okie todae's the official start of promos 2005. had gp paper todae. okAe think my essay still okok.. just dnt counter one pt properly. hope it'll pull up a lot of my overall grade cos my compre's kinda gone liao. for one thing, i dnt finish my summary. oni 90 words. =| and i dnt write de word count. mich said they'll minus off 1 mark for tt. =|! wth lah.. alredi no marks to deduct liao still take awae tt precious one mark.. wad if it made a diff btwn pass and fail?! =S ok i shall stop de paranoia.

anw, think my aq sucked too. duno wad i writing. die die die my gp lke reli gone liao.... i better do well for my A subs just in case i fail my ao subs. =X [guess its reli hard to stop being paranoid] okok. its time to stop scaring myslf [and other ppl].

being optimistic:
i see my frens and i in j2 next year with gd grades for promos =D

*hmm does it seem lke self-delusion? perhaps.*

good luck to all j1s out there btw. hope we'll all promote! =)


hmms went to sch study todae with marilyn kenneth and david. sians. lke still duno. consolation: maybe de rev ex's just pure hard. ok i shall stop de self-delusion. im just pure stupid.

morning met kenneth den eat at mac.. heh lingered at lot1 for quite some time thinking of wad to buy for gold mbr cos she nv eat breakfast. so poor thing. den dawei join us.. and went sch. heh 1st time go sch study on a weekend. quite ok lah. de only bad thing is de distance btwn home and sch. =| haix why do i live so far awae frm pjc.. [ok shant sae anymore. later kena whack by ken =X]

todae conc on maths a lot. hee think kenneth and dawei teach me until going to puke blood le. dun think ive cleared anything up todae. just prac oni. tts bad. im supposed to be clearer abt my math concepts now. =S die die die *rants*

and its one week awae frm chi promos. can start studying le. hee. tmr tmr. =D


my mom made french toast for breakfast todae! hee happy happy me [and my frens. cos they loved it! =D] yep so had a happy and full breakfast todae.

todae had bio essay test.. hmm not bad lah. hope this standard of qn come out in promos =X hehe. anw, todae went thru de math rev ex.. zz sux sux. ok some she explain den i understand le.. but some i listen liao still "yi4 tou2 mo4 shui3" =| oh no.... nvm. book consultation slot with her le. hope can clear up manymany things. hee.

anw, todae assembly nice nice! hehs. "the finger players" came to perform... think its reli quite interesting. i like! =D hee. and they're giving a public performance in oct.. heh heh im definitely going! and student price of 8bucks only loh [actual is 25. gd deal eh ;)] keke. hope it'll be a class outing =D

aftr sch got extra gp lesson.. ok it lasted officially for 15mins =| haha ok not exactly bad lah =P den after tt we made lotsa noise in de class with de singing and "hai dai" game. =PpP haha laugh until my cough came back =X but it was reli fun. and we found out tt joanna'a got a reli great singing voice! aiyah why she nv join superstar.. =P and she was a kid actress too whn she's 5! hee her kid photo rings a little bell in me. although i cant reli rmbr de shows she acted in but, hey its kinda cool ;)

ok tts all for todae lah. vry scared for my math chem and chi. i better do well.... *prays vry vry hard*


hee long time no blog. hmm life recently is kinda stressful lah. yeah wad with all de promos coming up and like 4 bio tests this week and the need to hand in wr draft2 and insights&reflection. =| hey we're not exactly "free" and never-say-die ya noe.

anyways, kinda happy todae lah. for the earlier part of dae yah. haha 1stly, i dnt cough much! hehs ytd i was thinking how come my cough dnt evn get better for a tiny bit whn it occurred to me tt ive been drinking those ice lemon tea whatsoever and all tt cold drinks. okie my fault. hee so todae nv drink. and i dnt cough much. hmm maybe its a coincidence lah.. but wadever. de result's still de same. ;) weee happy happy.

