can i declare i totally just luuuurrrvvvveeee talking to weijie??? XD

its a wonder why we didnt connect much earlier.. but doesnt matter lah cos we're connecting SUPER well now hahaha :P its just so easy opening up to her! haha and im still amazed at the number of similarities we haf, including the reason why we're frustrated now. lols weijie ar weijie.... rahh so glad u live so near me and wcp's fully opened!! now we can go chit chat at super comfy starbucks whenever we feel lke it! lols.


HTHT buddy and clubbing kaki :)))

and speaking of wcp, thai express and NYNY are finally opened!!! XD (jun: dun say i cheat u ar!! REALLY OPENED LIAO. lols) yepp can go der eat when im hungry and rich... other den tt, i shall await the re-opening of west coast mkt~

but im more looking forward to this sat!




many things happening on 6th dec too. must be some auspicious date lah haha. got jarvis tt competition, got asiabeats finals (according to pw), supposed to haf some picnic thing but gotta postpone cos of chunkfest.. and some other stuff which i cant rmbr at the moment. but reli, lotsa happenings on 6th dec. most impt is chunkfest!!! haha shall try to go support jarvis at the comp though ;)

anyhoo, photos!!! from shopping trip :D


jingxiuuuu


siping!


karenn~







tts all from my phone! waiting for the rest from karen's cam :)

back to my show!


its been really long since i had a nightmare this real and scary. really long since i last had such strong feelings albeit subconscious ones... and its de 1st time i have nightmares belonging to this "genre" too =x
pls pls. do not ever come true ok!!! x( *prays really really hard*


kuroi namida is damn hard damn hard damn hard!!!

!@#$%^&*


oh maannnnn.

i just saw the impresario'09 email and scrolled all the way down.... den i saw the ad by Ocean Butterfly regarding the 非常歌手训练班!!! RAHHHHHH i am so so SO tempted to have another go at that u noe??? u noe!!!!! X(

argh i hate this feeling of dilemma.

yes and tt ad brought me to the ocean butterfly website which brought me to download the registration form to see when the deadline is and its 15 Dec i still got time!!!!! :D:D:D but its lke.... haiyahhhhhhh.

den i went to check out the vocal course details... tsk why cant they just post the course fees der! >=( must go to the trouble of emailing them to ask... so i shun bianed asked abt the very singer training course fees too =x ARGH. this is bad this is bad.

and since im so "primed" abt singing auditions i went to check out the impresario one. why must they extend deadline!! now i feel tempted to give it a try HAHAHA. but aiyah im so not prepared for anything can... i've been watching dramas the whole week and haven even practiced my jamming songs *shuns murderous glares from skyler* so how the hell am i gonna be prepared in time for the auditions!! X(

yes.
unprepared = dun go.
furthermore, according to past experience, even if can get thru de 2 rounds of auditions, its gonna be damn ex!!! i dun haf my money tree yet so how am i gonna pay for it! x(

ok. i shall not even think abt it.

stupid advertisement. !@#$%^&* all ur fault!


ahhh lotsa bday presents to buy!!! X( gold mbr, siping, elsa, jingxiu, shiying, aipheng.... oh no did i miss out anyone..? =x

ahhh!!

sudd i wish i haf a job now so my kaching problems are solved :( money money come to meeeeee!!!

ps. i am SO hungry now, i can eat a whole lion. roar!!!



i think im really, really bad at handling the things around me. sometimes i just wish im a much better me than i am now. dun do so much for me becos i really think its not worth it on ur side. i might be unable to return anything at the end of the day..


