tmr's prom!! haha was still having some kinda monotonous mood abt tt this noon but now starting to get a bit excited le.. lol wonder why. anw, mich just called to sae she's fallen sick! reli hope she'll be fine by tmr.. =))

anw, went to eat lunch with ahbond this noon.. if not she alone! so poor thing =X oh saw gold mbr and ken at wisma basement! lol so fated sia.. lke of all places in signapore, in the region, in the world, in the universe..! =| lol. lke vry long nv see her.. cant wait to go out soon! haha but i lke go out everyday liao =X nid to rest and recharge 1st =P

went to jurong west after tt to collect my contacts.. phew lucky didnt take too long to get them in =X took quite a while to get them out after i got home though.. hopefully tmr'll be fine! =D hee wonder how i'll look lke after the makeup and hairstyling.. hope the result is sth i want! keke im sooo looking forward to it =P

oh yah. met kokguang at raffles! haha so qiao. yup so had company on the wae to jw.. lol and before i alighted, i "warned" him not to get any large presents for xmas. haha for the sake of all gift wrappers, ppl, pls do not try to be funny and get such funny stuffs for us to wrap. u noe how difficult it is??? lols =P

hmm watching superstar now.. missed last week's guy' show! and im gonna miss this week's too cos tmr's prom... haix and i wont get to watch de repeat cos i'll be working~ zz ahh nvm. anw, heard a few gd voices from the girls.. hope they make it through! lol. alright shall stop here for todae.. tired liaox =X


once again, a gd day's totally spoiled by money. i reli dun wanna sae this but, fuck lah dun expect me to give u back de money u gave me these few days. 1stly, u promised u'd sponsor my prom stuff and 2ndly, i dun see de pt in me returning u the money once i get my paycheck. wads wrong with giving ur daughter money? isnt it lke, natural?? why do u want to do this kinda thing whn u haf the ability to pay? its not u're down to the single cent and cant give. u're rich, we're poor. we're trying to cope with every single shit concerning money from food to my goddamned prom and my mom's d&d and u're happy seeing us struggle with life. i dun see de fucking reason why u shld do this to us. sometimes i just wish u're not a part of my life. sometimes i just wish u dont even exist at all.


bahh duno whether to sae if today's been gd or bad.

had a great day out with ahbond wl yh and joyce.. had dim sum for breakfast *haha so tai tai-y* den supposed to go make contacts at a shop near de restaurant but tt shop closed -_- okAys so went to walk arnd looking for present instead at og and marina.. yups and tts abt it. everyone's lke super tired and off todae cos think we all "intense excitement" from monday to now. lol 7 consecutive days reli a bit hiong ar, but cant reli help it rite =P

went to clementi old interchange der make contacts instead.. alr had my eye checkup den my mom called to tell me to go to a shop in jurong west tt her fren recommended... zzz so i gotta pay tt stupid 10bucks to de int shop for de checkup. =| wad a waste lah.. anw, went to tt shop and de price is just lower by 10bucks. ok great. so acheli it'll all add up to be the same cos i just paid a 10bucks to the prev shop -_-" fine fine wadever. got my monthly contacts, had dinner and came home..

a supposedly nice dae became a little screwed up by this "arguement" i had with my mom. sometimes i just think we live in diff worlds even though others say our rshp's reli gd. ohwell, sometimes lah. maybe its cos i dun lke telling her certain things tt makes me feel we're apart in a way.. duno why too. guess im an introvert after all. she's disappointed with me for not understanding her, but de feeling's mutual.

sometimes i wonder why i can treat or talk to her lke tt. its not lke i wanted to, and its not lke i can control it at those times. mood swings bah.. its just tt her timing's alwaes wrong and she calls or nags at the wrong times; just whn im super irritated or pek cek or just wanna stay quiet and stone and just think abt nth. u noe? those moments lah.. and its just interrupted so de tone's be a bit harsh and rude. maybe im just born to be bad to ppl i love the most. i reli hope i can treat her lke one of my frens, to joke arnd with her and tell her de stupid lame stuff tt i irritate my frens with. but i duno wad's keeping the distance btwn us.. maybe its reli true tt sagittarius and pisces dun go well tgt? bahh wadever lah i'll just hafta accept it..

acheli, it just goes back to money. der's a reason why im dreaming such big (and almost unrealistic) dreams.. im not gonna let my family haf this kinda stupid problems and make ppl quarrel over such things whn we can spend the time on more meaningful ones. and on another note, i dun see anything wrong with me having such big dreams and no reason for anyone to pour cold water over.. esp those closest to me. is der reli a nid to give such extreme negatives abt wad i hope to become? even though it might be unachievable? i noe u're trying to guide me onto the right path and to help me avoid making mistkes but..

