oh yeah my new comp finally arrived!! haha cheers~ =D have been waiting for so long cos it was supposed to be sent here on thurs instead but sth cropped up.. hee but its here now! wahaha *hugs comp* =X

met newtown peeps for dinner just now.. hmm most prob last meet up before As bah.. yup so tts another happy thing abt today =)

ah shit im still not adapted to the laptop keyboard. so many typos! =S

well so prelims came and went. got back most of the results this week and they just suck. those results are so demoralising i just wish they werent mine. i reli wanna know why i keep doing so badly this semester! someone enlighten me pls.. =(( haix hopefully my 1month of pia-ing will help me jump a few grades up.. if not i can just kiss goodbye to my australia =((

alright shall not dwell on those sad thoughts. work hard everyone!! =D


woohoo retail therapy ytd was absolutely superb!! lol went to bugis with pw todae and bought sooooo mani things im amazed at the number of apparel with regards to the amt of money i haf =X ohwell nth bad i suppose. haha =)

tt girl ar.. i knew she'll be late so i purposely slowly made my wae to orchard wait for her. was late for abt 10 mins and den i saw her msg "sorrie i'll be late! meet at 130 can?" -.- fine 130 it is. in de end she reached at 2!! !@#$%^&* argh next time dun go out with u liao xP

haha jk lah =D

went to wisma to repair her phone.. haha drop =P lol ok gotta be wary of retribution. anw, the queue was at 85 and her no. was 106 -.- alright so we waited der for abt 30mins while watching the mrbean cartoon. haa~ but nvm! hehe gold mbr and her ken came to look for us cos they're in the vicinity.. phew lucky mann if not a few more mins spent with peiwen alone =PpP haha ok retribution. hee anw ytd was their anniversary wor.. keke congrats! =D

went taka ate some jap noodle and venezia ice cream for lunch.. hehe oni 5bucks! yeah gotta save up for shopping. while we're on the way to mrt, met cecilia-and-gang outside charles and keith! haha so coincidental. wad a small world~ lol okay~

headed straight for bugis street after tt! wahaha its lke some kinda... bahh duno how to sae lah. =P anw, guess we're both reli happy abt tt trip cos it was so fruitful! peiwen bought her wanted-for-very-very-long denim shorts and a nice-nice skirt for only 35! hehe quite value-buy lah =)) yup and i bought a top, one 3/4 jeans, 2 pairs of earrings and a necklace =D heh heh all tt for 40bucks. woo! best buy ever =P lol quite unbelievable but its true. bugis street just totally rawks! yeah ;)

went to parco bugis junction for m-industrie.. but dun haf de shirt i wan =(( guess sold out le bah cos 50% off storewide leh~ heh heh yah those who duno can faster go! =P walked arnd those "roadside" stalls and finally found de store tt makes wirecrafts! hee made a hp accessory of my name.. its sth i've been wanting since godknowswhen! its been so long i even 4got i wanted tt until now.. hehe yup wads fated to be mine will be mine! xP heh its a bit pricey but, just bought it lah. have been eyeing it for so long! =D yups im a real happy soul.

*omg* bought another top from bossini cos its so nice and so comfortable to wear! hehe.. den as i was paying, we both saw this reallyreallynice belt!! but it costs 33bucks =(( awww still quite ex after de 25% discount so dnt buy.. anw i was absolutely broke by then so obvly even if its cheap i wldnt be able to pay for it. ohwell next time i guess =]

yup so tts for todae! hehe reli wonderful dae out.. shopping, fun, and friend! =D weee why cant everyday be lke todae. lol but i think lidat my feet will collapse in less then 3 days =X they're aching so much now! argh. ohwell guess its worth it. hehe. hmm but despite all tt shopping, im still not satisfied! where're my bag and heels?? =(( dnt manage to find any nice ones todae.. sobs. hmm guess next time bah.. hehe alright gotta learn to be contented, esp with ytd's "yield" =P heh heh wad a nice day it had been.. next up's outing with gold mbr! =D keke cant wait cant wait. must faster save up again! =D

yeah retail therapy rawks. pee weet! ;)


argh i feel so pek cek right now im capable of murder!! xO stupid blardy irritating useless comp took a frigging fifteen minutes to load! blardy hell der goes half of my break! and on top of tt i had to restart cos halfwae thru de loading it hang-ed! argh someone just throw this piece of antique away! *fumes*

i told u a thousand trillion times tt i nid a new comp! wad did u sae?? "wait lah.. wait for christmas sale den buy." and wad are u saying now?? u want to buy new phone! and its just 6months old loh! why cant u wait for the christmas sale instead?? why must it alwaes be me being stuck with the shit stuff while u're out der showing off some new phone to others?? why didnt it occur to u tt i nid a new comp to replace one tt is almost 8yrs old and u're buying a new gadget only for fun?? this is so blardy unfair!

