my papers are finally over!!!! =D next fri still got one last bio paper1... but heck lah =P yup so tt means i finally haf de time to upload de jj photos... hehe. those who dun lke jj, im so sorry; but this is my blog =]

*some pics kinda blur... zoom too much. cam too lousy.*

"Just JJ" Concert 24062006


starting the concert off with mu nai yi =]




a close up! =)))))


so cute rite =P


xD


the 2nd look..


hee


jj and jinsha's duet =)


drumrollll


another close up! =D


jj and ah du =]


shuai dai le!!! xD think its his best look tt dae..

JJ autograph session 25062006


the big big poster =D


aiyoh how can someone be so cute *lol u can choose to ignore my captions*


*smile*


jj and lingzhi (host) =]


lol him and his "general election" pose


jj, jjfc reps and the trophy and huge card they gave. they're so sweet! =D
but then again, they got to stand beside him! 7= im jealous x(


and a close-up... told u he's cute =P


yeah managed to capture this pose! =D


jinsha and jj =]


xD


and for de last time, he's cute!

lol ok tts de end of de photos im showing here... shall upload de rest on my photoalbum later =)

anw, went out with gold mbr after sch todae!! sooo happy... de air in orchard is just so diff form de stifling ones at home and sch. watched just my luck.. not bad quite nice =] went to buy my slippers after tt... haha since i haf de money might as well get it over and done with. *ok excuses.* walked arnd far east taka and wisma.. den after tt tired liao so went home =X hee not many events todae lah.. but its still nice to be able to catch a breather after de papers! =D keke sucha happy day~

oh yah. a major event of todae is tt i met jannah and cheryl in de cinema!! lol wad a place to meet. reli vry happy to see dem!! miss my sa frens lots.. hee tt sorta made my day =))

ok shall end this entry. byees. =]


wanted to slp but there're just so many thoughts jammed up in my head tt i hafta let them out.

feel so lousy tonight. came home from sch, thinking i'll take a break and go online for a while and try install my ipod cd. guess wad. my blardy comp is incompatible with the cd cos its too lousy. great. i was so disappointed whn i just bought my N6320i and realised i cldnt install the cd and transfer songs to my phone for the exact same reason. now this. fine. guess its just fated tt i cant use anything at all even though i haf them.

so now i shall just let my absolutely brand new ipod rot on the desk until 10years later whn i haf enuff money to get a new comp to install de program. by which it wld've alr become some antique with the highest bid; den i'll sell it and make some money for myslf. *the "10yrs" is obvly an exaggeration; and er... i think i think too much*

ok tts one thing im upset abt. having sth, but not being able to use it. it all goes back to the word "money", i guess.

slpt in de noon and it was so awfully hot cos the goddamned fan's a little faulty, i think. i can just switch it off totally and it wont make a big diff. ok so tt was a bad nap.

mom came home and immediately discussed money with me. dad just had an eye surgery [wad great timing] so he wont be driving for 2weeks and we'll be living on bread and water. *tts an exaggeration once again* told my mom tmr's de [unofficially] last paper and i'll be going out after sch, watching movie and buying my slippers which're on the last dae of sale.

sorta got a lecture from my mom [though she dnt sound angry] saying i shldnt buy things cos money's tight. i rmbr telling her a dozen times since de start of gss tt i finally found de slippers tt i wan after searching for godknowshowlong and im gonna get it since its on sale. and i also told her tt wl's buying de jy's and tank's cd for me and i'll be paying her back this sat whn i meet her. she seemed to haf thrown all tt to the back of her mind. no. thrown out of her head. it sounded as though im sucha spendthrift. feel kinda "accused". anw, she gaf me 50bucks for my own survival until sunday. great.

it just happened tt i'll be spending alot this weekend cos i gotta pay for all the shit which are not supposed to be here now if i've bought them during the hols. and it just so happened she's restricting me now. haix.. got nth to say. think i'll just forget abt de slippers.. wad's not meant to be urs wont be urs. maybe i dont need them at all. maybe i'll decide not to leave home except for sch for months. maybe i'll just eat bread. and guess i'll haf to owe wl money.. i hate this.

