Thursday, March 31, 2005 ♥ 10:59 PM

wooooo im super hyper!!!! =D haha todae sch was fine, not bad not bad. den after sch rushd to sa to crash de orientation finale~~ =D haha yeah~~ i miss all my sa frens!!!! luv ya all sooooooooooo much! *muackx* arhas.

anw, i join my cg tt time is whn they're playing station games... ooooh huggd my dear cg frens deb jannah cheryl.t once i saw dem. u ppl haf no idea how much i've missd my dear frens. im sooo happy to see ya all!!! haha den cheerd along wf them during de station games den after tt went back hall for de finale.

wooooo band percussion performd de 1st for de finale!!! hahaha band rulez k~ den got all those videos and another performance by dance... not bad not bad. hey tts just de small small bit of de beginning k. de finale was all dancing/rocking/shaking/wadeva to de music. soooo damn nice!! =D

anw, met up wf my bandmates. miss my section soooooooooo much too!!!! im reli so happy to see all of my reli reli dear dear frens todae~ its lke one of de happiest daes of my life thus far =) den met up wf some of my og mates n rockd to de music together.. it was a reli great finale!! miss sa so much... its ok. im contentd wf wad i haf n achievd in de 1st 3 months =D

oh anw, i wanna sae hAppiE bdAe michElle!!!! reli so sorrie i cldnt join ur dinner.. arnd evening sth urgent sudd just croppd up n i tot i'll just go home after de finale.. but in de end everything ok liao. since i no money to eat swensen's, so i went to hbf eat mac wf my og. reli sorrie for pangseh-ing u!! =(

after finale took lotsa photos den went to hbf eat macs. haha og dinner vry nice.. k i noe u're vry sick of hearing dis but, i miss my og!!! haha den halfwae thru tj and kenneth joind us.. awww so poor thing. their last meal was at 11am n tt time it was arnd 9pm. so we pitied them n gaf dem all our leftover fries. wahaha did ya enjoy ur meal? =P so mean rite. hahas xP

k i'll upload those pics asap so everyone can get dem. reli vry happy to see my cg mates, og mates, and section!! luv ya all soooooooo much! *big hUgs* =D


Wednesday, March 30, 2005 ♥ 3:45 PM

todae sch end damn early!! haha tts y im blogging so early too.. todae damn tired. i was practically sian de whole dae cos im trying so damn hard to keep my eyes open. slpt a bit during de pw lect..so boring. but unfortunately its sth we cant escape from...

anw todae assembly i think quite ok. wad de tr said is quite true oso. "we cant alwaes choose to do wad we lke, but we can alwaes choose to lke wad we do." yeah tts so true k!! im trying to apply tt to my life~

cca open hse i dnt reli go walk arnd.. just went to de band booth n left my contact details der cos initially wantd to go back sa wf my dear mom n talk to principal [in de morning i just got dis surge of feeling.. i miss sa soooo much!] budden siling said its no use cos totally no vacancies liao... so... alrite i'll just accept my fate.

k i reli miss sa a lot.. miss my og my cg my section de band de sch de student center n de food!!! so sad not to be able to go back.... nvm. all de good memories will alwaes be kept in my heart n mind. hope i'll continue to keep in touch wf my sa frens! =D

[ok shifu sorry i dnt mention u in my prev entry. lols thnx a lot to u n shaowei for teaching me n gina de mass dance! n lotsa thnx to qiyun and veronica for being such great/on/enthu ctls too~ u ppl rock~~ ;)]


Tuesday, March 29, 2005 ♥ 11:46 PM

wooo pj orientation finale is damn nice!!! haha enjyod myslf totally todae... k im super tired now n i gotta wake up early tmr so im gonna keep dis short. de thing i enjoyd most was de mass dance. super duper nice!! haha n my ctls r vry nice ppl tooo~ hope tmr wfout dem de ct will still be "on" lah.. if not alwaes sian-sian den not fun... k i better go slp now if not tmr no nid wake up liaos... byeeee~

oh btw my appeal to sa wasnt successful. well i acheli pondered for quite a while whether to go talk to de principal or sth... k obvly i dnt lah. i luv sa a lot.. but pj's not bad too. i'll just accept my fate. still, hope all saints enjoy themslves during de sa orientation. haf fun!! =D