ytd has been a great great day!!! and nite. haha. finally had my looooong-awaited official shopping trip and its phwwoooooohhh GREAT. well not tt great for my wallet as usual but heyyy rmbr i've been somewhat locked up this past exam month ogayyyyy. keke. yesh shopping sprees rock! XD

but i think i kinda spent a lot ytd... =x alright i resolve to not haf anymore (official) shopping trips for the next 2 weeks! until i get to batam tt is. hahaha heard der're quite a lot of fun stuff to do. hopefully they're all true!! :P

anyhoo, shopping with jingxiu karen and siping til abt evening den i left to go back home to help my mom with her course things again.. den she told me she'll do everything on friday instead so acheli i din haf to go home early. -.-" okayyy.. well fine i hafta put down my huge and heavy bag of shopping anw.

andddd i was back in town again to meet weijie for clubbing! :D haha ytd was only the 2 of us... so sad lah!! x( de rest of them either cant book out or cant get leave or hafta stay in... grrr im hating army too >=(

but ok lah. wasnt tt bad cos we met weijie's fren (and frens) at dbl o! :D yayyy big groups still rock. haha anw, its really easy to get drunk at dbl o.. de drinks are SO not diluted!! [ha ok we humans are really a difficult bunch to satisfy. diluted we say too diluted nv dilute we say too concentrated. haha wokehs~] we're lke seeing drunk ppl arnd 12+ which is so early. haha but anw, din drink too much too cos de queue was super long and slow. de music wasnt so gd initially though.. made us wanna hop to phuture SO MUCH such tt we reli regretted not meeting early to get de stupid phuture chop. lol but it improved towards de end so still ok lah..

but we still hopped to phuture in de end :P dbl o ended at 3am!! lke a bit early so we cabbed down to phuture only to realise we still cant get in (supposedly after 3 is free entry for all) so we entered zouk for mambo instead. when it ended we tot its reli ok-go-home but phuture hasnt ended!! XD so we just went in haha :P go for last few songs also gd lahh. they're de best anw! lols yay phuture's still the best. cant wait to try our zirca (new mos)!

haha yepppp so ytd was reli quite a long day... and i shall not stay out til 4am again. 5hrs straight of loud music reli kills my ears!! x( but anw wj going internship next wk so i guess wont be so often liaoo :(((( im gonna miss clubbing with u!! hahaha well i shall wait for de nus ppl and de dec-got-leave guys den ;) meanwhile i shall rest my ears and pray tt not too much damage was done.

ok time for drama!


i sudd feel emo. sudd feel lke blogging wadever thoughts're coming to my mind. hurrrrrr. sucks. talk abt mood swings.

im reli tired and i wanna slp u noe. sitting in front of the comp and watching dramas all day long is tiring too omg.

finale episode for 不凡的爱 just now. de ending was damn touching!!!! somehow all the shows i watch recently are very tear-triggering. but its ok. the expression of this emotion is a girl's prerogative :)

alternating btwn slping eating and dramas has sorta put me "out of life", tt i didnt go think abt stuff i think i shld i reli think abt. stuff tt disturbed me so much pre-exams and yet seemed to dissolved into seemingly nth now that im free to emo whenever i like. weird huh.

and the talk i had with wj tt nite helped a little. sudd i feel like, perhaps things dun haf to turn out the way i secretly wish for them to be in order for me to feel happy. i guess im pretty much happy the way i am now so maybe i shld remain status quo. maybe its true tt thinking abt these matters is normal for ppl my age (damn. stupid two o. im reli reaching it!), so maybe i shldnt think so much abt it and just let things happen on their own. if der is, der is. if der isnt, der will be another one. most imptly, 开心就好 ;)

but i duno how long this phase will last. and im not de kinda person in favour of uncertainty in life, u noe?

i guess my ans wont come so soon. perhaps when i least expect it, like what always happens. i just dun wanna rush into anything just for the sake of it becos..... well it reli is an "age appropriate" thing i guess.

sudd i feel lke i nid a hug more than anything else right now..