seriously, i hate being poor. i swear im gonna make big bucks next time and wipe "financial problems" off my "worries list". it reli sux. im not gonna let my family [current and future?] live de .... ok. fckedup life im leading right now. it reli sux. esp whn ppl talk to u everyday abt financial problems without fail. its irritating, u noe?

and all these are just a quarter of all de financial problems added up tgt. a big part's still not paid.... because its a necessity and my family cant afford it. i hate this. i reli hate this.

and on top of all these, der's de blardy screwedup midyrs. maybe i'll scrape thru bio and maths. i'll nv get de grades i had for ct nor de ones i aimed for this midyr cos it was so f-ing diff. i duno wad happened to the sch tt made them set such diff papers [maybe im just downright lousy lah], but i noe im seriously screwdup this time round.

maths was a total nightmare. nv felt so discouraged abt both papers before. paper1 just totally killed me and paper2 was not any better. bio..... i shall pray hard to the gods abv lah huh? and tmr's chem... i shall just hope for de best.

gp's gone. maths' gone. bio's halfway gone. chem?

all these thoughts are just so annoying. all of a sudd i just wanna quit this game of life and just sitandstone for a long long time. i dun think i'll reli mind tt.

being poor reli sux. money... its not everything, but without it, u cant survive. and stepping out of de exam hall feeling demoralised sux too.

im sick of this period of time. whn will it ever end...


this is gonna be one long entry..

24/06/06

wooohooo jj concert is finally here!!!! =DDD yep yep superbly exciting day for me.. lol.

accompanied my mom to tiong buy present and met woeilin der to go concert tgt. anw, der's this lucky draw thingy lke if u buy over 50bucks den u'll get a pick. yup so my mom has 2 [she did a pedicure and bought expensive presents =X]. so on de list of prizes tt can be won was "apple ipod shuffle, canon digital cam, mac apple pies, packet drinks etc" lol duno why lah just find de apple pie thingy quite lol. its lke u buy so ex and u get an apple pie for de lucky draw?? haha ridiculous. anw, i was joking with wl saying "wow maybe my mom'll get de ipod" wahaha and i was thinking who'd be so "lucky" as to get de apple pies.. and guess wad. my mom came back from de lucky draw..
mom: de person said this is a big prize..
me: reli? wad. apple pie? or a packet of drink *haha*
mom: duno leh.. he sae wad mp3 player...
me: *in shock. looks at prize* !!!!!! IPOD?? U WON DE IPOD???

haha lke so wth rite. moral of de story: casually-said things come true more often den serious wishes. haha yup so i got an ipod thru my mom's lucky hand at de draw. one pick and she got it. and de person behind got lke 10tix, and she got 4 drinks and dunohowmany apple pies. hahaha i feel de sense of triumph =PpP

lol alright so tt was a lucky thing. ;)

went to sg indoor stadium after dinner.. woah de "studious" us studied on de bus all de wae to stadium. xP heh lke a bit hardworking ar. but bobian lah both of us a bit behind our schedules =X anw, gotta smuggle our bottles in cos they're not allowed.. heh heh we passed de check lah.

wl's cousins joined us and concert started shortly after.. the "host" was lan buo. havent reli heard abt him before [im a swaku in this area =X] but wl told me he's a superb choreographer.. and its so true cos u can just tell. cool!! he taught us some moves tt we can do whn "jiu shi wo" is sung during the concert.. nice!! keke. yup so we're all totally high during de concert! lol de feel's reli damn gd.. we're lke 2nd row at de side and jj's so super close whn he came over. wooooooo can u imagine de excitement if de person was ur idol??? lol happiness rite. =P

took lotsa photos.. heh shall upload dem sometime later.. abt 200+ =X anw, he performed this beatbox thingy..omg its de BEST mannn!!! its lke sooo cool lah.. one person can make so mani sounds and it was so real. wooo clap clap for jj!!! hehe. yup and lan buo and other dancers moved to his beatbox rhythm.. and jj kept making fun of lan buo cos he sae lan buo alwaes tease him. lol. think it was eli fun. and der're also guest singers.. jin sha and ahdu. bleah dun reli llke jinsha after she spoke and sang =X kinda act cute =X but saw a diff side of ahdu.. think he's not tt bad after all! lol and he sang this rock song and got this part tt made woeilin laughed lke hell even til todae =X haha sot girl =P den jj and him sang "i do" tgt and explained their "brokeback scandal".. lol damn funny.