Monday, March 28, 2005 ♥ 8:45 PM

three words: pj is fun!! haha yup i enjoyd myslf at pj todae... de orientation was quite nice and i got to know everyone in de ct!! =D haha im so happy! de games we playd todae were oso quite nice~

k basically there're lke 6 clans, namely athens, sparta, pylos *sae: pie-los* [yeah it rOx!! *guess u can tell which clan im from huh*], pherae, elis and argos. the pylos cheers r quite nice.. we just gotta be a bit more enthu den it'll be totally great =D we oso learnt de pj fun dance n tried de mass dance todae.. wooo de mass dance is damn nice! =D k my ct rox too. de ppl r quite nice and we're all somewhat bonded together considering its de 1st dae we know each other =)

k enuff of de pj part... calld sa dis morning n de clerk sounded a ltl pissd.. guess she receive too mani such calls regarding de appeal results. k she said tt if its approved, they'll call us. if its not, they wont. so, im reli awaiting the call. pls just call me for god's sake. i've been waiting one whole dae n der hasnt been any news at all.. just tt more n more ppl got their calls frm sa saying their appeals r approved, as of wad i heard.

omg im reli so damn scared n worried n frantic n paranoid now. reli hope i'll get de call tmr... call me pls!!!! *prays vry vry hard*


Sunday, March 27, 2005 ♥ 10:05 PM

went out wf jacq bel and vern todae!! haha soooooooo long nv go out wf dem liao... im so happy todae! =D aiyah so sad peixuan cldnt join us.... anw, met bel n vern at city hall n went to haf lunch at raffles city den went to pool at marina sq.. wooo lke so long nv pool liao. ok all 3 us suckd at de beginning but we improved k!! haha achievement sia~~ had 3 great games todae =)

after tt met up wf jacq den went heeren take neoprints.. 3 whole months nv take redi!! haha den oso took some using my cam.. yeah they're all up =) just clk on de link yah? ;)

tmr noe de appeal results redi.... im so damn scared now.. anw, thnx a lot claudia! =D im reli hoping for the best and being prepared for the worst. still, pj is not bad.. hope tmr's n de dae after's orientation will be great. den going to pj wont be tt bad after all...


Saturday, March 26, 2005 ♥ 8:37 PM

todae went for band.. i reli hope its not my last band prac. sectionals on sg rhap n oso went to s.c.h to watch 9 sec schs rehearse for their syf.. whoa monk's hill reli damn gd. maybe its cos its a small band tts y their intonation better.. de flutes n clarinets dnt clash whn playing de slow part in sg rhap. st.pat's oso 2thumbsup. gd!! still got a lot gd bands.. most of dem r in fact. a lot r playing 7th night of july... hmm nice nice.

k i wld sae tt todae is another gd dae. shall enjoy now... b4 i face de ihopenot dreadful truth of de appeal results.

had x.o fish bee hoon for dinner just now. woooow so damn nice. haha n i did a gd deed just now. i fed 2 stray cats! hope i'll accumulate more merit [ji duo yi dian de] n hopefully heaven pity me or sth n let my appeal be successful. *for ur info, de last sentence is total crap. im just dreaming*


Friday, March 25, 2005 ♥ 11:00 PM

heyyyy~~ haha yah im in a good mood todae~!! todae og outing.. went to marina sq der wantd to play pool but its full... went to bowling alley oso full [2 pgs of waiting list somemore] so in de end stoned in long john.

went to marina bay instead but de pool damn ex [$8.40/hr???] so playd arcade. haha me n van playd de bishi-bishi machine. de one where u hit de 3 red green blue "buttons". haha play until vry siao liao. den oso playd de hockey thingy.. haha me n jx play cheat by covering de goals wf our arms. liew hit my hand damn pain lah!! lols nvm its just a game..

