Wednesday, September 30, 2009 ♥ 11:46 PM

SCREAM.


11:19 AM

another new love of mine~~

her voice has this charm that makes me just want to keep listening on. my idol since young indeed ;)



and not forgetting.....










MY XIAO JING TENG!!!!!!


hahahaha. taken from his new album :) havent bought it yet though, but i'll get it soon!! XD



enjoy!! :)


12:58 AM

kbox round 2 with weijie and chengwai today was fun! :D haha. only sad fact was, only 3 of us so sing until wan puke... lols. hope the rest can join us next time! :D

short supper with them at macs after tt. totally 幸福 to eat chocolate sundae and french fries!! XD yeah i know the ang moh for 幸福 is sinful but, aiyah also not everyday lidat eat :P keke. burned off all those calories laughing the night away anyway so its really fine :P

***

(i really hate to end on sucha melancholic note but..)

i just wanna slp everything away. too tired to bother abt anything now. already have a mountain of stuffs waiting for me to settle.. really feel like i dont have anymore energy left to deal with anything else apart from sch work. its gd that im giving sch work my 70%, but it just sucks to know that i really have so little left to settle those matters outside of sch. how i wish everything'll just work themselves out..

and, i wish for so many things else..

thank you peiwen for listening :)


Tuesday, September 29, 2009 ♥ 1:42 AM

kbox today was quite gd! totally enjoyed 信乐团's 千年之恋! felt like we were jamming haha :P sad tt the music for f.i.r songs were muffled though, so didnt bring out the rock feel of the music as much. nvtheless, it was fun k-ing with the ntusb-bunch! :D

and presenting to u, the song that rocked our session big time!! ;)

信乐团, 戴爱玲 - 千年之恋



her voice is woots powerful!! love the "vocal distortion"s at the high notes mann~~ lol. wonder if i'll ever learn tt one day hmm.

mooncake festival celebration at wan ting's place in the evening! :) damn long nv gather with my aemi ppl also~~ and our dinner was super filling! wei jie made this lasagne-like dish that he learned while he was in canada for exchange, and it tasted damn good!! haha. although its mainly a baked japalang of mashed potato and hotdogs with melted cheese on top, it was really appetizing. must get recipe from him next time! lols. ordered pizza and drumlets too, and bought a box of mooncakes. and der was also this extra brownie cake that our chef-of-the-day made to celebrate kah hui's bday in advance. damn funny cos when we sang the bday song, we're like "happy birthday to...... who ar?? *all look ard to each other for ans*" LOL. no one knew whose bday was being celebrated! turns out it was kah hui, but didnt expect that cos his bday is like 1.5 mths away!! hahahaha. super advance celeb cannn.. lols. but nvtheless, enjoyed and gotten fat from the brownie cake + ice cream topping (i swear its a very sinful night), watched the first part of f1 rocks concert with them, and left for home, just in time for my online proj discussion. sad tt i gotta leave so early! :(( really very long den get to meet up with them, and a concert is definitely much more enjoyable when u watch with a whole bunch of ppl!! lol. ohwells. at least i enjoyed the evening with them! :))

dad drove me back, and stopped by weijie's place to get kbox voucher from her for our session tmr! :D yes k-ing twice in a row cos everyone's vouchers are expiringgg haha. looking fwd to tmr tooo!! XD

anddd i really return a very shagged person haha. old liaoo~ run ard a few places den jiu easily tired =/ time to retreat for the nite~!


Sunday, September 27, 2009 ♥ 9:22 PM

living examples of guys who're experiencing ns blues.

mr drums:
kekekez
jee jee euu r wrong

me:
*rolls eyes*
pls ans my qn...

mr guitar:
run run tao yan~~~

me:
omggg

mr drums:
i hate euu lurh

me:
omfg can u all stop talking like tt

mr guitar:
errrhhhhh bu YaOxZ lAzxX mmMmm
wO a| n| deZxz

me:
u guys are revolting!!

mr guitar:
HAHAHAHHAA


*shudders*

i sincerely hope their ns ends soon, for the sake of mankind~~~~ amen.


8:31 PM

F1 fever again!!!!

this time last year, i was sulking cos i had to abandon the tv and go for a project meeting at 10pm at jp :(((( yes i'll always rmbr tt everytime i watch F1 haha. but this year, i'll get to stay home and watch the whole thing!! wooots!!! XD

the sounds are so nostalgic and thrilling it makes me wanna catch F1 live. i hope i win 4D next year so i can get F1 tix and witness the race in person!! XD

totally exciting. back to my tv!!