ahh fine sagi and pisces dun go tgt. one wans to exp everything in life while de other wans a perfect, "clean" life with no mistakes. arent mistakes part and parcel of life? if u made de mistake, at least u'll noe wad it "feels" lke for urslf and not as iterated but others.. perhaps tts just one of my "goals" in life tt i wan to take full control over, and perhaps its ur tone tt irks me sometimes. lke girls always sae, "its not wad she said. its how she said it" ohwell. true in this case.

ok think nobody noe wad im talking abt. my life's just screwd up in a wae tt (i dun think) ppl arnd me haf gone thru before. so its perfectly fine if its just alien to others.. at least its an exp for me.


bleeaah eyes are almost closed now.. gotta stay awake cos waiting for my hair to dry! argh faster faster. lol. anws, had a great day out with ahbond and monster!! =D haha its been one of de best kbox sessions i've went.. super high todae again! lol lke no wonder my energy's totally drained now..

its been sooo long since de 3 of us went kbox.. de prev time, ahbond was sick so it was only me and wl! and i sang until my voice gone tt time =X haha but todae nth vry bad happened cos 3 ppl den not tt "intense" lah.. hee yup. the more the merrier!! sang lotsa high songs and made lotsa sound effects.. hahaa its just lotsa fun! and its de 1st time we all felt tt the 5hrs are for-once sufficient cos everytime lke too short =X hee yup. all's great! =))

went to vivo after tt.. supposedly to watch happy feet lah budden the queue was lke =O... and the tickets're selling out fast so, decided to watch on tues instead. hee its cheaper too =P okie so went to eat at hbf's pastamania (cos vivo's deprived of food) and sat down at the vivo's-outside and chat for a reli long time. haha its lke we've talked abt everything in the world... love them both! =D

yeah so got home kinda late lah.. and my blardy hair is not dry yet -_- think i'll just dun care and slp soon.. buetahan liao =X and gotta wake up real early tmr cos meeting them for breakfast.. it better be gd! haha alright. cant take it le. nitex folks..


woke up bright and early for job training todae! =)) although i was still vry tired and dnt wanna wake up at all lah.. heh was late for meeting peiwen today. wow lke for once she's de earlier one! =P anw, ate subway breakfast.. hmm not bad. lols

job training was gd! we're some of de few newbies lah cos most went ytd.. anw, sat with a bunch of reli nice girls! haha made frens kinda quickly. de in-charge was kinda funny too lah so the whole thing wasnt reli formal or stressed. learnt to wrap in 2 styles! haha cool. gotta prac more with newspapers ;D

de session was kinda funny lah. cos those wrappers were lke torn right in front of our faces after we wrapped them. haha i noe it sounds a bit -_- and wasteful of effort and paper but, its to prepare us for customers who treat us lke tt! gosh there're acheli such mean ppl arnd. i hope i'll nv meet any of these =X god bless me. anw, everyone was laughing whn the wrappers were torn.. but we're told not to laugh at the customer whn they tear it up. lol imagine us doing tt =P

tmr's kbox with pj peeps cancelled cos a few cant make it.. hope we'll arrange another soon! haha. well one's cancelled, but another came up! going to kbox with ahbond and monster instead.. hee i cant wait!! i miss kbox so much =P ha speaking of "missing", im kinda starting to miss training alr. its reli fun! =D lol okay shall stop here for todae.. hope mon'll come soon! haha =P


ok i haf sth vry impt to announce.

IM OFFICIALLY FREE!!! wahahah its reli great to haf this "i haf nth to do at home!" kinda feeling.. lol feels great to be free! yays~

anw, had a superbly wonderfully absolutely terrific day!! went to town with lijein and peiwen after paper.. peiwen is of cos de "earliest" again. lol so me and lj went to tangs to see my shoes 1st.. woo she's de 1st person who's for the black one! haha love her for tt =P bought de black one in de end.. ok so tts one item down ;)

went to far east to look for peihoon's prom dress.. went into phuture london and she found it! haha its reli nice. and peihoon, stop thinking whether it looks nice on u or not. its just nice ok. haha yups went to scotts' foodcourt to eat.. bleah dnt finish my pastamania meal. think ate too much garlic bread and left too little room for the fusilli =X well anw, walked arnd... and *omg* i bought 3 necklaces tt have nth to do with prom and i used my prom money to buy them =| ahh im gonna get hacked by my dad.

well wads done cant be undone, so... haha alright its xinyi and her excuses again. *rolls eyes* anw, lijein left us arnd 5 cos she nids to meet her dad, so its poor-me and peihoon again. LOL i bet she's thinking "eh hello?? its more lke u and poor-me" whn she's reading this =P haha ok psychic-ology.