de dancing parts were damn nice.. esp buo jian dai!! haha love de music. he ended off with sarang heyo and jiang nan... he cried during de end of sarang heyo!! so sad... and all de audience're lke "jj dun cry!!" and kept calling his name.. and finally he stood back up and finished de song. think he's kinda touched bah.. and jiang nan ended off de concert. hee reli think it was a totally great concert.. im gonna miss it so much!!! =D weee jj rawks!!

concert ended arnd 11.30.. no more bus to wl's hse le so she stayed over at my place.. keke she brought de jj karaoke vcd which i dnt haf and so i watched de bonus vcd. wahaha zhuan dao =P slpt arnd 3am and gotta wake up at 7 next morning cos she meeting her mom to pass her clothes.. yeah and so i had 4hrs of slp and guess wad. i was nv so energetic before upon waking up after 4hrs of slp. wooooo de "highness"'s reli long-lasting ar. keke.

25/06/06

jj's autograph session!!! went to century sq arnd 11am.. heh we're quite at de front lah but still got some ppl cut us. so bad!! haaa but wadever. i still got to see jj up close =P anw, de wait was kinda long lah.. [autograph session starts at 4.30] did a little bit of work while sitting der.. den finally buetahan-ed so stopped =X heh but duno why i dun feel de guilt. hmm. =P

anw, it was arnd 2.30 whn wl and me realised we wanted the jj xie zhen so much cos its limited edition and he'll be autographing it. dnt buy ytd at de concert cos it was kinda ex.. yup. heard from other jj fans tt de xie zhen oni sold at ts... so asked germaine to check out tampines mall's ts.. but sold out!! =(( its lke so sad. and sembawang [the cd shop. not de place] also sold out le.. it was so panicky lah cos autograph session starting soon.. heh and so we all called up our frens and asked them to help us check online for ts branches. hee thnx to kenneth!! =D wahah went to simei's east pt mall and bought de last 2 copies of de xie zhen.. its sucha great relief! lke everywhere also sold out le... yup yup so we managed to get hold of tt big heavy album =X

autograph session was kinda long.. cos a lot of ppl so de host only allowed one album to be signed at a time, which means we gotta queue a 2nd if we wan him to sign another one =X yeah so we did. if not buy de xie zhen for wad rite?? heh but dnt reli mind lah.. its nice to see jj again!! =P took lotsa photos too.. keke so i got more to upload next time. heh meanwhile i shall indulge in those fondest memories of mine =P

ok super long entry. shall end off here and start my revision. but i still wanna say... jj's music totally rocks my world!! he's de best ;)


ok and so i got tagged by peiwen. =X righty. im supposed to be getting on with my bio revision but.. lol here goes~

1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this

I HAVE BEEN TAGGED BY: peiwen aka slowpoke xP

Favourites
favourite colour: pink purple blue black white pastel colours
favourite food: aaaaaallloooottt; usually those tt risk ppl with high bp, heart attacks and strokes =X
favourite song: ehh currently those by jj, cao ge, tank
favourite day of the week: fri sat! de daes where sch ENDS and break STARTS. woooo!
favourite season: hmm spring and autumn.

Currents
current mood: heh heh im supposed to study now =X u think leh?
current taste: err if u mean tastebud-taste, its bland. =|
current clothes: gio me-tee and bossini pants
current desktop: cars-lightning mcqueen ;) *although i haven watch de movie yet*
current toenail: the wae they shld be?
current time: 0018
current surroundings: living room
current annoyances: EXAMS!!! and the lack of slp, food, fun, and fresh air
current thoughts: can i just heck my bio? *ok i cant.* [

First
first best friends: pri sch of cos
first crush: haha hmm... some cute guy i guess lol
first movie: errrrrr.... i duno. lion king??
first lie: i 4got =X
first music: i believe its abc. haha alright. think is a*mei ;)

last
last cigarette: i dun smoke
last drink: i seldom drink
car ride: errr fathers' day.
last crush: haha
last movie: =| i think its xmen3...
last phone call: monster!! =D
last CD played: jj

Have you ever
have you ever dated your best friend: date ar?? er no
have you ever broken the law: haha i dun think so...
have you ever skinny-dipped: no

have you ever been on tv: hmm maybe. i duno

have you ever kissed someone you don't know: lol nope

5 things you are wearing:
specs, shirt, pants, er lke no more le.