6:24 PM

finally had time to go for an evening jog! once again, its been another 3 mths since i last ran so, believe me, its an achievement~ haha :P feel so in the pink of health now with my face flushed naturally red! have always loved the after exercising feeling, but i guess im just too much of a lazy bum to commit to it >.<

and it was jogging at west coast park on this sunday evening tt made me realise how long i havent "appreciated" the park nearest to my hse. its really quite beautiful u know? haha. der may be practically nth der if u compare to others, but its really nice to see families having picnic on the big grass area, kids playing some softball-like game (im really bad with sports), ppl flying kites, children learning how to rollerblade (they win me hands down :( ), and the many other joggers who are just part of the wcp scene at tt point of time. even the sky looked so nice! and i guess that was the best thing abt my jog today :)) i havent seen any piece of beautiful sky ever since the plane departed amsterdam 1 month ago! X( haha. i love evening jogs! :D

hopefully i'll have more evenings free during recess wk so i can jog more. yes before all my fats become permanent residents.. >=( lol.

read karen's blog just now, and i'd say i gotta agree with her on many areas! having a break finally is really nice, but it just seems weird cos suddenly, we have no (immediate) deadlines to meet and no readings to desperately catch up on. life had been moving at sucha horribly fast pace in the 1st mth of sch tt it feels quite impossible tt so many things can happen =/ but anw, since karen's tagboard is down, i'll just "tag" her here instead :P

karen: its so nice to know it'll be us that make u miss sch so much in future! :)) u and the rest of the girls totally make my uni days rock too. i cant imagine surviving the stress from psy without all of u by my side buffering the workload and professors away! hahaha :P but we really gotta cherish this break cos the projects will be attacking us very soon again.. :( jiayou for psy!! XD

and i definitely cherish this nth-to-do sunday too! finally have time to prac my flute today! :D totally in love with scootin' on hardrock. here's the link! :D

http://www.imeem.com/people/FFVHAn/music/MI5CHpYN/david-r-hosinger-scootin-on-hardrock

or if u wan the video, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsQiu-omi10&feature=related :)

hopefully i'll master the parts well soon enough :P haha. ok time for dinner. my stomach's calling!!


1:14 AM

band today was tiring, but fun :) kinda enjoyed sight reading scootin' on hardrock cos its those.. challenging but quite manageable kinda piece. which is good for ppl with high need for achievement, like me! :P lols. ok enough of psy stuff. enjoyed the music today! :D shall practise my flute tmr~~~

headed down to catch q25's gig in town after tt! :D 1st time hearing them play a complete english set so it was quite, "refreshing"? haha. nice show btw :) dinner with them, then went to watch the ugly truth with dear! :D its been sooooooo long since we last watched a movie :( haix. all school's fault. haha but anw, the movie's damn nice!! although its mainly dirty humour lah haha but its really a nice movie. now we know abt the real ugly truth too hahaha :P cool show~

ok im really slpy so shall just settle wadever project stuff i shld've settled today, tomorrow. =/ haix. xinyi has many many things to do!! >.<


Thursday, September 24, 2009 ♥ 10:21 PM

like i've already complained to a few, today's stats paper was EFFFFING DIFFICULT and i swear its been real long since i did a paper until i was soooo pissed >=( it really felt like i've wasted my time studying for stats cos it didnt really help. and that paper fried our brains and demoralised us so much that it kinda affected our next paper which was immediately after :(( horrible, horrible midterms. taking 2 papers consecutively is really a killer. i hope this doesnt ever happen again.

that said, midterms ARE over, so we shld rejoice! :D at least for a while laa haha :P

ok updates updates! been wanting to blog, but circumstances didnt really allow :( so besides all the nv-ending projects and meetings and studying i've been stuck in, there were the music and friends who helped buffer all those negative effects of stress away~~

its a whole new world for me in NIE band after that transfer. i kinda dont like it...? =/ except for the possibility that its a sign i might get higher grades for this module, everything else sucks cos the point of me joining NIE band is so i can slack behind and not be stressed over high notes and sight reading (i have enough of tt in ntu band..) and i really wanna sit and crap with the ppl im more shou2 with, like ting ma and tuba ppl etc. :( sianzz.