walked arnd from tangs to metro@paragon to og to robinsons' to john litle, back to tangs and then taka in search of my bracelet and her dress (she haven bought it at tt time). initially saw the bracelet at metro.. but dnt buy it cos wanted to look for a cheaper and nicer one. in de end?? went back to metro after an unfruitful search and realised tt de bracelet has been sold =| *lightning and thunder and rain* haix no fate sia. walked arnd to all places tt sells chomel bracelets but to no avail too.. okay fine reli not meant to be. anw its kinda ex and not worth it lah.. *psycho-ing myslf*

peihoon ordered her dress at wisma's phuture london and tt finally settled the shopping for the day. heh me bu gan yuan with taking no neoprints so pulled her to heeren to take =PpP lols. reli super long nv take neoprints le!! wahaha its still as fun as ever but some pics were lke total shit =X and we dnt get to choose all 6 cos er, were at the wrong place at de wrong time =X heh anw, its just a momento tt marks the end of our As.. wooohooo tts super great! =D

alright im still kinda high now. job training starts tmr! hope it'll be gd =)


its been another terrific day!! haha alright i know im 2 days away from exams. but, i haf tmr rite?? =P okfinewadever.

totally slaacckked at home todae. woke up, and slept back again after brushing my teeth. haha wad a waste. anw, its been reli long since tt i did, and since i was able to do tt, so.. ok not a bad start. ate breakfast, read seventeen, online-d.. and was abt to start revising whn i decided tt i shld transfer de files from my old comp to my laptop since im "free" todae. spent a whole lot of time figuring out de blardy wires cos whn i finally plugged my comp back on, it tells me no keyboard detected. -_-" fine. so i off-ed it, re-plugged the keyboard wire (after finding de right wire for manymany mins) and on-ed de comp. den it tells me, no mouse deteced. argh fine. so i repeated the whole damn thing, and finally it worked. in de end?? the stupid thing just hung on me before i cld even attach de files -_____- and so i gave up.

ok so i wasted abt half an hr on tt. wasted the rest of de dae awae... until 4pm whn i started preparing to go out =X *ok u can slap me now* went to vivo *again* to meet my mom to show her de shoes and bag tt i had my eyes on.. lol was going thru de black-or-purple? thinking process again whn i saw another crescent girl trying on the same shoes. haha betcha its for her prom =P lke so obv sia.

anw, decided tt i'll go town to source for more options before deciding on tt... and whn i brought my mom to nichii to see de bag, she just fell in love with it. haha my mom so cute xP and she kept trying to psycho me to buy tt so she can use it for her dinners next time. LOL how nice ar~ haha but still thinking abt it too lah.. must cont searching!

oh tried on this super-pretty $239 dress and another $79 one at nichii too.. (duno why ytd nv see =X) heh but both not suited for me cos my shoulders too thin for tt kind i guess =X ohwell. i haf my dy dress anw =]

went to watch it! to look at my o.d.m watch. tried it on, and its reli too big for me. ("big" as in the size, and also the priCe. oh. it rhymes. =S) so i gave up on tt. but, whn god closes one door, he opens another window for u! haha alright its just a quote. went into casio shop and tried on the sweet poison range (yes. im mad enuff to try the range) and found my reli-dream watch!!! hahaha tt made me real happy. and made peiwen reeeaall jealous. ha-ha-ha =P

and tt started the planning of my "extort-ment" plan for my dad. oops guess im gonna squeeze his wallet dry this dec =X aiyah but holidays mah.. is lidat de lah.. cant help it. ok excuses again. =P oh. saw cynthia koh too! she's so pretty in person... haha alright. ate at superdog, and was happily talking abt de pretty watch with my mom, whn she asked, so if u add up everything tt u saw-and-like-and-wanna-buy todae, how much will it be? ..

and it added up to 650 =X omg i cant believe it. vivo sudd seems so scary! =S haha alright i think the wae i spend more scary lah huh. lol ok.. so tts where my pay's gonna end up. haha no lah. all these will be bought before i get my pay, so it'll be, tts where my parents' money'll end up. waha feels great =X

saw two girls carrying 2 containers full of hamsters and rodents!! they're so cute!! think if i reach in and sneak one back they also wont know... lol ok wad a stupid thought. think they're putting those in the not-opened pet safari.. !! i wan work der!! hahaha gonna ask them whn they finally open =P

ok back to home after tt, and conferenced with wl and yh on sunday's outing.. this week's packed to the top! gonna be real tiring but, i'll enjoy it im sure! haha have been waiting for this kinda thing for dunohowlong... so exciting! omg paper1 faster end! =P


paper3 todae was.. hmm i duno how to sae either. it was alright but my ans were kinda rubbish-d? =S haha essay was gd for me though. not sure if i gave all the pts but at least its a topic i haf things to write abt ;) yeah alright its over anw. just hope for the best lah =]