plaqyd daytona next.. i suay suay got 3rd. argh. tried time crisis 3 too.. ok i died pretty early in de game.. tj kept saying jx sux at de game. so mean~! hahas den playd de joystick version of bishi-bishi. whoa lke spend a lot of money on tt.. cos lke wanna continue playing de game.. k so todae spent a lot on arcade games.

anw, de steamboat was alrite. keep on kena-ing de oil.. pain. but it was still nice lah. og outing's gd todae!! haha at least i enjoyd myslf =)

hmm shld i go band tmr? reli in a dilemma.. wanna lke play wf de section one last time but if i go den lke so thick-skinned.. lke i leave sa liao still "si can lan da" keep going back. oh no reli duno whether i shld go.. k i shall think abt tt later. =)


Thursday, March 24, 2005 ♥ 10:02 PM

went to pj wf simin in de morning cos she wan appeal der.. hmm de tr seem quite nice. den went back to my place n stoned, den went to band audition. oh gosh so scary!! went in den its lke, four judges, den seniors all arnd. open de door n go in tt time reli felt lke sending myslf to hell or sth.. so damn scarie.

anw, think [n hope] my audition went ok... playd a ltl airy todae n shook a bit cos im so damn nervous. hope they accept me... i reli wan stay in sa!! k wish all those ppl who went to de audition gd luck! hope we'll all pass it =)

missd my orientation at pj todae... heard tt its fun. nvm. im going on mon n tues! hope i'll lke pj too.. den leaving sa n going pj wont feel tt bad... alrite. i shld reli stop thinking so much.

k todae vry tired. so, byeee nitex.


Wednesday, March 23, 2005 ♥ 8:09 PM

hmm pj is not bad lah. quite ok... todae only all de subj talks n admin stuff so its quite monotonous.. nvm. guess orientation'll be more fun? anw, not going pj tmr cos i'll haf to leave for sa band's audition b4 2 n its only after 2 tt all de fun begins at pj. so.. yah might as well dun waste my time der listening to all de talks.

oh mann tmr audition redi... so scary lah! wad if i screw up de whole thing causing my appeal to be unsuccessful? oh no.... ok i shall stop worrying. just hope i'll do well tmr.

my mind is currently vry saturated wf lord of de rings.. ok i noe im damn slow. lag by a few yrs in fact. but i think de actions r damn nice... ok gonna watch return of de king now. gonna pia through de whole series todae. wahas. bye!


Tuesday, March 22, 2005 ♥ 4:35 PM

de dae posting results r released.

ok i shant run awae frm reality... wasnt postd to sa. ok i expectd tt... but i wasnt postd to jj too. ok so i dun evn qualify for jj. great.

went to sa to appeal.. met up wf siling der n did all de appealing stuff.. den went to jj to appeal.. ok here's how things shockd me up sooo much. i realised my chances of entering jj r reli slim cos for de combi i wan, grade for comb.sc must be at least a2. argh how nice... now i noe why i wasnt postd to jj. anw, dnt submit de appeal form for jj... i'll consider it again. still, i find tt jj's standard lke sudd shot up a lot.. so scary mann.. anw, gd for de sch =)

after tt went to jp to haf lunch.. oh mann guess wad! we walkd into mos burger n sat dwn at a four-seater table beside de counter den dis guy came up n sae its their seat.. tt guy's guo liang. yah de chi celebrity... den i saw q-ing up at de cashier der got fiona xie, jeff.... de crew for "hao she 2 ren zu". wooo haha. just as rach saes, fiona reli vry pretty! anw, we change seats lah.. den after tt take train go home liaos.

anw, hope my appeal into sa is successful n i get de combi i wan... still, hope those who wan to stay can stay lah! n i got dis call frm ms ho tt der might be an audition for band dis thurs... oh gosh. reli hope i dun screw it up. =S


