im officially in stress mode.

this is post is gonna be so "me". ohwell for one thing, this is my blog, right? =x

many many many many things to do!!! lotsa places to run arnd to, lotsa readings to complete, lotsa stuff to practise, and lotsa reports to make.

ARGHHHHH >=(

i foresee a vry bleak remaining-of-sem2 ahead becos feb's gonna be jammed pack with band prac and my new tutee's gonna start lesson in feb and i'll nid to chiong doubly hard for grade 5 AND it'll be my turn to be in charge of de presentation next week OMGGGGG CAN I JUST DIE LIKE RIGHT NOW.

plus midterm after cny and grade5 exam in march.. and after tt its gonna be EXAMS alr!!! time is zooming past reli reli quickly!

okok. i must not let the stress get to me.

im feeling very very~~~ relaxed right now. 0=)

met ahgold for lunch today!! hahaha weee so long nv see her lohh =P poor ahgold gotta tahan my vry-long-rants abt my stupid schedule cos she's the person im telling. lolll so sorry ahgold! =P

and peiwen joined us at mac and told us vry enthusiastically abt her spiky-whoppy which has just bloomed its first flower this morning. lol CONGRATS PEIWEN!! rmbr to not let it fly away hor.. *inside joke*. lols.

came back and continued with clearing up my neverending to-do list.. so im vry proud to say tt its been quite a productive day! :D although i din go for my lect... hehhh BUT BUT it was worth it lohh. i accomplished a lot! i did music theory and practised my flute and learned song for jamming (its still bad. shiet.) and did my tut and finished my social psy readings!! yes a round of applause to myslf~~ :PpP and now we're finishing up tmr's report and presentation so yay another thing done :]

lotsa other events coming up! aemi nite.. jocelyn's bday.. flutes reunion dinner.. class reunion dinner.. family reunion dinner.. *fatfatFAT!!* arhhh and i haven buy cny clothes yet. so kns loh reli no time! :((( and i haven watch movie!!

grrrrrrr. busy busy busy. think i'll just leave one day free during cny hols to hibernate for the better =/


tuition today wasnt as good cos my tutee wasnt reli focused today. probably tired and stuff so kinda "attention deficit".. anyhoo, her dad asked if i wanna take in a few more students all of whom stay in my area.. *eyebrow smiley* YAY. finally got more students in west coast. lols.. hopefully can get :P

went for saints alumni concert today! haha it was nice to hear them play again. but de best part was still knowing that der's a young composer [benj]) in the midst of musicians arnd me, and a (i think) younger composer [wong kah chun] who's even been performing with bands overseas. i was reli impressed with what i heard today. firstly abt benji's quite-a-lot-of achievements considering his age, and him conducting the 2nd composition he wrote. and of cos, being able to hear the premiere performance of the piece. it was quite nice (to me, at least) :)

vry impressed with wong kah chun's composition too. and of cos, reading his mini-biography page made me O.O haha ok its a kinda dumb description but u get de drift :]

*oh and i noticed the electric guitarist and bassist at de side only during de last 2 pieces. lol super lag but, they reli blended into the negligible part of my peripheral view very well!! =x haha anyhoo, nice bassline for deep purple medley. ;)

so envious of ppl who're able to reach this height at sucha young age! reli wonder what kinda opportunities they got and wad they did to reach this far.. its quite motivating to see such ppl arnd. and knowing these did increase the respect i have for them ten-fold. i was reli impressed :)

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had dinner with flutes and emerald (bassoonist) at waraku! OMG super filling can. haha full until i felt lke i was gonna die from it. =x haaa ok. had de big big set meal with rice and soba and pork cutlet and potato salad and also shared soft shell crab with tung hoe and koped some tempura squid form victor. so.... yeah reli vry full. lols. and THAT'S NOT ALL! went to starbucks after tt for supposedly-dessert but most of us oni had a drink while koping a mouthful of tung hoe's cheesecake. lol. ok lah. nice dessert =P

and today is de day emerald became my bff! LOL it was reli funny today lah. laughed a lot.. esp after dinner which was lke damn xing ku cos we're all vry full! lol. anyhoo, bff cos emerald and i are lke REALLY same frequency (just imagine another xinyi! :D) so my section just sorta "paired" us tgt. lol.

yup yup so its been a reli happy and "impressive" day :)) lunch tmr at nus with peiwen! finally gonna haf my long-awaited jap food from the deck. dun fail me!! haha cheers to a good tmr~


feb's issue of readers' digest (i subscribed by chance lah can) started off with the editor's letter saying:

"imagine the pain this mother must be going thru. after rushing her violently ill 6-mth-old son to de hospital, she asks de doctor if her baby is going to be ok, only to hear him reply, "if he lives til morning..." well, i was the baby, and the terrified mother is my own. the diagnosis: meningitis."

i felt a connection immediately after i read the 1st paragraph. this situation was so familiar.. just that i wasnt a baby but a 9-yr-old that time.

another thing to appreciate my mother more for; for the not-so-pleasant things she gotta go thru (even though it wasnt her who was diagnosed with that shit), and all de other nitty-gritty stuff she has to see to..