new flute section in ntu seems to be more bonded now! :D glad tt we're able to click well with the freshies :)) cant wait for more section lunch/dinners with them for more bonding!! XD haha. and im more motivated to practise my flute cos the freshies are ALL. SO. ZAI. left side one 8th grader, right side another 8th grader. behind got one stupid senior (:P) considering diploma, and another 2 with superb sight reading/intonation =x hurrrr. i better buck up.. >.<

managed to meet up with weijie and peiwen in the midst of everything! :D reeeaally glad we met up cos i havent seen both of them for super long!! so nice to talk to besties again :))

and of cos, bf therapy :))) 4 mths passed so quickly! and especially more so when we're both in uni. time fliessssss~~ but anw, had our dinner at vivo marche and sat at the outdoors area after tt to chill. and tt was where we saw this super cute doormouse!! XD it really can qualify as a pet u know :P and after a while, we realised der's not just one but a family of about 5!! =x a bit .. to see so many (and im sure der're a lot more) but, at least they're not kar chuas?? :D i'd rather see 10 mice than one kar chua :)




hmm i realised, there's really nth much going on in my life besides SCHOOL taking up a huge part and music and impt ppl. kinda no life hor? :( and can i emphasise tt i miss jamming a lot??? peiwen faster jam amaranth!!! I CANT WAIT! need to sing out loud and not like a mouse at home, afraid of neighbours hearing me =x cant wait to jam new songs with OMS too! XD

lotsa things to look fwd to during recess week. but definitely NOT my projects :)


Wednesday, September 23, 2009 ♥ 9:54 PM

i cant wait for tmr to be over i cant wait for tmr to be over i cant wait for tmr to be over i cant wait for tmr to be over i cant wait for tmr to be over i cant wait for tmr to be over i cant wait for tmr to be over i cant wait for tmr to be over

i need:
- to have just ONE relaxing night at home without worrying about my tests/readings
- TO BUY NEW SLIPPERS
- my home to be my 1st home again (currently, my 1st home is ntu, 2nd home is home)
- to B-R-E-A-T-H-E
- to get out of the west side of singapore and take in some orchard air
- to sleep without getting stats nightmares
- to SING my heart out!!! im suffering from withdrawal symptoms..
- RECESS WEEK!!!! *although its gonna be choked with projects, its still better than nth. i cant wait for kbox outing and sentosa trip. i better be able to make it for them!!! but things are looking rather bleak... bahhhh. i must go at least one of them!! >=(*

midterms are driving me NUTS!!

proper update again when xinyi's back from hell.


Thursday, September 17, 2009 ♥ 12:38 AM

imeem is irritatingly playing only the 30-sec versions of my two favourite songs at the moment *>=(* so im just gonna post the youtube video here so i can share my latest addiction with u guys! :D

Nightwish - Amaranth



maybe u wont like it after listening to it the first time. it took me some time to get addicted too hahaha.

OK I MUST STUDY. enjoy the song! :)


Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ♥ 11:04 PM

sometimes, u really need to experience sth before u can fully understand why other ppl did what they did. initially, and probably logically speaking, i thought that was selfish and "do they even know what they're doing??". but now, i know why, cos i think im on the verge of turning into that kinda person even though i dont ever wanna be that way. perhaps it just boils down to being afraid..


sigh sometimes its just hard to phrase things out this way. wanting to express in words but yet not wanting everyone else to know about it. maybe i'll change to wordpress soon for the private entries function. haha.

and no, im not emo-ing. i was, but now im not. no time to emo for too long anw. haix. sad right? sometimes emo also hafta think twice. cos u know tt, emo-ing for 15 minutes is like wasting away 900 seconds of ur study time!!!! DD=

and so is blogging. bye.


12:59 AM

for my besties out there (u know who u are! :D), this is for u :)


.. the love you have for a best friend. It’s unique and so important to have. It’s more than just affection for someone; it’s a deep underlying connection. The comfort of knowing you can tell them everything, and not have worry about being judged. The first person you tell when something exciting happens, or when something scary happens. The person you turn to when you need to vent. The person you can laugh at because they will just laugh back at you. The person you need to tell things to so your brain doesn’t explode. The person who can make you feel better when you’re having a tough day, the one you turn to for advice. . The person you can have full conversations with by merely exchanging glances. And maybe most importantly, the one you tell all your secrets to, especially boy secrets.

Someone once told me they thought it was creepy how my best friends and I said “I love you” to each other often. I told them: I think when you love someone; you can’t help but sound at least a little creepy. Love is love. No matter if it’s for your Mom, your cat, a boy, or your best friend. And when you are lucky enough to have people to love, and be loved, you need to let them know how thankful you are for that, and how much you love them back...