Monday, March 21, 2005 ♥ 10:10 PM

todae is de slackest dae of my 1st-3-mths. we skippd chem tut n wantd to guai a bit go bio tut.. but in de end found out tt der's no bio tut cos carol wong's in charge of de chinappl grp.. maths tut oso vry slack. we playd "games". den after tt entertaind ourslvs wf bingo. hurs. wad a nice lastdae. but still, we took lotsa reli nice photos!! haha gonna put dem up at my photo gallery later =) s55 gers rmbr to check dem k! ;)

went to twn wf wl after sch n walkd arnd looking for de roxy handbag she wantd to buy for her cousin.. walkd into wallet shop n i saw dis relidamnnice billabong wallet~!!!! it reli catches my eye lah.... i want!!! but it costs a big $39.90. argh. y must everything i lke/want/need be sooooo expensive?? i dun get it.

met up wf simin kenneth lihua n lance n went to eat dinner n watch spongebob movie... omg. ppl, its a total waste of money. its de best movie ive ever watchd in my entire 16yrs 3mths life. h-a-h-a its so funny. i'll rather spend my time watching lotr on channel5 or watch de episodes on kidscentral. oh man y dnt i just borrow de dvd frm deb??

ok a few more hrs n i'll noe de results of my posting... it reli seems lke my entire fate depends on dis result. hope it just shows sajc den all troubles will be solved. no trouble abt appealing, abt getting back de same combi, abt still having de same nice ppl arnd me.... ok i shant think so much. just hoping for de best. anw, good luck to all ppl out der! hope u get postd to de jc u lke.. n gd luck to de j2s for their block tests! cyAx~! =)


Sunday, March 20, 2005 ♥ 9:49 PM

its de last dae of de hols.. haix nvm. all gd things come to an end. anw, tmr's de last dae of de 1st 3 mths.. pls dun let it be my last dae in sa!! im reli so scared.. gonna spend reli precious time wf my cg mates tmr.

anw, tmr after sch going to town n after tt watching spongebob movie!! haha im so looking forward to de movie.. todae "accidentally" watchd an episode of de spongebob cartoon series on kids central.. so cute! haha okAe~

k i just finishd watching lotr part one.. its nice!! haha gonna borrow de vcds frm yuhui tmr.. aiyah tmr go watch movie den canot watch de 2nd part liaos... its ok. i'll record it and evn if tt fails, im gonna get de vcd. muahaha victory's mine!! ok tt sounds reli dumb. =|

alrite i duno y but im feeling reli lethargic n weak todae.. maybe all those fun-in-de-sun daes reli haf a side effect on me.. ok i shall be gd n slp now. i hope i dun fall sick at dis pt of time.

once again, praying for a permanent stay in sa. reli hope i'll stay in der for gd. ppl, if u can, pray for me too. its vry much appreciated =)


Saturday, March 19, 2005 ♥ 10:39 PM

oh and did i sae tt i scratchd my phone screen todae?? argh so sickening. n its right in de middle somemore. wth.. nvm i'll get used to it. n one more thing. i totally suck at uploading pics into my gallery. ok maybe its just tt my comp's damn damn slow... cos it takes lke a million years to upload just a few pics?? im so fed up wf it. argh.

oh am i supposed to be not here anymore? ok. byees.


10:05 PM

woooo todae section outing at sentosa! haha went to palawan beach n picnic-ed der.. cheryl was late todae so we achelli wantd to tAupOk her.. but in de end shou xia liu qing and buried her instead. anw, i brought my cam! haha so took a lot of photos.. check dem later kaes? ;)

anw, todae ellyne hurt herslf.. she stepped on a fishing hook!! who in de world so inconsiderate go put fishing hook on de suspension bridge?? so !@#$%^&*!! anw i think she's alrite now.. hey ellyne dun worrie.. u wont die =)

soakd in de water for one whole dae again so.... yes im burnt once more. oh gosh its lke 3 times in a row redi.. n its not lke ive recoverd frm my prev burning? oh crap. i better dun get skin cancer. erms. ok im just being paranoid.