why is every single thing going against me? why cant things just run smoothly for once??? argh!!


long time no blog again! duno gd or bad lah. hmm in the middle of prelims now.. and its reli making my lose a lot of hope! maybe if i dnt dream so much i wont feel so bad but, haix... esp after maths paper 1!! its just so demoralising.. i dun think i can make it anymore =( and my other papers are lke, not so confident?? oh mann.. this is so bad =((

alright shall just keep on going and trying my best in the hope tt all wont come to a bad end. hurrs and guess wad. ytd after maths paper2 went to bpp eat lunch with lijein and went to her hse cos it was raining =X haha no shelter home so went to her place for "shelter" and to play with her cookie! haha its a schnauzer puppy! (lol is tt how u spell tt? =P pls pardon my spelling) hehe so cute loh! she open door den its down der wagging its tail "until going to break liao" [as described by lj] lol played with it for quite a while.. vry active pup! alwaes running arnd chasing things and bite the mashimaro toy until its rei dying =X haha but vry fun =)

played her piano after tt... i've alwaes lked piano!! haix why dun i haf one at home?? haha think if i haf i no nid take prelims liao =X okok. left arnd 4 and went to yuhui's hse to collect my ipod. hehe lke so many things to do =X spent abt an hr plus at her place watching videos on youtube and chatting! hee... long time nv meet her le. everyone's so busy. yup went home arnd 6 and slpt.... supposed to wake up at 7+ so i can watch "wo cai!" and "liao zhai" debut on ch u.. but i overslept!! argh.. so by de time i woke up it was 8am -.- omg 1st time i overslept until so jialat! 14hrs straight.. broke my own record! and in de middle of prelims somemore =X cant believe it. *phew* lucky todae no paper if not im so-totally dead =X

alright so whn i opened my eyes it was *for-once* without any lets-close-back feeling. haha 1st time in my life sia. had breakfast, came home watched spongebob on kids central [so long nv watch eh! =PpP], tried to do some work but i cant [maybe cos weekend too long den *aiyah still got time lah...* =P] and so i slept again. =| oh mann i feel lke a pig! yeah and den i slpt until 3.30 whn i was supposed to slp only until 2.30 -.- oh crap this is so bad!! haaiixxxx

went out with mom in evening cos got this shopping sale ending tmr!! and wanted to study tmr so went out todae. in de end de pants dun haf my size! !@#$%^&* angry! heh budden i saw this nice giordano shirt which i lked a lot so i bought tt. hee got discount! =D weeee vry long nv shop le.. well not tt its sucha gd thing to be shopping during prelims but, i'll just take it as a de-stressing kinda thing yah =P *lke im not relaxed enuff after >14hrs of slp -.-*

wanna do work whn i come home but, my eyes closing again. i think sth's wrong with me. alright i surrender. too much stressing and worrying and homeworking for the past few weeks and its all coming back at one go. shall just slp my whole saturday away and chiong again tmr. =D

ok im a pig.


hehe happy todae!! =D had walla breakfast with celest john and zoey.. haha i tot i vry early so slowly made my wae der.. in de end i wasnt reli tt early =X oops hehe. ate at mac, played with john's press-the-teeth croc and left for sch.

dnt reli study much todae =X vry no mood.. oni did some bio mcq and str qns... bah so much use sia. had to go arnd 2+ so went for lunch arnd 1.40.. in de end i was still late for my appointment =X heh slpt all de wae from cck to bishan! super tired... just wanna slp thru the week! but sadly cant lah =(

yup tts abt all for todae.. happy for 2 things! 1st is tt finally got to meet up with walla ppl.. !! xD haha lke long time no interaction liao =X heh and 2nd is tt, my mom supported my "big plan"!! haha may not sound lke sucha great thing but it is to me cos it took me real long to persuade her and to let her see things the wae i see them.. thnx lots mum!! ur support reli meant a lot to me =)))

the plan's vry optimistic. so if sth goes wrong somewhere, think it'll be gone.. ohwell life's unpredictable. shall just hope for the best and prepare for the worst! =D reli hope tt dream will become reality one dae.. reli reli hope so! =D haha lke who doesnt hope their dream will come true rite? hehe. yups so for now, de most impt thing of all... study reeeaaaal hard for As! getting the grades will at least mean one less obstacle to my big goal =) yeah jiayou!