WEIJIE!!!!!!!
im sure u noe how i feel, and why i feel tt way. haha. cant wait to see u on wednesday babe :)


im so addicted to my drama im stuck in front of de comp for almost de whole day... oh no this is bad =x but its reli vry nice!!!! XD hee hopefully can finish it before all the post-exam events kick in :P

anyhoo, i just realised course reg for sem2 is on 2nd dec lke wth so damn early!!! i dun even feel lke fretting over sch stuff so early lahh :( but ohwells get it over and done soon.. hopefully i'll get de courses i wan this time!

jamming at lcube ytd! i knew the studio's shifting to another place but i din noe ytd was the LAST day its opened. come to think of it, despite it being chui-er by de day and stuff, its still the 1st place i jammed at~~ *sob sob* and at tt same middle (aka toilet) room too. wld say der're quite a lot of memories der! haha but yeah anw, enjoyed my last jamming at that room at least :)


(for memory's sake!)

oh did i mention the suite room's door is totally chui? the door knob's gone and der're like lion scratches on the door. lols. heard ppl were stuck inside again tt time so err. haha ok reli time to move :) hope de new studio's better (and accessible)!

after jamming went back clementi to meet wj for htht.. haha i realised we reli haf a lot in common!!! even all de nitty gritty stuff, wad we like and look out for, and even wad we feel towards our past r/s. its like, sudd der's someone whom i can relate to and share with very easily and who lives just one bus stop away! :)) so glad we met up ytd. thnx for listening! :D chatted til abt 1+am den it started to rain so we went back. think if it din rain we can reli talk until duno when. lols. cant wait for part 2! :P hahaha.

joshua finally smsed back today. glad he's ok! tt fella had a car accident about a week back and din hear from him at all after de op. tot wad happened =x but anw hope he'll be fully recovered so he can join us for our outing this wkend! :D its gonna be a quite $$ outing again but hais, happy jiu hao! :D

and the batam trip is finally almost almost settled. so glad der're still vacancies haha. hopefully it wont be too ex for a short trip! cant wait cant wait too :]

ok im going to continue with my drama le. woots!


Keane - Everybody's changing (live in Amsterdam)



Keane - Somewhere only we know (live in Amsterdam)



:)))))

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woots bbq ytd to celebrate vanessa's 20th! which also reminds me im oni left with one month of TEEN!!!! :(((((((( this feeling sucks. haha ok no digressing. super long nv see so many new town peeps at once! lol. not vry close with most of de ppl der so its mostly just me and a few, but its still nice to meet up with them! seen quite a few changes too.. haha kezia was saying ns reli changes ppl. hmm a bit bah. haha and its a reli small world too apparently kenneth and weichang also in ndu! and lotsa ppl are in ntu too. woohoooo reli all gathered back tgt at some pt huh.. haha cant wait to get de photos! duno when's the next time we all meet up again :)

was back late ytd so woke up early to help my mom with her course stuff... was explaining to her some of de stuff den we came to maslow's hierachy of needs. -_______- i can reli nv get away from psychology huh? this kinda thing also can also appear early in de morning!!! rahhh. ohwells. at least i was able to explain to my mom wad tt stupid pyramid thing is abt haha :P

and i realised i've been slacking full-time these 4 days. time to get my ass off the couch and start EXERCISING!!! saw mich tan at bus stop ytd.. she's going swimming!! yay so i found another exercise kaki :P haha and i gotta start getting back to my flute and guitar too. yep lotsa serious business to be done so stop slacking xinyi!!!

oh yah. jamming ytd. finally tried new song!! and got new bass too lehhhhh lols :P hahah anw think 1st jam for zero still not bad.. must continue to jiayou!! and jamming again later with xcjjj.. i hope i dun die too quickly =x somehow im affiliated with sore throat so much tt i can even get it without eating heaty food. so logically maybe i shld dun even bother avoiding heaty foods altgt right?? :D

ok fine not right.

guitar!!!!


phuture!!!!