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on a lighter note, here's an interesting quote by chris rock (whoever he is =x) for rd's love issue :

"women are like the police. they can have all the evidence in the world, but they still want the confession."

lol. how true is tt :P


moody :(((

but i finally poured out everything to ahgold and i feel so much better now. guess it reli does work huh? :]

i duno wads gonna happen.. maybe.. just see how things go?

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its been 2 consecutively long days. was tired again today (plus it was raining!! lke super nice to slp can..) esp after mv dance but still managed to be "disciplined" enuff to stay for flute tutorship =P i din regret it at all. lao shi is always powerful enuff to make me feel motivated. so much tt i feel lke i can go for every single tutorship lesson even though im dead tired and tt i wanna prac flute everyday. but i duno if tt'll happen. haa i just nid sth to instill more determination, motivation and discipline in me.

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im wasting a whole lot of time. i noe i cld've better spent the time by studying or wadever.. but i planned my stuff for de next 4 days so, assuming tt i'll stick to it very strictly, i shld be able to clear my pile of stuff this week. aka, i haf time to spare =]

maybe its time to count my blessings.

i came home early earlier today and for once saw my mom awake.
*ok tt sentence's a little odd. well its just tt, everytime i come home, she's aslp alr! so yeah, for once she's not aslp yet :)
anyway, she seemed so glad to see me cos she was lke " !! u're home so early!" and gave me a big hug after tt. awwww so touching~~~ LOL it was ok. i havent had a hug for vry long x( haha yeah so i feel super duper loved by my mom today :))

im glad i haf my mom as my mom (yet another "weird" sentence but u get me rite?). well, she does haf tt "bad", naggy and lip-pursing side like all other moms but i think she's reli a great person. for one thing, it was amazing how she pulled thru everything and still remained a strong person. if i were her, i wld've given up on everything long ago. and of cos, i may not even exist then.

i haf no idea why im popping up with all de weird sentences today.

many other things i can say abt my mom and they'll prob fill up a book or sth but in a nutshell, she's just the best mom ever and i love her a lot :) she's the main reason tt makes me feel happy abt being born into this kns family. and whn i say kns, i mean it. maybe u duno de details but its ok. its not a main point and its not a blessing anw so i wont talk abt it today.

im lacking in many areas of musicality but im still glad i have i wad i have now.

im glad to be exposed to 2 diff areas of music in terms of being part of a symphonic band and a "rock band" (wadever de term is). maybe de world i live in is reeeeally small but i think its an experience not everyone has :] so im glad i had de chance to experience it.

im glad i din give up playing in concert band and din give up on flute when i see almost everyone else arnd me stopping. maybe its a little naive but i do see myslf continuing this many years down the road. i duno when it might stop, but i definitely dont see its end yet :]

im glad i have many great band seniors to learn from, in both the practical and theory areas. ppl im willing to look up to and whom i think deserve my respect, and ppl whom i can "idolise".

im glad im able to take flute lessons "for free". its sth i wont be able to afford for now, so im glad i haf de opportunity to learn from a teacher. my first official music teacher (excluding conductors) :]

now tt im mentioning all these, i reli think i have a lot of opportunities presented in front of me. lotsa other things to thank for but it'll be another neverending post so yeah, all those did summarise wad im glad abt in the music area =]

and frens! i may not reli mention some ppl a lot but im really really glad i stayed in contact with my sec sch frens and jc mates. life wld be vry different w/o their company. huge thanks to everyone whom i've kept in contact with (u noe who u are!! :D). cheers to our friendship and many many more years to come! :)

and of cos de new ppl i met/re-met in 2007 and 2008 :) they made uni life much more happier and livelier for me, made lectures more interesting, breaks less stone-ish, and meals more filling (ok i duno why). u guys are great :D

ok think i'll end for today. other minor areas... shall not bore u guys who are alr-bored-tts-why-u're-reading-this.-i-know further and i noe it sounds lke some farewell speech or wadever u call tt BUT i reli just felt lke counting my blessings for a while =x AND its also been proven to improve ur psychological well-being and stuff like tt so yeah, u all can try it too! :D it wont hurt to thank ppl for making a difference in ur life rite?