4 things you done today:
eat, studied, chat, listen cd, watched tv

3 things you can hear right now:
sound of de fan, sound of msn alerts, and typing of keyboard *wad a quiet place im in =X*


1 thing you do when you are bored:
SLP

*5 people to tag?
errrrr i duno.
just do it to kill time if u wan to lah huh? *yawns*


just finished my super-filling big breakfast meal... now digesting it -.- heh heh breakfast eat fuller den can save on lunch =X anw, jj's concert is tmr!! wooohooo so happy!!! xD lol but maybe shldnt be so excited abt it now lah; exams are still round de corner. and most prob going to his autograph session on sunday.. oh craps i better pia alot todae! =S


ok just a quick entry before i slp. heh kinda late now but just feel lke blogging lah =P

anw, ytd went out with my parents for dinner to celebrate fathers' day.. heh dad wanted to eat ljs so we went to the je one. got ulcer again so dnt reli enjoy the meal a lot =( anw, walked arnd after dinner.. hee went to those machines where u put in $1 den u turn de knob get sth one. saw this cute kitten ornament thingy tt i kinda liked.. and i got it!! =DD haha so happy~~ its been lke soooo long since i played this kinda thing and i got de one tt i wanted just once. woohooo! [lol okok. im turning 18. =X]

yup so tts ytd.. had chem mock todae! and it was until i reached sch tt i realised wad gina had been talking abt all along in my tagboard.. lol sorrie ar a bit slow nowadaes. hmm think de chem mock was quite alright.. hopefully midyr arnd this standard ok le! not too diff =X

mich dnt go for chem mock todae! poor girl sick.. must take care and get well soon k! dun too stressed =) *yeah de last sentence goes out to all [including me =X].

watched superband just now.. todae's performances quite disappointing lah; not as gd as last week's.. but think brods and lucify did vry well todae!! =D wooo *clap clap* hope they'll both get to the tops ;)

ok think tts abt all i wanna sae.. lke got sth else leh, but nvm. =X maths mock in approx 7.5hrs! hopefully it'll be alright.. havent finish my revision yet =X okies tts all. nitex~


ps. mood: moody [-_-"] yeah so i guess tt'll be the feel of this entry todae.

baaahh the light in my room's gone out.. currently living in total darkness =| hehs no lah still haf my reliable toilet light.. but sth tells me tts gonna go out soon too =X oh crap this is so bad. and my dad said he cant change de fuse for us todae cos its friday and business's brisk. =| oh fine wadever u sae lah; its not lke u give us a cent more if u earn more anw rite? so if u dun wanna change it todae, so be it.

went for chem consultation todae.. 3hr30mins! oh mann tts lke so long. cant believe i dnt go toilet for abt 5hrs [+ travel time + breakfast] and even endured 3.5hrs of chem during tt period. =X some kinda "achievement" tt is huh.. lol but cleared up quite a no. of doubts todae lah. so yup tts de gd thing among de other "bad" ones! =D tt up-ed my confidence level for mock and midyr by abt 3% i guess.. well not a lot but, better den nth rite =P

bought fathers' day cards for my dad and godfather.. guess im gonna give the more meaningful-but-english card to my godfather and de chi one to my dad, even though my godpa's command of eng isnt vry gd. well, i trust my darling godsis'll explain all of it very well ;) just wanna give more appreciation to someone who deserves more.. its hard to believe that someone not related to u by blood can do so much more for u den someone who's directly related to u.. sometimes, i just think tt frens matter so much more den family. but tts only sometimes lah =) i still love some parts of my family a lot =)

saw this meet-and-greet session at lot1.. snoopy was der!! =D lol although there're not a lot of ppl der, guess it reli made de children's day =) i rmbr i loved all these sessions whn i was young.. its just lke meeting de idols we support so much now isnt it? =] anw, peiwen seemd reli interested in joining de kids just now... lol funny girl. well, a teeny bit of me also want to lah but.... haha canot! xPpP

ok this is lke quite a long entry alr but, can i dun care cos i haf so much to sae all of a sudden. sorry peeps if u're tired of reading.

