buy stationery.. bought pw file too and blanco [thnx to mich it finishd within a week *haha im not suaning u lah. its reli ok*] alrite. saw lotsa new town ppl in ginza. im super irritated whn i see new town ppl. i duno y too. just seeing ppl wear new town shirt makes me go "tsk!". hur. weird huh. to think i was from new town.

k. went out with de purpose to buy foolscap. came home with foolscap, file, blanco, red bean and peanut paste, and bubble tea. =| come to think of it, now i noe where all my money went to. right. fine. went home do a bit of hw den slpt until evening. great. another dae wasted. den arnd 7+ went to de west coast national day dinner thingy.. heex de food's not bad k. quite nice in fact. and got this free bottle of new moon chicken essence. waha. wonder if its nice. ok crap.

anw, on de wae home saw sth interesting. this cat was lke lying near de shelter, and behind it just a few metres awae was this rat. yah n de cat dnt see it smell it sense it or wadever. heh heh den i walk over n tried to make de cat realise tt der's acheli a rat [which means dinner] sooooo damn near it but it just kept staring back at me. lol. gaf up n walked awae, den de rat saw de cat and ran into a drain. den de cat realised it n waitd by de drain. hur. i luv cats but im reli wondering just how "dumb" and lol cats can be. ok this whole p/g of junk is just here to fill up de space. nth much to blog abt todae. for fun oni.


heex now at peiwen's house.. lol seems to be coming here so very often nowadaes. anw, sch's kinda alrite todae. checkd our ca results todae.. okAe dun tink mine's tt bad lah.. just not satisfied with de chem results. 7= but at least i passed. thank god for tt mann.

oh oh b4 i 4get!! hehehehe ytd went out with wl simin yihui shiying aiping lihua to celebrate wl's bdae!! keke so long nv see dem eh! =D miss dem sooooooooo much. ^^ *hUggs* anw, dined at swensen's. yummy. =D eat until so damn full sia~ den got this unlimited scoops of ice crean offer thingy. hehe nice nice. but i oni ate 2. one and a half in fact. cos it was tooo sweet. and i was reli full. heex. but de company's great!! cant wait to go out with dem again! den laugh a lot ytd.. n took mani photos! wl keep i sayin i look weird. hmpf. nvm lah born weird means look weird. i cant reli help it. so, wadever~ lol. hope to get the photos soon ;)

sch's ok todae. just super tired [as alwaes] cos ytd reached home at 11+ n bathe finish just in time to watch superstar! hehe best thing is derrick [i can hear gina screaming xP!] junyang and kelly not out. keke. ok a bit out of point. anw, assembly was kinda boring todae. *oOps* think the most entertaining part was mr yeo's duno wad minus plus points thingy. [quotes: u have a potbelly. (-5pts) u have a potbelly and she doesnt like it. (-15pts) tells gf: "hey its ok! u have one too" (-8000pts) lol] yup tts abt all i can rmbr. tt was de best part thou. hee

hmmm got lotsa hw for de weekend. think i'd better get all of dem done b4 my national dae "hols" if not i'll die a most horrible death in de 2 daes. but anw think i'll lose half my life this weekend cos der's just soooo much revision n hw to do. ok im reli sorrie tt i dnt study for de whole week but i cldnt help it. just too much hw n too ltl slp. yes im yawning now. right. so pls take a few last looks at me [i noe im ugly but..] b4 i die. literally. hur hur. this is soooo lame. =|

ok almost time for band. tataas. =)