yup tts all for today. cheerios! :] having mc breakfast with monster and devil tmr. hoho. im soo glad der's sucha thing called mc breakfast xD


was finally able to have dinner with my mom for like the 1st time this whole week. we've both been so busy with our own stuff tt we hardly see each other or even talk for more than 30mins each day :( sad huh.. anw, went to pizza hut for dinner! wahaha had this vry sudden pizza craving when i woke up from my nap so.. :]

i was picking out pineapples from my pizza slice -i hate pineapples. i did tell the person to leave them out but they still managed to find their way into the pizza somehow >=( - and i told her abt how "disappointed" peiwen was when i told her i din lke the mango in mango mousse and how her bf liked the other part of de cake. and den de topic went into "bfs". was trying to quickly steer out of the dangerous waters but damn i failed. so after a while she was telling me abt how she's hoping tt i'll get married at an earlier age... so she no nid to yang me anymoreeee :(

i got so hard to yang meh!!!! (well for one thing, i din eat a lot when i was little so i suppose i did save her a lot of milk powder money and stuff *hmpf*)

aaaaaand it was back to de same few qns. which she sorta self-answered after some time with "must be ur expectations vry high" (and me patronising her by saying "yah maybe *conts eating pizza*") and finally "oh nooo. u're unable to attract ppl!" -__- SO demoralising can. im ur daughter leh!!

but de rest of de conv was quite nice. mom was telling me abt her work and the considerably-big bonus she got this year, and some other office politics at work. and i was telling her how i love my current sem cos everything just seems to be going on quite smoothly.. at least for now. haha yup so dinner was quite pleasant :)

had the "smoothest" tuition session this morning. my tutee was a lot more disciplined today and did most of her work obediently. but tts not wad i wanna say. i just realised her family's reli quite sweet! :) haha apparently it has the same structure as mine (well mine's just a little more diff) and maybe on the surface it just seemed like a "dark" family where kids will be brought up in all de wrong ways, but after a few times of visiting their place, i suppose it isnt tt bad after all. the dad seriously looks like the typical ah nan but at least he treats his family well (apparently). and der seems to be a nice close bond btwn him and his wife, which was sweet :)

was teaching my tutee sth new de other day ("ai4 xi1 [cherish]") and de first phrase she formed after learning tt was "wo ai xi papa". maybe it wasnt entirely perfect but it was heartwarming to hear tt. and for some reason it just threw away all the stereotypes i had of ahnan 1week ago.

how i wish my family cld be as warm as theirs. it need not be perfect, but at least there'll be sth i can feel abt.


today's been awfully great!! xD

morning: went to sgh with my mom to collect her medication, den headed to raffles starhub for contract renewal and purchase of my brand new bud =D yay welcome to my humble home!! hahaha ok =P bought de black one.. and for once, i didnt trade in me nokia. =x 1stly cos i was thinking it'll be maybe more "profitable" to sell off as 2nd hand than to give dem for a fixed 50bucks, and 2ndly cos i din even bring de charger so i cant trade in anyways -.-"

2 things abt my dad today: he's DAMN irritating and he's cute.

he called me a total of 6 times in ONE morning and tt freaking hell annoyed the hell outta me cos of numerous factors. was "lectured" by my mom abt money matters (yet again) in de morning so i wasnt in de best of mood alr. plus i din reli get enuff slp. and my dad kept calling thru within de few hrs to ask abt my new mobile plan, whether i wanna upgrade my maxonline too, whether i wanted de photoprinter+camera promotion or 25%discount blah blah BLAH. and on top of tt he even called to reprimand me abt why i din return his missed call this morning whn he called at friggin 8am when i was still slping. truth was my call din get thru cos his phone seemed to be engaged for wadever reason. ARGH. but anw cant he just call and say everything once and for all???

it was really irritating. and this lasted all de way til i was in sch and walking up nanyang hill. ughhh. talk abt pet peeves. nobody call me in de morning ok!!! >=(

but tt only applies for multiple calls like the example cited above. otherwise, it's perfectly fine :]

but after all tt, i guess my dad's cute in a way. lol. apparently he's more excited den me abt de new phone cos he called me *rolls eyes* and asked me vry enthusiastically "hey can u see me now???" me: "no. im not using the phone yet! haven charge how to use!" with him returning a disappointed "oh ok loh". lols. and of cos after tt i warned him to NOT call me again cos im in sch alr and im busy. and he din call anymore. =P ok maybe i was a little harsh.