after de outing went hbf foodcourt eat dinner.. ooooh so full now. ok so tt ends me dae~ vry fun dae indeed. next time go again k!! =D ok im so the vry tired now... yes. off i go~


Friday, March 18, 2005 ♥ 10:08 PM

ytd went to cine watch howl's moving castle wf vanessa.l... de show's damn nice!!!!!!! =D ok i noe i vry lag lah.. show going to finish screening liao den go watch.. but its reli damn nice!! haha de dog so cute!

anw, after tt met up wf simin den we go expo der watch disney on ice, princess classics. yes ppl r u jealous?? muahahaha~~!!!! im evil!! =P haha just jk. met cheryl.y n her bf der too.. liew they sit at front row loh!! 7= nvm. our position vry gd oso. oh did i sae tt its damn nice too? ok it is!!! it totally rox mann... k 3 of de performers fell [but got up nicely n as thou nth happened] but its ok. de kids dun reli care. haha its still reli nice... its so damn worth de $45 i paid. luv de show!!!!! hahaha =D

it makes me feel lke some small ger again.. however i was unable to buy those vryexpensivesouvenirs for memo cos i only haf $6 wf me n tt can only buy me one donut n leave just enuff for me to take cab home frm clementi. yes. one donut n a taxi ride. sux. nvm. de show nice nice can redi. besides, i got de ticket stub rite? rite?? ok im consoling myslf. =S

k todae went for og outing.. went to lunch at cine foodcourt [we bought long john n ate der] n took pics. wahas i finally brought my own cam der. ok i dun haf memo card so can oni take a few... so sad. ok im gonna include tt in my wishlist. erms alrite back to de pt.

went to marina sq der play pool.. oooh so long nv play liao. i suck at de game but i enjoyd it all de same. =D liew tt aundrea ar... sae duno duno but in de end "power" until can shoot in 3 consecutive balls lah... she sae its tyCo but i think its reli prO. haha gd job mann! help us win 2 games~ =D

anw, haven play enuff den they sae wan go bowl.... but its all taken liaos so.... went to long john sit dwn talk... den de rest went to arcade n me n elsa went off. she going bbq... n im going for dinner at ahma's hse. [aww so guai *pats head*] <-- did i acheli sae tt?? omg *pukes*

tmr going sentosa!! ok so... im acheli only free on sun. tts bad. one dae cram in time for slping, doing tuts [just wanna be guai for once], enjoying last of hols.. argh sucks. anw, heard on news tt posting results out on tues.. so i'll dread tues instead of wed now. nvm. tmr'll be a great dae! section outing n to celebrate serene's bdae too. =D ok shall update again tmr on de sentosa trip. till then ;)


Thursday, March 17, 2005 ♥ 9:04 AM

ytd was de last band prac.. reli hope its not de last for me. anw, went to ps to haf lunch n watch movie wf my section after band. acheli wantd to watch spongebob.. but only left first row seats! so in de end watch pooh's heffalump movie instead. hey dun think its a cartoon den not nice k.. its so meaningful n cute!! its all abt frenship n all tt.. n roo n lumpy [tts de name of de elephant] r damn cute!! haha its worth de $6.50 aftr all~ =)

oh yah. b4 de movie we went to yamaha. lookd at de flutes.. so nice!! but i heard tt yamaha flutes suck.. so.. ok wadeva. i dun reli care. can play can redi. hahas. anw der's dis guy who playd final fantasy's "zanarkland" on de piano.. so nice!! i lke de piece so much.. if only i can play de piano~ ok im daydreaming again.

anw, i did de template for my cg blog ytd.. reli hope its ok. n og outing will be on fri [tmr].. woooo lke so long nv og outing liao =D n im watching howl's moving castle wf vanessa.l later todae...

ok so apparently, im going out every single dae n tt means spending more money. yes u're right. my mom's pissed wf tt 2nd fact. n she's going on n on abt stuff lke i shld stay at home for once n spend lesser money. ok i'll do tt once fridae's over [i hope.] cos im free on sat n sun. anw.. its de holidaes! cant i just enjoy de last of my slacking-daes b4 i face de truth abt de posting results n jc life?? ok i've said my piece. btw, dis p/g is all crap so u all can just ignore it. erm. ok bit too late to sae tt now huh? alrite fine. *crapx.*