- T.

leloveimage.blogspot.com

isnt every sentence of it just so true?? haha. sometimes, its really great to be a girl cos our relationships with each other are just so unique and deep. be jealous, guys. :P I LOVE YOU best friends!! XD

and i just wish i cld finish reading that entire blog! but my readings are SOOO in the way >=( rahhh!


Monday, September 14, 2009 ♥ 11:42 AM



You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there." - Bob Marley


aww this is like so sweet right!! lols. and im sure it goes both ways :))

quoted from karen's blog which was quoted from leloveimage.blogspot.com


Sunday, September 13, 2009 ♥ 11:59 PM

busy busy day today!

supposed to be "spring cleaning" the house the whole day but my schedule got a little messed up so, only in the evening cos der was jamming in the noon =x anyways, finally a better jam i guess? haha. better den repeating the 5 old songs... enjoyed singing today! :D its still a very gd outlet for destressing after all the projects and tutorials in sch :)

went for a short meal at botak jones after tt, and back home to help with the spring cleaning. hurr. i swear.... my hse has A LOT of things. ok fine. I haf a lot of things =/ actually threw out 2 big bags of old clothes which i dont even rmbr having and dont wear or outgrew. lotsa dust flying ard while we cleaned the cupboards and corners etc. still sneezing now =x thk i breathed in too much dust just now haha. but im really glad my wardrobe's CLEARED now! looks brand new and neat :D lets just hope this lasts past the 2 weeks my dear bandmates claim were the expiry date for my neat room :D

anw, attended ahdear's DnD ytd! :D coincidentally its at this hotel near backbeats studios, so tt road wasnt foreign to me :P but haix i stupidly spend 40bucks on cab fare ytd... RAHHH!! X( i oughta be slaughtered for completely forgetting the ticket until i was 10mins away from the hotel :((( but anws, here're some photos from ytd! :D




my hall king! :P


not a vry gd idea to stand beside a pageant girl.. hahah. she's really pretty!! XD



lol it looks very prom, i know. damn long nv wear formal!! >.<
the dinner was ok. cld be much better though! :P hahaha.

okok my nose's getting to me. shld just slp and rest before i fall sick =S i still have 1001 things to do!! X(


Thursday, September 10, 2009 ♥ 11:29 PM

a flu developed all of a sudden so im feeling all groggy now :((( thank god i finished the last bit of my proj slides and revised the stats tut we went thru today (claps for myself!) if not, i'll be in deeper shit.

research has shown that stress makes people more prone to getting respiratory problems.. after looking at my looong list of stuff tt i gotta complete, i wont deny im not stressed.

need to submit the research question for our individual proj by tmr (sept 11. wad a date....) and til now i have ZERO idea as to what i wanna do :(( THIS IS HORRIBLEE!!!

im behind 4 chapters of readings for hp307. think my tb's a little dusty cos i've left it sitting der for 3wks straight..

behind readings for social psy lab since day 1 but i figured im really not gonna read them anyway so its fine :] (abt 3 or 4 journal articles per wk lehhh!! how to finish?????)

midterms exactly 2wks from now. revision on top of all the wadever shit!! !@#$%^&* argh.



i think i just need to slp. my flu better be gone when i wake up tmr..


Tuesday, September 08, 2009 ♥ 10:48 PM

totally cant concentrate on stats now!! X( its just the "can i dont study...." kinda feeling so im just -_- at my notes and not progressing.. hurrrr. cant believe im just 2 weeks away from midterms again.. helppppppp!!

and since i cant concentrate and der's no pt sitting der staring at my notes, i'll blog! :D so here i am~

kbox session today with karen siping and andy! :) first time k-ing with this grp sia haha. we need to "practise" for gv17 mah~~~ :P quite an ok session with them. would be better if the saba we had at k-lunch didnt have so many small, irritating bones >=( lols.

and siping and karen sang this song today which left an impression on me cos of the lyrics! haha. not tt i've nv heard the song before, but suddenly the song just seems very niceeee :P catchy tune too! hee. yup yup its the song on my imeem now! (changed back to imeem cos the prev player TOTALLY cant play anything. and the previous imeem problems seem to be gone :D) originally by Blue, its re-sung by Elva :)

you make me wanna call you in the middle of the night,
you make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
you make me wanna 想, you make me wanna 说.
you make me wanna 永不分开
(you make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
you make me wanna surrender my soul)