my mood was immediately lifted upon seeing my section though! haha i duno why lah. it just felt like a total 180degrees turn from superannoyed to allsmiles. lol. anyhoo, band was quite ok today. i realised i haven been practicing my flute again. ahhhhh!! i gotta start cutting down on my many many activities =x

had dinner at rafflescity bk and took ht's car to lcube.. lol poor fella cldnt reli find de way into duxton road so we just parked at tanjong station. but tts not de main pt. thing is, jamming was great today!! :D well it started off a bit stonish but it got reli great towards the end. yeah and i admit weekend's still stuck in my head even after going thru tt song for a thousand times. lol. quite a no. of stuff to improve on though, but it was still nice for a 1st try :))

oh another point. jamming was freaking HOT today. i mean, temperature-ishly hot. not de other hot. lol. de stupid aircon was damn kuku lah! jam until abt towards de end den it auto off-ed... and thinking tt jamming's abt to end, we just left it. but we sorta extended it to 10pm so er, we were lke in a sauna for 45mins?? -__-" imaagine the heat!! arghhhh.

went to maxwell for some drinks to cool off after tt. and the squat surfaced again. lol. but we haf a new mbr now! =D hahaha yup so tt ended de day... kinda tiring but it was still nice :) charging my new phone now so i can officially use it tmr.. haa i predict problems with sms-ing and everything else but... nvm lah. i'll still love my w660i :D


avp2 was... well. kinda storyline-less. lol. only rmbred lotsa human-eating and of cos the gore tt comes with it *shudders* arghhh i dun lke those scenes. but NO i will not get nightmares becos of them (as assumed by someone) >=(

lols. went for dinner after tt and bumped into ezen and iforgotwhatshername! she was wearing the same orientation shirt as me! haha so qiao. anyhoo, left westmall at 9++ after dinner and some crapping and home i go :]

saw body19's trailer on the small tv screen outside cinema! sudd it doesnt seem tt scary. hahaha ok i suppose its cos de screen's too small. but anw i haf absolutely no intention of watching tt thai horror. i will DEFINITELY get nightmares becos of tt. lol. and saw half of narnia's trailer! woooo i wan watch i wan watch!! and der's also the mist!! seems lke another nice thriller... hee anybody????? :D:D:D

or or, jay chou's kungfu dunk! *i sense monster raising her hand enthusiastically from afar~ haha* or the superdumb cj7! OR if u wanna go for horror/thriller, i wont mind one missed call :D it seems scary too. but lke not as jialat as tt thai one. lol. movie movie!! im in supermovie mood recently :P

movies aside, im gonna get de phone TMR!! haha earlier den i expected =P and den band, den jamming. yeah its gonna be a great sat tmr :D shall rest early though. long long day ahead!


say hi to my soon-to-be new buddy: W660i!

:D i am FINALLY changing my phone. guess im one of the last few standing who change their phones only when their contract expires.. hurr its ok. im not what u'll describe as tech-savvy.

had my first dance lesson today. its been a century since i stepped into a dance studio and hmm it just feels a little nostalgic. haha ok i guess my bones are kinda lkk alr so probably wont be so flexible but fortunately de dance doesnt nid that much flexibility. up til now, at least :)

additional bonus: the instructor's quite hot xD

tt'll be all for eye candies today. din go for flute tutorship (i know!! i deserve to be struck by lightning!!! :((() cos was reli tired all de way today. cumulative from ytd's superlong day.. so decided to just come home early and slp a bit BUT i haf no idea why i cant slp -.-" so i just vry guai-ly did my tut, read a bit of tb... watched a bit of tv and come online =D

:| okok i'll get back to my tb after this.

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hmm maybe i reli am involving myself in too many things based on the "do this now becos u'll nv enuff spare time for urslf" (maybe stupid) kinda mindset and it does "succeed" in make me physically tired (duh.) but somehow i guess im still able to keep things going just becos doing them makes me feel some intrinsic satisfaction that at least im doing sth im lke, doing sth for myself or for others, and at least living my current life to the fullest. i heard uni life's supposed to be fulfilling. but maybe im just fulfilling the self-fulfilling prophecy..

ok no more jargon.

still, i reli wonder if i'll be able to juggle all the stuff i haf on hand now. guess i'll only noe at the end of sem..