Monday, March 14, 2005 ♥ 8:52 PM

todae went kayaking!! haha soooo happy k.. anw met jannah n yueying at clementi station den went to bedok.. aiyah a lot of de cg guys n some cg gers nv go.. so its not a full cg outing. so sad.. anw we picnic a while at de beach der.. jannah made burgers!! so nice.. haha its not bad lah considering she cooked de chicken. =P not bad not bad. haha.

after de picnic playd some uno games.. den went to rent kayak. sooo damn far lah.. den rent liao kayaked quite far awae.. it was damn nice. haha i partnerd wf my twin aka b2 aka cheryl.t.. de kayaking was so fun! reli enjoyd de dae... btw, we went to far awae frm de kiosk tt we were dying on de wae back lah.. cant believe we travelld so far. im so burnt now n my muscles ache lke nobody's business... hoep tmr i'll be able to move *crosses fingers*

ok im super tired now. shall slp early tonite.. im still happy. [hey tts gd k~ =D]


Sunday, March 13, 2005 ♥ 7:58 PM

hey ppl~ haha im back frm my shopping n dinner. whoa ive nv enjoyd shopping more... having lotsa $$ in ur pocket n buying wad u wan [and need] is sucha great feeling =D

anw, went to heeren's flash n splash todae to get my roxy backpack.. just to find out tt its sold out! i was so sad loh... finally got money den no more liaos. den went to buy my c.k slippers. its de last dae of sale.. im so lucky. haha. went to check out surfbabe at wisma n found de roxy bag tt i wantd. its de last one... im lucky again~ ;) oso, i saw dis ripcurl slingbag tts quite nice.. flip it out n its a tote. er yah. i bought tt too. my mom sae buy waad. so buy loh. =P hmm but der's just dis feeling after i bought de 2 bags [$100].. i felt so guilty! its lke im sucha spendthrift.. ok i noe i am sometimes. oh no... nvm. once in a while is okae~ =P

went to newton circle wf my family for dinner den came back. hmm i'll be kayaking in abt 15hrs time... =D after tt im gonna get so sunburnt again. argh i hope its suntan n not burn.. anw, tmr de class guys r going too.. wow 1st full cg outing sia~ hope it'll be gd =)


10:58 AM

ok 1stly, i wanna sae happy birthday to my dear mom, sally and vanessa!! haha todae lke so mani ppl bdae lidat.. n of cos, not forgetting my dear annabel, whose bdae falls ytd. happy bdae too!! =D

alrite ytd band was quite okae... glosz finally came [after "pangseh-ing" us for lke dunohowmani pracs] n we prac on sg rhapsody n merry widow. woooo so damn nice. haha i lke sg rhap a lot.. its soo much nicer n so diff frm de sec sch version. =D

after band went for section lunch n went to orchard lido der sit dwn talk.. den after tt went home ate dinner, n went to watch late night movie wf my mom.. son of the mask is a damn nice movie!!! yepp so its "watch-able". i gif it 3.5 stars ;) de baby's damn cute lah.. n its quite a funny show. haha its so worth my $8.50~~

anw, todae mom's bdae.. so going out to shop wf her [acheli, its to shop for meslf too. wahas =P] so im going orchard later.. whoa guess wad. she struck lottery last nite! which is another wae of saying, shE's riCh, iM riCh. heh-heh-heh.. yes i can finally get de things i wan. im so damn happy todae! =D

ok tmr's de cg-kayaking dae.. looking reli forward to it! =D


Friday, March 11, 2005 ♥ 10:42 PM

argh stupid kerwin just sent me some "coffee ad" n den got some stupid 'ghost' sudd pop up one. scare me to death ar!!! argh.