i reli reli wanna get de stuffs tt i wan soooo much!! feel so envious to even hear of ppl just going to town and buying just a pair of earrings.. haf been waiting for my *slippers, *tank's cd, *jy's cd, maybe *jolin's cd for godknowshowlong. =| and now i finally found de slippers i wan and its on sale!! wad a thing to be joyous abt rite!! but i. haf. no. money. x(!!

this is so irritating. and i noe my mom wans a cd too... feel so bad i cant get tt for her!! i reli want to... wanna bring my mom for spa again so she can relax her muscles, but i cant.. wanna apply for a month's break for her so she can rest but i cant.. feel so useless!! =(((

guess its our destiny tt we gotta live tt this. thnx to some ppl who build their happiness upon our misfortunes. thnx to some ppl who enjoy good food everyday while our meals are "not filling, but wont starve u to death". thnx to ppl who think tt wad ***** "did" was vry wrong and they're not in the least bit of fault. thnx to ppl who are so weak and cowardly tt they listen to every other thing other ppl sae and turn a blind eye to wads reli happening. thnx to ppl who want to get back at ppl so much tt it doesnt matter if their lives suffer and if its against their conscience. thnx a lot.

well maybe one dae i'll stop blaming all of them. perhaps i shld thank them for making us stronger ppl; ppl who dun "die so easily" because we're "well-trained" with all these craps of life; ppl who noe how to find solutions out of the nth u gaf us; aka "the survivors of urs". thank you.

ok duno why im sudd blogging these dwn. told u im kinda long-winded todae huh?

've been having headaches recently.. wonder why.. cant conc on studies at night cos of them =X but dun think its nth serious bah.. hmm tmr lke got a lot of things going on. going to see doctor, go shopping with my mom [at ntuc, not orchard -_-], dev photos with yuhui, and watch vcd with my mom. yeah tts gotta cut awae a lot of revision time.. at least half a dae gone? and i havent studied anything todae after consultation.. =XxX ok my bad. just sudd feel tired in all aspects. well well so i wont be touching my notes for at least another 12hrs =| hopefully can finish everything by mock bah..... alright i think this entry's reli vry long. shall end here =] *i can feel ur sigh of relief. lol sorry!*


ahh!! x( feeling so grouchy now.. sneezing acted up again since morning.. tot eat medicine will help but it dnt! and it totally made me feel heavy-in-the-head and gong from noon til now... cant concentrate at all =(( haix once again "procrastination" sets in... tmr sure die lke dunowad =X

anw, yuhui came over todae.. lol we both dnt do much lah =P halfwae thru we both buetahan liao den she watch my constantine vcd and i slpt cos sneeze until vry tired =X dnt reli slp well though.. lke only close my eyes for 2hours =X heh alright so guess its quite a slacking dae for both of us.. but yuhui better! at least she doesnt haf mock exam just 6days after *o-m-g only six daes left?! =S* ohwell. guess its just my luck. oh and i soooo wanna watch tt movie. hehe is it out yet? hmm..

ok its not de time to think abt movies right now. shall slp early todae.. hopefully i'll be perfectly fine tmr! =]


so hows this new blogskin? haha long time since i've changed it... anw, ytd was a superbly shiok dae for me cos i was absolutely off work and totally in to watching tv. i acheli watched lu guang sen ling vcd from 10am-4am [with an hour break in btwn]. haha i find it a little... "amazing" too =P if only i can channel tt sorta "energy" into my studies rite? =P haha i obvly wldnt be able to do tt. but no worries; i've planned my superdooperfragelistic mugger schedule for next week. hee sounds familiar eh, classmates? =P gotta chiong all de wae next week cos i've been slacking lke some shit this week... yup gimme all de energy i nid mann!! =D

*happy pia-ing to myslf* bahas.