:))))

anw, headed back home after kbox, and saw this weird woman who kept zi pai-ing on the bus! =S when i boarded, i saw her took a photo of herself and im like ...okayyyy its fine to love urself.. took the seat in front of her and throughout the entire journey, she just kept zi pai-ing herself (the camera sounds were a little annoying) like every 5 secs or so. for the 2 stops that i took from mrt to home, think she took about at least 30 photos loh! omgg. its ok to camwhore, but excessive camwhore-ing in crowded public places is just... yuck. sorry if i sound mean/evil/dicriminating. it was really.... *shudders* lol.

well anw i gotta get back to studying. been focusing on hp403 proj so much recently that im kinda neglecting stats and hp307 =x rahhh gotta finish catching up before i can revise!! >.<

okok im gone!


Sunday, September 06, 2009 ♥ 11:54 PM

yay congrats to me for successfully finishing my sample coding!! XD reading through excerpts of 75 blog entries and categorizing them is really rather draining.. x_x glad im finally done with it! :D

that said, reading through what 75 other ppl blogged about was "enlightening" in its own sense. some of them described experiences which i can totally relate to, while others talked about events u probably wont think of. of cos, there're the "still others" who give irritating impressions to readers *ahem* just within the first 100 words of their entry but, lets not dwell on them. we shld focus more on the majority of positive ones, which were really quite a good read :)

ok. random thoughts again.

- enjoyed the evening a lot! :) wished we had more time though~~ haha.

- im feeling very very happy wearing the new 冒牌 paul frank home-shorts that i bought from this random stall downstairs :D there's pink, blue, and black. am wearing the baby blue one now and somehow, it just "induces" this happy feeling in me! hahaha. i love my new shorts :D (yeah i know some may be bothered that its not GENUINE paul frank but eh, heck lah. wear at home who see???)

- seeing vye rern and gare rern sit side-by-side during dinner today was... quite cute. :P hahaha. common question for me is "if they stand together, will u be able to tell vr apart from his twin??" ---> yes i can. they look so different! lols. BUT..

- the small boy sitting at the table next to ours was even more cute!!!! i rmbr internally-"awwww"ing at how he ate a small piece of watermelon in the cutest manner ever, and continued to attempt consuming the green part of the slice until his mother took it away. haha XD and how he threw tiny tantrums for not being offered food and when his mom put the food in front of him, he was still "angry" and rejecting, but his mouth was opened and wanted to welcome the food. lols. this is real life id and superego conflict mann :P but seriously, he's super, super cute!! feel like kidnapping him bring home play few days hahaha :P he's korean, btw.


haha ok so its been quite a pleasant day after u minus off the project part. read gina's blog this morning and der was this part on her horoscope saying, she'll be planning out the weekend, and then realise that her schedule revolves all around work. it was true for her, and coincidentally for me too! haha. sad that we gotta work even on weekends, either from home - like us poor students :( - or directly at the office - like poor emerson. haix *pats*. ohwells. c'est la vie! (french for "that's life!" learned during europe trip :D) good thing i still have music and my dearest ppl around me to help me pull through. cant imagine working 24/7 without tiny breaks with them! X(

alright! shall end here. its another pretty long entry~~ looks like my blogging fever is back again.. haha. :)


2:38 PM

blogging again.

oughta be coding the samples for my proj now but its so... ok im just procrastinating. just suddenly feel like blogging down all the random thoughts in my head! haha.

we've designated next weekend -OH SHIT GOT JAMMING. nvm i'll resolve tt later- to have this major spring cleaning of our house becos its becoming more and more like a pig sty with disorganized stuff everywhere, from the bathroom to the wardrobes and to theliving room =S old clothes tt're taking up way too much space in the wardrobe, unused bottles of body wash which ppl gave for various occasions and which are taking up unnecessary space on the bathroom shelf, shoes which nobody wears anymore and are just there..... oh my. i think u can imagine what my hse is like already =/ and did u know, living in a cluttered home is a stressor itself? ha. yes i definitely need to clear off as many stressors as possible.

cant wait to de-clutter my living quarters this weekend. although its gonna take me lotsa effort clearing out my wardrobes and cleaning out the entire room, at least i'll be happier even walking into it and seeing it organized and neat again. it'll be all worth it! :D

alright. so a messy house is a bad thing. having a breakout is another!! >.< rahh. as if my skin isnt bad enough. i hope they all subside soonnnn :( haix. stress gives u pimples which makes u stress and which gives u pimples.... vicious cycle >=(

another load off my shoulder when i finally managed to return monster her money and cleared off more of my flute debt to anneson. he replied "ok. thanks for making me feel slightly richer" haha. but since when has he been any less than rich huh? lol.