anw, todae sch ended super early n there're lke no lessons at all. playd captain's ball during pe. whoa i lke 1st time so active sia.. =D haha achievement k~ =PpP

after sch went to orchard for section outing. watchd hitch at cine. its so nice! haha will smith quite funny too.. basically its a nice movie lah. so, watch it. =D den went to eat long john n talk talk talk. saw so mani ppl todae.. anw after tt went to take neoprints at cine n heeren. de pics r soooo nice!! eeyer too bad my frenster [or rather, internet explorer =|] a bit sOt so i canot post it up.. nvm. i will somedae. =D still, hope i'll get de photos soon.. luv dem so much ;)


Thursday, March 10, 2005 ♥ 10:07 PM

been feeling moody nowadaes.. duno y oso. anw todae sch was alrite.. aftr sch went to queenswae walk arnd a while den went to deb's hse watch dvd.

tmr's lke de last dae of sch... reli hope everyone will go sch tmr. i sudd feel lke i reli cant bear to part wf my cg mates.. esp de gers!! we're lke so close redi.. den at dis pt of time mani haf to leave...... not only cg. my section too.. im gonna so miss all de times we spent together.. i dun lke partings. =(

feel lke my world's falling apart.. havent been feeling really happy. lke i said, i feel lke everything's happening at de same time.. i dun lke dis feeling.


Tuesday, March 08, 2005 ♥ 11:06 PM

its just at dis pt of time tt i feel tt life reli reli sux. im having a big big tangle of emotions [or wadeva u call tt.. feeling] rite now. argh.

sch was not exactly gd todae. 1stly, its de longest dae of de week [again] n 2ndly, i got back my chem test todae. wtf lah i faild!!! its lke so.... ok i dun care if i fail my maths test cos its lke so damn expected. but chem????? argh wth lah... i dnt evn pass my mcq for god's sake! i cant believe tt... ok now i noe my chem reli sux. n tts not gd. =@

k den i went to reading rm to do my tuts n all tt... did my chem. im lke, i duno so mani things. i shld reli go home early one dae n start studying. right frm de beginning. n i nid a tutor for maths n chem. if i dun im gonna lke so fail everything lah... argh!!!! i hate dis.

anw todae after sch went to ttsh visit cheryl wf my sectn.. n whn we got der, de nurse sae she discharged redi. ok tts gd n bad news lah. u noe wad i mean.. den had dinner wf serene yiting jinyan n ellyne.. after talking abt sths... i sudd felt tt my chances of staying in sa is reli slim. =( i want to stay so much... but reality bites at ppl reli painfully.. ok fine maybe going to jjc isnt tt bad after all. its just another "blessing in disguise". but i just wan sa.....

oh man dis reli sux.. im feeling so... i reli duno how to sae. my posting, my studies, oh yah. band. so mani things r happening at de same time... i cant cope. im suffocating. argh.


Sunday, March 06, 2005 ♥ 8:59 PM

woo new layout. its sooo hard to find one tt i like. just got a lighter-colored skin for a change... so any comments? =P anw, todae went to visit my great grandmom... oh man she's 106. wad a long life.. she's still quite healthy n clear-minded considering her age ya noe... so, *clap-clap*

aftr tt went to novena sq for lunch n shoppd arnd a while. saw a pair of charles&keith slippers tts reli nice. i wan!!! im gonna add tt to my wishlist. wahas~~ my mom got gd 'lobang' for tt.. 30% discount! =D yup im happy.. den went to my cousin's hse to see my dear niece n nephew. so cute!!! too bad i dun haf their pics here.. they're so adorable. gonna add so much sweetness to my blog. erm ok. tts a bit "off" lah.

alrite tmr's a mondae. shit. i haven touchd my tuts for a whole week. better start on some now.... cyas =)