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very, very shagged.

lessons from 930-430. fell aslp in astro lect lke immediately after de lect off-ed the lights. hurr thank goodness jingxiu and darren took turns to wake me up =x but still, dun think i absorbed more than 10% of the 3hr lect today..

had 1st social psy tut. kinda good cos jx and i're in the same proj group too! wahaha and to think it was random selection. this is FATE mann ;) lols. anw, my grp mates seemed quite nice. hopefully our 5 reports will go smoothly huh :))

met peiwen at jp for dinner. finally told her wad i wanted to say after lke, 3days. lol. stoned a bit here and der den went back to sch for ntu ambassador interview.. hurrr reli bad (ok lah its not that bad) cos i was alr freaking tired and we're gonna wad, play games so they can assess us??? ughhhh =/

de games my quite-big grp played was kinda blah. and sorta wayang-ed. hurr. de only good thing out of the whole event was tt, i got to noe some cac foc committee mbrs better :) good good. haha more ppl for me to lame! =P lols. went to mac for early supper, den dad fetched me home. with his many many nags on the way tt im staying out late in sch for too many days and its a big hassle coming down all de way to bring me back blah blah BLAH. argh. looks lke i gotta make my own way back after 10pm some time soon.. :( this sucks!!!

alright so its been a super long day. tmr.... another long, tiring one. sch, dance, flute tutorship. ahhhhh. gimme energy!!!!


very eventful day :)

hw111 was quite interesting today cos de lecturer shared with us some of her personal stories which are quite lol. and tues is good cos there's only 1 lesson! but BAD cos i hafta go sch just for tt stupid 1hr -.- but its ok. i figured last nite tt i cld skip it sometimes =PpP anyway, left sch at 2pm hurriedly cos i very optimistically told andrew i cld meet him at queenstown at 230pm *gives stupid smile* but i wasnt too late in de end lah so its alright =P

went to ps yamaha while waiting for tim, and guess wad! haha it was sudd like the best place to meet reli nice ppl cos i met my jc chi tr and this friendly flautist there! :D was so surprised to see lao shi cos its just been SO LONG since i last saw her. haha had a small chat with her lah and updated her on our (gina peiwen mich and i) studies and stuff. she was a flute player too!! hahah lke wow :D i think she mentioned tt some time ago but i guess i sorta forgot =x well anw, it was just reli great meeting her! :]

turned arnd den saw andrew talking to this guy.. den i tot he was his fren who plays flute also. so i was lke "oh hello!! i also play flute" and stuff lke tt. den i asked andrew "ur fren ar? wads his name?" den he "no. i saw him looking at flute books so i talked to him"

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well anw, tt guy was very friendly (luckily). turns out he's a piano tr at cristofori! haha he's talking grade 8 flute soon so he's just looking for some books and stuff.. and guess wad. he's been playing for as long as i am (7yrs) and he's taking grade8 alr!! godddd what am i doing mannn.. lols. he also recommended a few books to me too which i tot was reli nice :) haa acheli i think de 3 of us stood der and chat for quite long cos.. aiyah i also duno wad kept the conv going. lols. all in all, it was nice to meet this flute guy! hope his grade8 goes well :))

yep. great things happened at yamaha today :D

had music theory after tt and *omg* we "finished" grade4 in one day. lol. now just left the workbook part.. hopefully i can rmbr all de stuff! it was definitely xiong going thru EVERYTHING in a few hrs =/ very very shagged.

wont be going for band tmr cos got ambassador interview.. hurr i feel so forced into this. but nvm lah guess i'll learn sth thru this somehow.. and im vry looking forward to jamming this sat!! xD haha i duno why but i sudd miss jamming a lot LOL. alrighty. saturday come very very soon ok :D


3 days of constant exposure to those puppets have driven some of us kinda mad. we're greeting each other with regular achmed and jose jalapenos.. on a steeek phrases. lol. but its ok. it keeps the conversation funny =P ... I KILL U!

im done with 1 chapter of social psy and im finally starting on dev psy. hurr. ok i admit i actually have another soc psy chapter to go but.. aiyah think tt one can skip lah =PpP yes yes its self-declared by the lazy bum me. hopefully i'll finish up my dev psy by tonite! cos i haven start on hp200 yet =xxxxxx

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band from morning til evening ytd! it was me alone again during combined sectionals but good thing khai khong and weiseng came for band in the noon =P my tuning's still bad! dear god pls bless me with some improvement..