the entire world seemed to gather der ytd laaa. must be all the ord ppl tsk. haha but yeah each of us all saw quite a few familiar faces so its lke everyone knew everyone. and 1st time go so early just to get the stupid chop -.- quoting pw, this shows how kiasu sgeans reli are.. lols quite true.but anw, it was GREAT to let loose ytd with dear weijie and willy and frens. other den the stupid cold prata we had before entering and the sardine packed place initially, everything was gd from the drinks to the company :) yays cant wait for NEXT OUTING WEIJIE xP

accompanied my mom to paya lebar to get some clothes stuff before tt. met her at 5pm lidat so i naively thought tt i'll be able to reach home by 7pm so i can start preparing and everything. but NO. it rained heavily, i was sleepy, de queue at kfc was freaking long and sloooowwww, and der were traffic jams everywhere so even though dad picked us up from redhill, it was still jammed lke hell so it took us 45mins to get home. and so i was left with like 45mins to do everything and make myslf appear at clementi control at 830pm. =/ i swear its damn challenging can. to think my dad was still saying tt i took a few hundred years to prepare... hellooo getting prepared in bout 30mins is a feat ok!!! i broke my own record cann *hmpf*

dad drove me to clementi and managed to reach at 830.... only to realise weijie's not der yet!!! X( gd thing willy called her if not she'll continue with her manicure after her makeup hahahaha :P

stayed thru all de way and my toes nearly died. oh. my ears too. blardy speakers were superduper loud laaa!! my left ear was still a bit muffled when i woke up... hope its not too bad =x and i think i old alreadyyyyyy muscle ache today :( ahhhhhh ok this shows i reli nid to exercise more. ok i will!

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was smart enuff not to do pedicure ytd morning cos they'll prob be spoiled during clubbing and yes they were. haha but its ok cos i haf a new colour now! electric blue~~~ lols. initially wanted some kinda green but they dun haf a nice shade so i opted for the recommended blue instead... and its nice!!! so now whenever i feel sad i can just look at my toes and i'll be happy again :D gd right!! hahaha :P

went imm daiso with my mom just now to get her stuff again.. HA totally reminds me of the daiso bag tt willy brought. damn funny!!! esp the expression he gaf when weijie exposed him. "eh. this bag from daiso one righht!" him: "=O!! EHHH HOW COME U NOE??????" lollllll totally hilarious. but ok lah its considered branded too :P lols.

totally slacked off today watching 命中注定我爱你 on youtube. 阮经天's vry charming!!! esp at the 1st swimming scene. din noe he's a real swimmer.. no wonder his body so nice~~~ LOL ok i shld stop talking and continue watching my show. and learn jamming songs tmr!!


im blogging again! haha superbloggerxinyi usually emerges once she gains freedom so, *waves* hello :)

but its not like im gonna blog abt nth! was searching for blogskins last nite and der were 5 tt i quite like.. but im so torn btwn which to choose :(

BlogSkin 1
BlogSkin 2
BlogSkin 3
BlogSkin 4
BlogSkin 5

which one which one???

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heard maroon5's wont go home without you and keane's everybody's changing on the radio just and they suddenly seemed oh-so-nice! everybody's changing is SO sec sch but really, its a nice song :) all the nostalgia when i think back to the times of reaching in sch very early to err copy hw and listen to perfect10 with jacq.. and we were so high over shrek's accidentally in love that time hahaha :P very nostalgic!!! XD and im gonna see jacq this sat at bbq.. maybe tonite at phuture too! :D

and 2 versions of everybody's changing on the music track cos i find the live version reli nice too. haha ok i noe so greedy :P yes i dun care if u hafta listen to it twice and roll ur eyes at me. i like the song!!! :P love his voice and the feel of the whole thing. woohooo! wanna post their live@amsterdam video here too but obvly my "blog space" too small so its gonna be damn puny so i decided to wait til i get a bigger blog space, which explains why i so wanna change it and why im asking for opinions :) ur opinion's very much appreciated! arigatou~

everybody's changing and i dont feel the same~~


many ppl are gonna whack me for making this so explicit but im still gonna say it.