went out with gold mbr todae!! =D hee happy happy.. went to town and watched movie kinda impromptu-ly =P watched she's the man~ well ppl, its a terrific movie!!!! yep catch it if u can yah cos u wont regret it ;) laughed so much during the movie lah... lol vry long nv watch movie until so "shiok" alr.. totally enjoyed the 1h45mins i spent in the theatre! =)))

after movie duno why both of us a bit gong.. lol den keep "eh where are we going ar?" but in de end we found our direction lah. went to heeren shops a while den after tt went to eat at mos burger, went to taka shop a while... den home alr. well quite a short dae lah cos we met kinda late... but its enjoyable!! =D hee so long nv go out with gold mbr~~ *huggies*

oh yah took neoprints at heeren.. looong time nv do tt le. hee happy again! =D but think de best part of de dae was still de movie lah.. reli lke it a lot!! next time gotta buy de vcd liao =P

ok so tt was one dae out and no work done.. tmr gotta pia lke duno wad cos [as usual *rolls eyes*] my supposedly-done work have accumulated once again.. alright hopefully i'll complete lots tmr lah =] til then~


kinda long nv blog le.. and also vry long nv check other ppl's blogs =X oops. heh anw.. *oh no wad happened de past few daes ar?*

alright lemmi track back. accompanied my mom to sgh for checkup todae.. den after tt went kbox =XxX haha quite an extremity to "seeing doctor" [if u get wad i mean] but, yeah we went to town after tt. vry long nv go karaoke with her le... happy! =))) and had sakae sushi for lunch too... yummm SALMON!! muahahaha~ =X

oh yah. on the journey back while we're on bus 143... these 2 guys came to sit in front of us. omg they STANK lke dunowadlah!!! x( i was just sitting der slping, listening to radio.. den all of a sudden there's this change in the standard of air arnd me. seriously desperately looking for any other form of fresh air.. adjusted the air-con so tt it blows towards me and finally felt my oxygen supply coming back. sheesh tt pungent smell was reli reli bad.

alright. and ytd... oh yuhui came over to use de comp cos her mom was too naggy at home =X well tts wad she said anw. watched green forest, my home.. haha i totally 4got i cld watch tt on youtube but er, my comp too "lan" lah. canot play vry well =X so i shall just wait for it to be shown on tv..

anw, havent been studying much these few daes!! =X feel kinda guilty cos everything's just piling up.. realised im oni 2weeks to mock and here i am "enjoying" life. well acheli not reli enjoy lah as compared to my frens' bbq, stayovers, whole day outings... i sorta just stoned and slpt to my not-reli-fullest content. oh no after knowing wad ppl arnd the "world" have been doing this hols, i feel lke sucha... "di4 gua1"!! [haha i duno why i said tt too. jus sudd came to my mind.] ha alright so i felt lke a "di gua". feel as though im not enjoying this "thing" called holidays~~ wanna go out too... but financial problems are in the wae!! =X haix sucha saddd life =(( seriously wanna catch up with everyone.. haven been out with my sistas, my newtown frens and my gold mbr for sooo long!! miss everyone so much all of a sudden... =((


todae's a happy dae!! =D hee went out with ahbond and jie.. watched da vinci code [ok i noe we're super slow =P] and went for haircut.. and ate at sakae sushi after tt! yum yum i love salmon... xD yups happy cos de haircut wasnt a disaster.. !! lol its been lke so long since im satisfied with my hair and paid the 20bucks happily~ =P de movie was quite nice too! haha lotsa thinking though.. and by de end of de show we're all a little confused and disoriented =X ha also duno why lah. but not bad loh =]

ok so tts a great thurs. omg so fast thurs alr.. and i still tot its a wed =X haix time flies.. and im still trying to clear my hw! seriously hope i'll be able to clear all of it by this week so i can start my revision soon... kinda worried for midyr =X

anw, watched gen y on channelU on tues.. made me seriously wonder wad de heck am i doing in a jc cos der's this course in tp on animal studies [or sth along tt line].. yup it was interviewd on gen y tgt with those abt zoo trainers and a dog trainer.. so cool to be surrounded by animals all dae long!! haix wad am i doing in a jc mann.. and now i totally dont know wad to take in uni... ahhh this is so bad. i hate this feeling of being so lost in a country so small.. someone give me directions!!! =X