and in less than 4 hrs, i'll be having my first dinner with bf and his family! its a little scary haha. just hope i wont give a bad impression.. =x

ok lah. i shld get back to my project le. ciaos~


12:28 AM

one week has passed! AGAIN. sheesh. time really flies nowadays huh??

anyhoo, its been quite a stressful wk again. mainly cos of preparing bf's bday cake (haha :P) and the stupid hp403 project. seriously ar, churning out an almost-full research article in 2wks is no joke!! >=( and this is only proj 1... sobss :((

went to homeclub on thurs to support Quarter to Five at their gig! :D really great gig guys!! i enjoyed the performances a lot :) maybe its like some "summary" of the previous bands cos of the repeated songs but, i really prefer q25's renditions of those songs! XD wahahaha. loyal fan u have here~~~ ;)

and now, i cant wait to jam. i really hope OMS will get the FEEL back again! its been missing for quite some time, and im sure that once we get tt back, jamming'll be very fun again :) jiayou jiayou!!

and speaking of jamming which reminds me of singing, i've narrowed down a few songs which i might sing for gv17's test, but im definitely not even close to "perfecting" them =x dont even have time to practise recently... hurr. to think my timetable's one of the slackest around. the irony huh? -.-

which also brings me back to my main focus for the entire week :) yes! the loooooooong process of baking!!

many thanks to peiwen-san for being the first forced-volunteer to sacrifice her kitchen and oven for me to test-run my cupcake baking! :] this was a day of total observational learning and on-the-job training for me *omg the application of psy is really quite scary sometimes*, but it really helped me get a feel of how the process of making cupcakes is like! :D wahahah. domo arigatou gozaimasu peiwen!!!

and of cos, to disgusting-alien-marie-zheng-mei-ting-ma (wow ur names can be combined like tt!! hahaha. marie and yiting laa :D) for lending me ur kitchen and guiding me on baking during the "actual day"! :D what will i do without ur hse, ur OVEN, ur equipment, and ur experience??? *gan dong face* lols. yeah. they're major contributors to bf's present too haha.

oh and i mustnt forget! the very important MOM who helped me dye the fondant. wldnt have finished them on time without her... :) thank you mummy!!

and...... this is wad we got! :D


before..


and after! :D

well it didnt exactly turned out the way i wanted -- there're supposed to be 2 layers of red and brown fondant on the cupcakes, but i didnt manage to get the shades i wanted even after super-long kneading.. got PINK and coffee color instead -.- but yeah, i still wanna show this quite-pretty picture of the end-product. BEFORE IT GOT SPOILT!! :(((



:((( look at what the scorching sun did to my poor fondant.... melt and become koyak til like duno wad!! look at the poor "S" and "h" :(

but its ok. bf still seems vry happy with it! which is most important~~ hahaha XD


happy birthday boy with happy cupcakes! :D

as of now, he's officially "older" than me! lols. hope the mini celebration at marina barrage and home-made xinyi-made cupcakes will always stay a fond memory of ur special 21st birthday! :D happy birthday dear!! :))


here're more photos from this evening!


pretty candles which took me 10years to find (but i did find them in the end :D) soo bf u better keep them properly!! if not..... *achmed voice* i kill you!! O_O

haha just kidding. i wasnt even harbouring violent thoughts please~ xP


lotsa ppl flying kites at marina barrage! makes me wanna fly kite too~~ but it seems so hard =x there was this grp of indians who tried to fly their canvas kite (according to vr, need a lot of skill one) and failed for so many times tt they eventually gave up lols. i hope tts just an exceptional situation to kite-flying! >.<


its a long, long kite made up of 30 mini-kites! this one good. no matter what still will fly one. low wind, tangle or multi-tangle still can fly. *thumbs up*


a very cute boy whom we saw today! XD ok lah actually his friend was cuter. must look at the way they run! hahaha. anw, this boy was returning the red ball to the grp of ppl der, by throwing, throwing, kicking, and kicking again lols. uber cute! XD

and finally, ahdear and me!! :D



ok i shall turn in early. gonna have dinner buffets at the SAME RESTAURANT for 2 consecutive days starting from tmr =/ plus the weekly suppers i've been having.... ok. its time to exercise again. lols. but first, gdnite! :)