exams are over!!!!!! :P

and yay as promised, i din blog til my exams are over so thanks for the 2nd ice cream cone jun. hahah woots ice cream makes ppl happy :D

im so so glad TCM is over. 100qns of chinese words can u believe it!!! revising has nv been more difficult trying to interpret wad the cheemology phrases meant. not to say my reading speed is halved when it comes to reading chinese text... -.-

BUT I SURVIVED!!!! *waves victory flag*

and the exam wasnt too bad either. just a few much-regretted glitches here and der like the stupid huang2 di4 nei4 jing1 !@#$%^&* ARGH tt was really wasted >=( hopefully those little 1mark-s wont add up to a lot =x

but who cares. its over! :D

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was very distracted on sunday nite and had this bad impulse to list down my 10pages long post-exam wanna-do list. gd thing i was motivated [and guilty] enuff not to do tt. partly thanks to the stupid ice cream promise lol. but anyway exams are over so i can blog happily now :))

- SLEEP.
- exercise. yes its 2nd priority!! jog, swim, cycle. any westies free?? :D
- get the stupid comp bug fixed >=( oh yah i nid to find the warranty first. shit.
- watch the vocal tips dvd deborah burned for me! :D
- change blogskin!!
- get outta (stressful) singapore for a while. BATAM!!!
- dramas! movie rentals!
- JAM. alot alot alot of it!
- clubbbbbbbbbbb~~ im missing nightlife badly >_<
- leonard drake??? so ex though :(
- org the bday celebrations tt shld've happened long ago =x
- meet ups meet ups~~~
- kbox!!!!!

....... im sure der was a lot more i wanted to say on sunday but my brain hasnt reli recovered from tcm yet =x ok i shall kiv this.

and i just realised, most of the listed things haf one thing in common....

money.

-.- sucha bummer. ok pls add "grow money tree" into the list!!

very tempted to apply for hall next sem... BUT tt'll mean it'll be hard for me to prac jamming songs =x yeahhh lke i'll wail arnd in the middle of the nite so ppl can wonder when hantu moved in.. garrrrrr. shant think so much first. dun even noe how mani points i've accumulated =x think 3 oni!! damn sad hurr.

anw, am super addicted to tt mayday song now XD love e bassline and de lyrics are also very woohoo! describes me totally now lols.

... 只想越跳越疯越跳越高
把地球甩掉

一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我再也不要
再也不要
委屈自己一秒

一颗心扑通扑通的狂跳
一瞬间烦恼烦恼烦恼全忘掉
我甩掉地球地球甩掉
只要越跳越高

!!!!

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had dinner at thai express after tcm just now! tom yum feels gooooooood~ haha but it was reli hot when paired with curry softshell crab =x but i dun care. haven taken my dose of spice for super long! according to psy explanation, avoiding a crave can increase the likelihood of binging. so true~~ im definitely "binging" on all the things i DIDNT do this sem. come to think of it, its reli been quite constant work this sem.. it better all pay off!!! >=(

went to pet shop after dinner but they kept all the dogs alr :( only left with slping hamsters on display [they're still damn cute!!] and this tank tts super spacious for 2 tiny terrapins. which reminds me of my terrapins when they're small!!! so super cute lahh XD but anneson was SO EVIL to shake the tank and give them a mock-earthquake >=( terrapin1 was apparently shocked so it quickly slide into the water while terrapin2 was never seen again (not by me only lah haahah :P). but anw terrapin1 was uber cute!!! it "yawned" and "scratched its nose" underwater! (okok just imagine it) was lke leading it arnd with my finger on the glass tank den i realised de shop's closing and we're kinda "in the way" so we left.. nvm i can play with my terrapins tmr :D which reminds me again. time to shift hse for them!!! *adds to list*

okok. urs truly shall start off with the 1st item on the list :) cheers to true blue beauty sleep, and ALL THE BEST to my dear frens who're still killing the exams! its reli not too gd to end so early u noe. shiyun's right. der's nobody to play with me! :(( waiting for u all to kickstart the real fun k! JIAYOU for ur papers!! :D


the label "xinyi the mugger" is expiring in 3 days.