wahaha went out after paper!! its lke soooo.... wooo! xD lols. met peiwen at hbf and went to vivo to shop.. but guess wad! met my dearest ahbond and her sis at hbf mrt! hahah so qiao.. reli surprised to see her. miss my ntmb mates a lot!! cant wait to meet up =D

anw, shopping in vivo was great! lol. well think de f&b sector der's a little deprived though.. not much choice =X ate lunch at secret recipe. ahh we're both guilty of building ourselves up with extra unwanted calories by eating tt 95%-creamy royal choc cake =X haha peiwen was the one who scraped (and nearly licked clean) the plate, so er, she's more guilty! *self-denial*

went to tangs to look at m.a.c makeup initially, budden ended up looking at the shoes and dresses instead. found this pair of shoes tt i reli liked!! =)) think its kinda suitable for my dress.. but spent godknowshowlong pondering over the black or purple one cos pw sae i'll be totally black tt dae if i get the black one. ohwell. still considering it lah. its 99bucks =X haha but my mom got tangs' voucher so its not reli a big prob.. ok i think i'll get tt. haha =P

went to nichii after tt to look at dresses.. a few reli nice ones which made me kinda regret buying my dress =X well tried de one tt i liked, and it looks kinda shity on me. so, no more regrets buying tt daniel yam dress! haha ok tts de indecisive me. saw a reli nice clutch bag too.. reli wanna get it! but not sure if it'll go well with my dress.. ahhh so many things to think abt even though tt stupid dress is bought. argh =S

okays so i sorta "found" my prom shoes and bag. still searching for better options though.. anw, went to ps after tt! =D hahah finally got to ask yamaha abt my course.. so happy!! reli hope i'll be able to start lessons in jan. omg i cant wait alr!! can dec just zoom pass so jan'll arrive???

haha ok no. dec is a vry special month *hint hint* lols =P

went to sasa and bought this eyeliner which i also pondered superlong over =X so many more things to buy! haha and it was arnd den tt pw realised she has lessons tonight cos its monday. lol we were shopping so happily tt "monday" just morphed into a "sunday" and we totally threw morning's paper out of our heads =X lols its just been sucha great day. its nice to de-stress lke this once in a while (well acheli, its been a reli loooonngg while) and before the actual end of exams. heh heh rebellion eh =P but i dun care. i enjoy, i like it, im happy ;)

ok. i love shopping =]


taste de freedom!! haha alright my As arent over yet but, it reli seems to be =P chem's finally over!! no more formulae! no more alotofthings!! haha think im crazy le =X

anw, went to town after the paper! haha guess im one of the few bio students who went out todae? well but u nv noe the actual no. yah =P met up with manymany ntss peeps to celebrate neh's bdae.. omg another one turning 18. nvm. i shall just take the youth of a 17yr old as a bliss they can no longer enjoy =P haha alright. went to eat at vilage at heeren.. hmm 1st time eating der. ate the baked rice! haha not bad. dnt finish though cos de serving was kinda big =X but kok sorta cleared it up for me lah so, no wastage =]

its reli nice to meet up with the "old folks" again! [well they are older den me now =S except yihui! waha] although a bit lke drifted apart with some but still ok after chatting a while =] lol laughed a lot just now! some supercold "jokes" by jacq [wad mushroom??] and some serious laughing by bel and neh.. lol shant sae here.. a bit sensitive sia =P but super funny nvtheless. hahaha havent laughed this hard for so long cos everyone's so stressed up by the big As. and its reli fast! those guys we saw in sec sch now preparing to go army le.. haha time flies. yups reli enjyoed lots todae! gonna grab the photos from those who brought cams =D

saw a few pioneers on the road and in vilage.. we're lke, hmm this person lke frm pj also. lol.. and i also saw adelaine in heeren! =D omg i cant wait for 23rd!! ..whn i'll be officially free and able to "roam" the streets w/o feeling guilty... hee this dae's gonna come reeeeaaall soon im sure =D yay.

okay for once im willing to slp early cos im reli tired =X this weekend? chiong my ass off for bio!! xD all de best to bio students!


woohoo the chiong-sai 3 days are over!! xD oks sorrie.

GP'S OVER!!! MATHS' OVER!! haha im free from gp and maths forever and for life! lol sucha nice thought =P and chem paper 3 and bio paper 2 are over too.. 4 more papers to go for now! its gonna end soon... and ppl, dun tell me urs end on 15th or 17th. 23rd will come vry soon too! hmpf dun gek me ar im warning u. =P

righty. how i wish i cld sae gp was a breeze but too bad de stupid paper2 killed tt thought! argh. same for maths too.. p2 was harder for me lah.. haix paper 1s pls pull the grades up!! =S

kay i have 4 days before chem... hopefully i wont slack! =] and ppl, continue to jiayou for As k! we'll all make it =)