went to can 2 for lunch and had prata!! haha okayy im just having prata craves recently lah~ and tt victor keeps bugging us to buy cny cookies from him! and not from elsa. LOL so sorry but im not buying any cny cookies this year!! =P

band ended arnd 5+ and coincidentally khai khong and i are both going in the same direction so we tot maybe we cld hitch a ride from tung hoe. but it wasnt on the way! :( tot we're gonna hafta take mrt instead but den weiseng appeared! and i mean with his car :P haha he and zheguang're going to redhill for some bday celebration so can drop us at redhill mrt :) lotsa stupid conversations in the car though. what with the to-be-looked-forward-to kbox outing and zheguang saying "eh come on lah its raining. bao accident one" when we're stuck in slow traffic on the expressway. LOL! he's damn cursing can. hahaha anw thnx to weiseng for the ride! went to raffles to meet andrew and tim after tt =]

music theory!! haha i scraped a distinction in the mock test. hoho ok i shld stop scraping distinctions and better get a proper for my own good =x went to jazz@southbridge with andrew, phoebe and peiwen after tt! haha ok peiwen seems to pop into the picture all of a sudden =x well i just tot i was too bright so i decided to call peiwen to see if she wanna join us =P so sorry for snatching u away from chan!! haha its ok lah huh.. i kill u! xP

din get to sit in the nice nice area in the pub cos gotta spend a min of $25 -.-" we're poor ppl so we just sat at the bar. haha anw, music was good! and tt stupid andrew seems to noe so mani ppl. haha and i finally saw boon gee's hair :D ok not tt its sucha great thing to look forward to but, haha :P

and for the first time in my life i left clarke quay at 1130pm which is so blardy early!!! hurr but cant help it lah gotta catch last train cos cab fares are crazy now x( right so i got home early and er, continued watching peanut and jose jalapenos :) ... on a steeek!

i wonder when this jeff dunham "fad" will pass. but in the meantime, i'll just cont enjoying all the laughs tt come with it. oh oh and i watched melvin the superhero today too. damn lol although he's reli se!! haha the theme song of da da da da!! was cute though :)

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ok im a super lagger!! watched alien vs predator on ch5 just now and i realised i haven watch it before actually..... so it was all a delusion. hahaa well anw it was quite nice!! i so feel lke watching avp2 right now BUT like what kinda time is it alr... haha nvm i'll wait til next fri :)

back to dev psy!


im very distracted by my stupid computer.

im not reli motivated to do any readings.

having a headache.

weekend's freaking stuck in my head and it has been looping inside for 923475328 years alr!!! ARGH. will the stupid song pls just get out for a while so i can conc on my social psy textbook (hello i haf lke 50pages to read!!! >=( ) and clear up my sch stuff before it all gets piled up and eat into my 2nd week of sch???

this is irritating. and im guilty of still feeling the temptation to cont watching jeff dunham videos on youtube cos stupid peanut and jose jalapenos (say ho-say hala-pen-nios) are retardedly funny and its currently a top-fav video for me (and a few others. u noe who u areeee. lol). too bad there's only one video on achmed :( i do like that dead terrorist a lot.



*hakhakhakhak* SILENCE! I KILL YOU! ...... O_O


rmbr that irritating hp102?? its coming back in full force, maybe even stronger!! arghhhh no surprise tt im alr dreading hp200 now. 1st lect and it was FWHOOM a whole chunk of information and i just checked. tut's up alr!! GOD. doesnt help tt i've sent away all hp102 information tgt with my exam papers last nov.

=/ i nid to start praying hard.


just got back from band and wooo its been so long since i played flute =P got a shock though cos last sat i wasnt der for prac and i was only informed today tt i've been transferred to 1st -.-" ok great so i gotta sight-read de new piece plus get used to reading de "higher" notes cos i've become accustomed to lower notes alr... arghhh whole lot of stuff to adapt back to. and my playing today's like shit lah. plus weiseng din come today so der was lke only me!!! *ahhhhhh* all de mistakes.. so diu lian! x( ughh i hope things get back on track soon...