lol der's actually so much motivation coming from a goal and the support u haf to reach the goal.. now its just the action part tts gotta come in to make the dream a reality =) i reli hope i can make it =)


just read pat's blog and felt lotsa feelings while reading the entry on steve irwin.. dnt blog abt this previously. guess lke many others, i was reli shocked to hear the news at 10pm! it was reli sudden.. and to think i loved his shows so much! dun haf scv but i enjoyed watching croc files on kids central.. ='( reli sad to hear abt it. the world has reli lost a great person!! =((

haix why do gd ppl alwaes leave so early? come to think of it, i realised wad i want to be is to be someone lke steve irwin, alwaes being arnd animals to do wadever i can, even though it may be non-profit. but this dream seems so far away and unrealistic given my current situation.. and i agree with wad pat said on her blog, tt ppl do not understand why animal lovers lke to be close to animals so much and even talk to them. just lke how my mom doesnt lke me being arnd stray animals =( she sees them as being "dirty" and all tt while i [and probably other animal lovers] see them as normal beings, perhaps in vry pitiful states thanks to some humans. guess its just diff perspectives.. and perhaps sth tt impedes the fulfillment of my dream. ohwell nth much i can do abt it for now i guess..

duno why im blogging all these. just putting dwn wadever's going thru my mind now. was thinking abt some family matters recently, and im totally for this suggestion tt my mom made. shall not make any room or chance for ppl to destroy my future even if this decision means a big change in my lifestyle. wasnt reli for this idea initially cos it was troublesome and all tt, but after finding out wad some ppl did while they're ill.... its rather infuriating acheli. its lke "cheng4 huo3 da3 jie2". it was out of pity tt we dnt ask much from u and now tt u've recovered u're doing this to us. u said we're not concerned abt ur well-being. do u deserve it in de 1st place?? ask ur conscience. had we known this kinda thing wld happen we'd've squeezed every cent out from u. i seriously do noe see de point in u doing this to us. will it make ur world a better place? will it make u live longer?? [more of de contrary im sure] if doing so means u'll haf more for urslf and u'll live more "luxuriously" and happily, then all i can sae is tt u're cruel, callous, selfish, inhumane. u irritating bastard. just get out of my life.


crapx im not doing anything again.. ok i noe i shld just shut up and do sth instead of ranting here but, reli dun feel lke doing anything! came home and slpt til arnd 7 den watched tv until now lke exams're alr over and all tt.. ahhhh why is this happening to me!! =S and the thing is der's bio mock tmr... and i still refuse to do sth. alright i deserve a "death" sentence.

woke up bright and early for maths remedial todae! ohwell not reli bright lah cos it was raining superheavily. was actually woken up by a ear-splitting clap of thunder arnd 6+! argh in de end lke wan wake up dowan wake up tt kind cos supposed to wake up at 7 -.- yeah so another groggy morning.

met li jein and gina for breakfast at teck whye mac! =D hee as usual peiwen not der cos she wanted to slp in -.- piggy. =P and i tot i was reli late cos waited for bus and train for quite long... in de end im de earliest again. alwaes lidat one. whn u think u're de latest u're acheli de earliest =X ok yah and not long after received an sms from peiwen... "maths remedial is at 9 right?" lol "no its at 8 my dear! and u're so super late ms xiao is super angry with u!" haha where got ppl confirm on de dae one?? tsk tsk this pw ar...

maths rem was ok.. refreshed my memory for vectors. haha den after tt went for lunch at bpp with pw lj tq hd matt.. a supposedly normal trip became diff cos we saw this guy who fell on de pavement.. yeah den we helped him a bit and this police car tt passed by pulled over. liew tot de police officer helped us call ambulance loh! in de end we realised he called police -_-" dOtz and we're lke thinking how come de ambulance takes sucha long time to arrive whn we've been waiting for the police all this while. wah lau... den de 2 police officers who came told us tt we shld've called ambulance, not them. zzzz lke, not we call one loh.. we also tot is call ambulance but.. oh nvm~

yup so tts de special event of todae.. oh and i reli wanna comment on this. seriously typical of s'poreans to just stop by and stand der without doing anything just to "cou4 re4 nao4". true blue onlooker sia. and even more typical is "eh got accident ar? got see de number anot?" -.- sorry uncle. not accident. cannot buy 4D. wah lau freak sia. reli hate this kinda ppl.. ppl may be dealing with life/death situations and der u are wondering if tt'll be the winning number. sai loh! argh.