Saturday, March 05, 2005 ♥ 7:45 PM

playd badminton wf simin yihui kenneth n lance todae. wow damn long nv play badminton wf dem redi... k yihui is still tennis-crazy, simin is piano-obsessed recently, kenneth is alwaes-arcade-ing and lance is still whiny. okaaaaaaaaaae. anyway todae quite fun lah.. althou at 1st i kept hitting to de sides or missing the shuttlecock =P

after tt went to mc ate lunch n all tt.. supposed to go for movie marathon at my hse.. but in de end all cldnt come to an "impromptu decision" [yihui: "play tennis!" simin: "go see piano!" kenneth: "go arcade lah.." lance: "aiyah go home can??" me: "i want to slp.. *eyes closing" yah so now u noe wad i mean..] so in end all went home. well im reli slpy anw so its quite a gd thing =)

currently waiting for de pizza to be deliverd to my place. yum yum dinner todae will be totally great! =D hmm going temple tmr wf my mom at dawn.... yawnz gotta wake up early again.. but its reli alrite if it means a higher chance of me having my prayers come true =)


Friday, March 04, 2005 ♥ 8:27 PM

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band concert todae!! haha de big dae is finally here... went to band early in de morning to prepare n all tt den set off to s.c.h arnd 5+. suppose to tune arnd 7 or so budden de glosz kept rehearsing wf de sas band until its totally overtime n we lke only left 5-10mins for tuning.. lke wth?? so in de end de band was lke soooo outta tune for de 1st half. think some not evn tuned finish yet lah. anyway de 1st half was horrible. de band was out of tune, n der were mistakes here n der... n i kept coming in at de wrong time n playing de wrong notes!! oh mann i feel so bad lah.... interval tt time cheryl was damn sick... she's lke feeling so cold n all tt cos of her fever. hope she's better now =)

2nd half was much much much much much better. for one thing, flutes were tuned up redi. tts a gd thing lah.. at least we wont lke sound so weird rite? den 2nd half glosz oso left redi.. den everyone lke loosen up more. somemore de pcs we playd were more lively n der were gimmicks. de "whn de saints go marching in" gimmick [where we booed at jie n threw things at him] was reli cute!! hahah guess all de band mbrs n audience enjoyd demslf during de 2nd half... oh yah. n i heard tt de sa band "choir" is much better den sch choir. hahahaah! *oops so bad* =P

k band concert ended quite well lah... got some flowers n bouquets frm my dear frens. thnx a lot!!! lke dem so much =) back to band rm took some section photos n all tt.. got home at 12+. damn damn tired. anyway, wanna thank de seniors for de present! so nice~ =) heard tt todae might be our last band prac.. i reli hope its not. im gonna miss band so much...... esp if i dun stay in sa..... everyone help me pray? thnx a lot =)

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todae got cg outing! met de cg gers at hbf at 9am [so damn bloody early!! slpt at 1am de prev nite n i gotta wake up at 730am?!] went sentosa todae n playd arnd siloso beach. ate a lot of junk food todae too.. den some of dem gotta go off early so we went to palawan beach.. ate lotsa junk food lke keropok n chips n chocs at de shelter den went to de end side of de beach n tanned at de platform. ok most of us got burnt instead. but we had fun talking n swimming n throwing stones lah.. haha had a nice n enjoyable dae =)

ok submitted my jae reg form todae... hope der're no mistakes. plsss just lemme get into de combi i wan in sa..... i reli wanna stay der. *praying to all gods known to ppl*


Tuesday, March 01, 2005 ♥ 10:08 PM

hey ppl thnx for all those notes.... im better now =) thnx a lot k! anyway, told ms ho ytd tt i wanna appeal thru band... den todae she calld me n said tt she can guarantee me a place in sci fac, but canot promise me if i can get de combi i wan [bio chem maths]. dis is bad. im now lke totally stuck in btwn.. i duno wad to do... i lke everything abt sa, but if staying der means not getting into de combi i lke n studying things im not intrstd in n hence maybe getting a job in future tt i dun reli lke... den wads de pt rite?? but frankly speaking ar.... im trying to avoid going to jj cos it'll mean many more things lah... shant elaborate here. de idea is der lah........

im reli confused now... in a total dilemma. i nid to talk to a tr badly.... argh. so mani qns, so ltl time. dis is evn worse den knowing i did vry badly for Os. oh man... someone save me.