anw, think i'll most prob drop my management module cos 1stly the timetable totally sux (if i take, i'll end sch at 6.30pm. if i dun, i end at 430! :D) and 2nd, i'll be taking it alone!! x( i know how dreadful it is so NO im not going thru tt again. lol. shall just wait for a better timeslot next sem huh.. yup so i guess i'll stick with astronomy. beautiful timeslot (albeit superlong 3hr lects =/) and i haf my dear jingxiu taking it with me ^^ AND almost the whole of the remaining world out der cos everyone seems to be taking astro this sem! lol. saw so many familiar faces in de lect lah.. de lt was amazingly full and the lecturer's kinda gd at talking rubbish which just lightens up the mood alot. haha apparently quite a slack mod too so.. hope things will be gd? =]

halfway thru de lect received smses from anneson and shiyun "hey are u taking astro?" den i realised they're both sitting a few rows behind me. lol small world~ but they're taking it alone! nvm nvm we can all sit tgt next time and "mug hard" for this course tgt =D another gd pt. final exams only consist of 50MCQs. the essay part has been omitted!!! woots. cheerios to the examiners!!! =P

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chan sent me this link ytd on this ventriloquist and his puppet called achmed. DAMN FUNNY!!!! hahaha it totally cracked me up with his stupid expression and "silence! i kill u!" trademark phrases. haha ok i noe this vid has been up for a thousand years and im super laggy but, its still funny to watch rite?? lol. nth beats a gd laugh :))

met peiwen at jp for dinner today. my condolences to her 90% melted *whats tt?* mango mousse! and im so sorry i dun lke mango =x its ok! de pistachio part is nice! haha seee u got chan appreciating the mango part and me appreciating the pistachio part. so in general ur mango mousse rocks!! cont to jiayou!! =D hahaha de choc muffiny-browniesh thing was also nice! :D but its BAD cos its a million calories AND no gd for the throat. so i shant eat more of tt. hahaha =P but its nice lah!!

and it was band after tt. yup yup so tts today. collecting contacts tmr! and prob going kbox with monster and ahwen :D its so nice to integrate all my frens tgt. now i can combine all de kbox kakis and haf an even more wonderful time at kbox!! *excited smiley* lol. alright this is a vry long post alr. no sch on fri. YES. i love 1st week of sch so much~~ xD


finally watched chipmunks ytd and it was SUPERB!! hahha the intro was alr nice enuff with the a capella version of "bad day", not to mention the super cute chipmunk songs throughout the rest of the movie :))) de songs were lke damn stuck in me and justus' head after we left lah... lol. i kinda forgot after a while but apparently he still has it in his head after 4hrs or so... haha anw, went to shop arnd in vivo before meeting skyler cos had some extra time. went to esprit with the thought of getting some worthwhile sale items but ended up justus bought a top and i bought nth -.-" the tank top i wanted doesnt have my size!! arghhh. i quite liked the top :( ok nvm good for my wallet.

met andrew at peninsular shopping centre (der was this miscommunication btwn meeting at peninsular sc and plaza... *rolls eyes*) and sat in for this drum workshop.. haa i din reli noe wad i was doing der cos andrew sorta pulled me in but anw, i liked the demo intro-ed by the teacher. interesting coordinations :] felt kinda bad though cos i kept having to reply yirun's and jarvis' sms-es and calls while he was talking.. even went in and out for like 2 times which i thought was kinda rude myself so i just left once and for all to settle the stuff. and so sorry to jarvis for not telling u earlier tt we're meeting at city hall instead of raffles!! hope lao da wasnt too angry =x

it was after a while when i sat outside and looked at the file holders allocated to teachers tt i saw the familiar name "cheng yao".. came across this name thru forum cos heard he was quite a gd vocal teacher.. den i realised the place was FusionX. LOL. ok so i've finally been to fusionx. wanted to take up this vocal workshop some time ago but.. ahhh its history alr.

went to haf music theory at funan mac after tt.. oh. tim cldnt make it for theory cos he has rashes.. hope he's better now! still haven pass him back his gatsby wax and umbrella though =x well anw... quite sad lah huh.. things are finally "official" and looks like we'll have to go thru the same gruelling process again.. i understand their circumstances so i wont be like die holding them back.. im so gonna miss those good old times we had in these 4mths and i definitely look forward to the next jamming session with them (while i still can). will wanna keep in good contact with them though. like i said, they're my favourite bunch :)) still are.