hang on and persevere!!!!!

u know for once i finished wad im supposed to finish revising for the day??? haa yeah like i achieve tt only when im 2 days away from de paper.. =x

but anw its gonna be over very soon and tts all tt matters :D

i just realised the version of boa's key of heart on my imeem is "faulty" cos the track gets stuck in the middle. damn. cldnt find another korean version of tt song on imeem!!! grrrr. prefer the korean version to the jap one so much more.. er yah so just bear with it yah. listen til abt first 2 mins can liao :P

ps: west coast plaza has sushi tei toooooo!!!!! XD had dinner at bbq chicken just now and der was this 3pc band [sounds like some kfc value meal HAHA ok sorry] performing songs lke fly me to the moon etc. nice!!!! the vox the keys and the bass were just so beautifully blended tgt, it was hard to not wanna continue listening :)

okok im gone to slumberland.


3 PAPERS DOWN AND 2 MORE TO GO.

2 more. just TWOOOO more and im FREE.

not in de sense of value though (ahaha so not funny -.-)

anyhoo, psy papers were... =/ well lets just say everyone died tgt so the bell curve remains the same yah? we'll give those few the A+s and as for de rest of us, i'll be happy enuff with a B or B+ if luck's on my side ;)

as for genes... wooots! its only 50 qns in de end. ha i always had the impression it was 100 like tcm's.. but its not :D but sucks tt 1 qn is 2marks so if lke u got 10 wrong, its alr 20marks gone and der goes ur A!!!! =O right???? but garr over le jiu suan le~~~

the mood was so light after cog psy paper today with all of us laughing arnd (the topic inevitably tied to cog psy terms as usual, of cos) during lunch and being soooo relieved tt its finally de wkend. haha yeah so i came back and paid off some of my slping debt, woke up and here i am continuing my slacking :D recharge finish liao den chiong again!!!

speaking of chiong, cant wait for next wed. looking for more ppl!!! stupid cw. cannot come back from taiwan earlier meh!! >=( haha okayy its common knowledge tt ns doesnt "rawk" that much but anw, hope me and weijie'll find enuff ppl for ladies nite! :D

and one very very impt thing i wanna say.......

west coast plaza is opened!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wanted to blog earlier this wk but u noe, exams suck. lol. was so =O and =D when my mom told me its finally opened!! went in to walk walk see see last sunday and its lke WOW. so not lok kok anymore~~ but the air-con's freaking freaking cold like free one >=( but anw, its great tt my favourite oishii bakery is back!!! and der're lotsa new FOOD OUTLETS lke subway, FISH & CO, MOF, thai express yada yada yada. SO NICE!!!!!!!!! XD der's finally a PROPER MALL in clementi. many many kudos to the.... far east org haha :P

but sad tt sakuraya's not moving back :((((( come back lahhh anchorpoint not as gd as west coast plaza one..... hahah :P

and nxt up will be the clementi central shopping mall(s) and MY WEST COAST MARKET. cant wait for all of them to open!! der's gonna be so much food so much shopping so many happenings........ OH i just checked de wcp website and der's gonna be some cotton candy giveaway session on iforgotwhen! and giving out balloon sculptures too plus some other events lke hip hop competitions.... very oOooOo right!! and der's laserflair so i can finally rent dvd conveniently and watch-til-i-drop!! hahaha so fun to haf a proper mall near ur hse. just opposite somemore AHAHA *smug face*

ok lah i noe acheli its nth much to be proud of lols. but well u noe, last time ginza was reli kinda... not as gd. so yeah :D

damn hungry. im going to wcp to buy dinner!!! XD


dear old shuffle played me abba's the winner takes it all this morning. did i mention i nv knew the lyrics were so meaningful until i watched the movie mamma mia? forgot whether i blogged abt it tt time when i was damn high abt de movie but, there you go :)

The Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...


ok. i gotta learn how to study happily and stop feeling so stressed. no point feeling like its never-ending and that its impossible to finish 3 textbooks by next wednesday. the readings WILL end [yeah just a matter of sooner or later right..] and i can do by MAKING IT POSSIBLE to finish 3 textbooks in 1 week >=( i will i can and i must!!!!

yes. just keep studying. JIAYOU EVERYBODY! lets kill the freaking exams together and WAVE BYEBYE to this horrible semester. (and maybe also pray hard together for a better next-sem~~ like wad we always do haha)

oh. and peiwen stop watching ur lee wan!!!! he's not gonna help u get gd grades for exams u know >=( go study!!!

ahahahaha :P


hate taking flu meds!!! they nv fail to make me feel gong and =| after waking up.. yes even though they're non-drowsy somehow i still get a bit of tt effect. sucks!! feel so depersonalised now :S

wanted to camp at je lib whole day again but went back early cos of my flu.. not like its been a pdtive day too :(( bahh i reli wonder if i'll ever finish revision.. im not even asking for gd grades now. i reli just wanna finish studying. at least i'll noe i did my best rather den not doing well becos i havent finished revision. tt'll definitely be more frustrating.

and in de midst of all our unproductiveness we took photos :D













woots love mac book!

ok now i can go back to thinking if i shld go slp now or continue on genes and tcm. grr dilemma!


finally transferred photos to my bonky comp! found these "old" ones among today's..


taken on nus band concert day! :))
wait a min. where's the woeilin!!! :(((


ok she's der now. lol.


taken during imh trip. damn look at my eyebags...... T_T
peiwen did u say u wanna do eye trmt after exams?? i think i'll join u haha.

toilet camwhoring today. loooong time no do ;)





and as u wld've realised, skinny xinyi is not skinny anymore -.-
full swing into exercise mode after 18nov [adds to i'll-do-tt-after-exams! list]!

ok time to slp. chiong whole day tmr!!


im feeling vain so i decided to paint my nails :))
yeah in the midst of exam revision i decided to do sucha time-wasting thing...
hur. tell me abt avoidance coping =x

anyhoo, xinyi the gd girl went to study at je lib today.. im supposed to be VERY productive today cos i've been pushing back quite a bit of revision from err.. tuesday so yeah it kinda piled up a bit =x but in de end i oni managed to finish wad im supposed to finish on tuesday.......
which means im still damn behind my schedule. ARGHHHHH someone give me more time please :(

somehow, 2 chapters of abnormal psy sapped away sooo much of my blood glucose tt i was totally nwah when i left je lib. peiwen can be witness. lol. went vivo to celebrate kah hui's bday with all the aemi peeps and finally had my long-awaited steak! :D but seriously its a little overpriced... well im not much of a gourmet so i cant reli tell wads de diff btwn de quality of the beef but arh it just tasted normal =/

thought my day wld end as normal as it wld BUT NO >=( i was dozing off on the bus and was [once again] awokened by this sudden change in the air quality around me.. seriously, it smelt BAD. my sense of smell aint one of those super sensitive ones so if i think its bad, imagine wad those sensitive ppl will think =| but anw, i awoke and realised the stench was from a bangla's openned armpit right behind me!!! lke OH MY GOD i nearly didnt make it back home. sudd i wished ppl REALLY REALLY stuck to the rule of moving to the rear [i was sitting at the 1st seat behind driver] like their lives depended on it becos now MY life depended on it >=( why cant he just move behind a little more so the stench molecules wont diffuse to me so fast??? arghhh it reli cant be more horrible.

really stinks u noe?

p.s just in case, this is not abt racism. ITS ABT HYGIENE.

wad an end to a nice saturday =/

but at least i haf a nice nail color :)