had lunch at kfc.. hahaha some funny things regarding de event just now. lol believe in retribution! =P walked arnd a while.. and saw de fir cd with the entry ticket at cd shop!! waaahhhhh im so angry!! so much for getting the cd asap sia.. will someone be so nice as to buy de cd and gimme de ticket?? i can give u my cd for exchange with ur cd. still in gd shape. exactly the same. lol lke who will do tt sia. haix just my luck.. all i can sae is, de ticket reli vry nice!! and milubing also going leh... wah lauuuuu pek cek!! argh!

yup so tts for todae.. eventful but rather unfruitful =X tmr mock!! haix dun sae mock. im starting to lose confidence for prelims! sudd seems as though my standard reli low until canot low and i cant do any qns.. ahhh its so depressing to noe =(( reli wonder if i'll ever improve for As if i dun do well for prelims, lke wad many sae.. wad if i dun?? haix so many things going thru my mind.. i want all these to stop!! i wan a long long break.. =(


bahh waiting for mom to buy breakfast home.. so hungry! think ytd dinner ate too little bah.. but i reli wasnt hungry! even felt lke puking whn i waited for the bus =X alright so tt brings us back to ytd..

went swimming with peiwen! =)) heh i knew she'll be late so the become-smart me waited at home til she calls from je =P was watching lovely samsoon vcd with my mom before i left.. ahhh i acheli watched it for so long! lucky not reli hooked to the show yet =X heh ok.

despite my let-pw-wait plan, i still waited for her outside de swimming complex. -.- boooo. peiwen u win lah ok. sit der until my butt gonna burn liao! x( and she finally came.. and omg she wore the same shirt as me!! wth i wanted to go home and change immediately. =P alright tt'll be stupid. so i bear-ed with it and cheng1 dao4 di3..

long time no swim! its been lke at least one yr... hoho so i was a little afraid of getting down into the water =X but i did in de end. was happily swimming whn this totallyhumiliating thing happened. x( shall not sae here.. den de stupid peiwen laughed at me!! hmpf. but NVM. she did sth paiseh after tt too... lol so we're quits. oh mann we're nv going to anything w/o confirming who the other party is first =P

left swimming complex tt time felt my shoulders aching lke dunowad! ahh must be i old alr.. heh heh. too long nv exercise become stone liao =X went to clementi market der to eat but i wasnt reli hungry. heh anw i bought a cheese waffle on de wae.. not as nice as de one i had near my house! =( booo. dnt reli eat much during dinner.. haha so peiwen baokaliao. she was vry hungry anw waad so im just complementing her =P

she bought 20 sticks of satay and one plate of chicken rice =| and i only ate 5 sticks of satay and most of de ketupat-rice. and de rest goes to pw. =| haha she big eater rite. den she kept saying wadever she burned during swimming're back.. and i heard she went home to eat again. haiyoh forget abt dieting lah pw! lol xP

yups so tts ytd... OH YAH. on fri whn i was waiting for my mom at de bus stop saw these 2 malay guys just stuffed their drink cans into de bush beside dem after finishing it!! wah lau u stupid cheekennehneh cant u see tt the dustbin is just a few steps in front of u?? is walking der to dispose of ur rubbish so difficult?? its cos of ppl lke them tt s'pore has rubbish on de streets even though der are dustbins.. wah kao! reli hope they fall down de stairs or sth for those inconsiderate deeds! hmpf.


another day at home, mugging off my socks... ha alright i dnt wear any. -.- anw, i reli duno why im still feeling slpy even though i've slpt enuff [i think]!! haix.. whenever i sit down and look at the ws/tys/wadever, my eyelids start to turn heavy.. but once i leave tt place, i feel awake! =X ok guess its not having insuff slp.. its being sick of all those work tt i need to do. =| ahhhhh i wanna scream.

cldnt reli tahan so napped for quite a while.. woke up arnd 2.30 and realised i havent reli completed anything since the start of the dae =| haix so sian gotta mug again.. but luckily good things come! =D hehe ate dinner at sakuraya again.. dnt eat as much as last time but still quite ex =X abit bo hua this time round but still enjoyable! haha and to make up for tt tiny bit of food we ordered, i ordered another dish of sashimi =P hehe must make gd use of such chances mah rite...

yeah so had a great dinner todae. hmm this month sorta got "kou3 fu2".. 've been eating so much gd stuff! =D hehe yeah so tmr going swimming to "swim" those unwanted fats away! =D long time no exercise... ohmann monday sure muscle-ache everywhere =S alright im getting nowhere. back to work!