woke up bright and early at 6AM to bring peixuan and junjun (my godsisters) to woodlands to settle junjun's sec sch appeal stuff... oh maybe i forgot to mention. they stayed over this week for jun's 1st week of sch cos she got posted to tanglin sec which is lke 10 light years away from their home in johor -.-" so my godparents are trying to transfer her to a sch near woodlands for easier trption and stuff. well anyhoo, transfer stuff're finally settled.. kinda sad though. i tot i'll be able to haf a "real" sis if she studies in tanglin and stays at my place! :( *sobs* anw got home at 10+am and was abt to slp when i accidentally clicked on my hp calendar and realised tt i got a "date" with gold mbr today =\

thank god for tt "accident". omg i cant believe it was totally cleaned off my mind. sms-ed her immediately tt i cant make it at 1230pm cos i reli nid to slp so met at 130 instead.. haa so sorry ahgold!! =x

went to bugis with her cos she wanted to get amulets for ken's parents who're going korea.. my ahgold is so sweet!!!! xD lol. they sure wan u as daughter-in-law one. pass liao pass liao *eyebrow smiley* LOLL. anw, went to eat prawn noodles (wow. no fast food. tts a nice change. haha) and headed to bugis street to SHOP!!!!

i reli gotta stop buying tees and spend some effort looking at other tops. lol. bought lke 4 tees today!!! and another 3/4 jeans tt comes with a nice studded belt. lol. ahhhhhhh money money =x anw, shopping with ahgold's always fun! esp when we see bimbo clothes cos our 1st common thought will be "PEIWEN!!!!" AHAHAHAHAHAHAAH she's SO gonna "hood" me when she sees this BUT peiwen this is our zhen xin hua!! xP lols. went to parco bugis junction while waiting for ken so we went to shop for *eyebrow smiley* LOL. ahgold secret!! hahaha it was a nice fit. maybe we'll get them tgt next time when we're rich or sth HAHA =PpP lol.

took train back after tt and went home while ahgold went to meet ken... haha seldom end my shopping days so early but was kinda tired too so its ok. vry happy with wad i bought today!!! although its lke forever not enuff but yeah having a little retail therapy before sch starts is a gd way to destress =P

was telling ahgold abt my new tutor job starting this sunday and she was telling me tt teaching sec sch maths and A maths is reli quite manageable. haha i was doubtful at 1st but when she described the Amaths syllabus to me i was lke, reli?? wahaha maybe i'll give it a try if i haf de chance to :] pay's higher too! =P

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just got my timetable today and it TOTALLY SUCKS!!! argh. talk abt having a wonderful sem ahead. the schedule is alr... pwnage! >=( i wanna change i wanna change i wanna change!!!!

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AND MY IPOD EARPHONES SPOIL!!! arghhhhhhh. now its lke right side can hear den left side oni a bit. kns!!! >=( now i regret not buying those half-priced sony earphones back in japan. i was still lke, aiyah i dun nid earphones lah got my ipod ones :))) ARGHHHH. so much for being optimistic.


ytd was great cos i finally got to club!!! xD

i slept in the day SO MUCH tt i din even feel dead tired after clubbing. hurr 1st time sia. anyhoo, supposed to go with cecilia and peiwen but cecilia cldnt make it in de end so went with peiwen and surprise-gina! =D weee. but i guess it'll be our last time clubbing tgt before sch starts.. hmm. a part of me is itching to club again this fri........... anyone??? =PpP

ok itches aside. tried on falsies ytd! LOL it took me lke 64895032752 years to put them on =/ but i think they still look ok for a 1st try! wahaha will definitely cont using them cos i kinda like the effect :D:D

anw, supposed to go mos but went zouk in de end cos gina was near to pleading us. lol all ladies' nite lah so its ok =P saw lotsa ntu peeps at zouk!! when we got off de cab i was lke "! is tt esther??" den when we came out from de toilet i bumped into wen ting! lol. and also saw joanne (ntmb).. woots damn long nv see her!!! she's now my ntu senior too lah. haha and many other familiar faces... haa guess everyone's chionging while they can before sch starts huh =]

anw, pictures! :D


we met at clarke quay toilet coincidentally. talk abt fate. x] lol


me, my fat arms, gina, and ... yuu-huu peiwen look HEREEEE


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ms sexy & me




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met wen ting and his frens again at phuture and left tgt for supper at nearby prata shop but somehow lost them so in de end oni me and peiwen and sometimes wen ting. lol. de prata kinda sucked though. but we were damn hungry so din care =P we din even cared abt de fact tt we're eating PRATA at 4AM which is gonna be lke ten tonnes full of fats. haa wadever. alr fat liao =x

went to mindcafe today with gls! haa still not very close to them.. hopefully we'll be closer after a few more outings! was kinda dead today though cos oni slpt lke 5hrs.. =S ohwells. maybe i'll slp early tonite =]