oh and 2ndly is tt i saw my eye candy todae. haha lke so long nv see le =X and todae playd ultimate frisbee.. hmm quite fun lah. but it gets reli boring whn u just keep losing. boooo. and im darker after pe again. argh irritating. but nvm. long time since ive perspired so much. but after tt i ate quite a lot during break so er.. guess wadever's burned off came back huh. =| but hey, i was reli hungry kae. [as alwaes. =P]

todae for chem tbp nv come.. zzzzzzz. wan sub also sub a nicer tr lke patrick tong rite! dun evn mind joseph lee or whoever.. but why mrs chan?!?! zzz waste my whole hour der stoning and "studying" bio. tried to listen to her talk but its reli unbearable cos i duno wad she talking. its lke some alien who's just invaded my class and trying to take over us. ok a bit out but, u get my point.

bio test suckd. esp tt stupid genetics qn. oh btw, i dnt realise genetics was included in todae's test but doesnt matter anywae cos der's nth much to study. ok anw, tt qn killed me. yah i noe de test's not counted in ca blah blah blah but its reli horrible and daunting to noe tt u wont noe how to do tt kinda qn shld it [oh mann pls not so difficult] come out in de promos.

tried to do de math rev tut just now. booooooooo once more. yeah at myslf. out of 5 qns i duno 4. wtf. im reli praying hard tt i'll pass my maths. yep so its reli true with my conclusion tt "i think i noe but acheli i duno". sooo true. shit mann. tell me wad i can do.

and im stuck with pw now. trying to edit de intro. this is so super freakingly irritating. ok. time to stop complaining. back to my work.


todae cough until going to die. sore throat not any better too. and flu came back. =| haix strepsils not working for once. anw, its another long long dae. haix i've nv reli liked mon and tues. oh. but one gd thing todae is tt walk to sch tt time happy happy lucky lucky lah. haha some ppl now wad i mean can le.. xP

todae got back chem quiz and gp paper.. sux sux sux. both just fail loh. zzzz shoot me with a gun mann. haix... reli vry scared i'll do damn badly for promos.. its lke alwaes i think i noe but acheli i duno loh.. either tt or i duno wad i duno den duno how to do =X zz god save me

after sch went to see doc.. reli cough until i buetahan le. den sore throat also dragged on for one week le... so doc gaf me antibiotics. haix haf to finish whole course for antibiotics loh... soooo mani pills. eat until i lau sai =X ok vry crude. hmm acheli requestd for a jab instead of medicine but doc said it wldnt help. hmpf ok loh. so im still stuck with tt may cause drowsiness cough syrup. argh. if i ever become a doctor next time im gonna make up some cough syrup tt wont cause drowsiness so students or whoever wont haf de fear of being "forced" to slp in de midst of exam preparation. =@ it reli sux to noe tt u wont be able to conc just cos u had some med tt causes drowsiness.. argh. i better get well soon so i can be rid of tt drowsy medicine. heh.

ok think de med's acting up now. *gongs* nitex~


zzz still feel a ltl drowsy now. woke up with cough and flu in addition to my alredi present sore throat. yeah "bad omen". ate lotsa medicine, and tt stupid cough syrup causes drowsiness. wth. so todae dnt study much. haix wasted another dae.. slpt arnd noon [cos of tt blardy medicine] and woke up at 4pm feeling totally .. erm. gong-gong. yah. duno how else i can describe tt horrible sensation. dnt realise how de strong de medicine was mann.

hmm den for de rest of de dae lke no energy to do anything.. mom said i look totally pallid and acted lke a zombie. ok fine~ den sian-sian all e wae until now.. yeah better liao. hee. so gonna study later again b4 time reli runs out.

hmm tmr got "band meeting" after assembly. think its abt de overseas trip bah.. hehe hope we can go somewhere real nice. i dun mind hong kong! hee got disneyland~~ xP haha ok. its time to grow up, xinyi.

righty. back to my work. =)


hee just uploaded cip pics into photo album.. its in 05s06 memories. =)

alrite since im here might as well blog. todae chem mass tut.. hmm quite ok lah. i seriously give up and mass spec. can die from it. =X den got chem quiz.. 1st page still ok. hope can lke secure most marks. hee. den aftr tt went lot1 buy lunch with peiwen den go home le

poor gina sick todae! hope she's ok now... sista must get well soon k. =) take care~~


heh ytd come back too tired so nv blog. ytd went to do cip at m.i.n.d.s. yup sch for de intellectually disabled. went der help dem clear up 2 levels of storerooms and all tt.. ok a bit lke free labour but nvm lah. at least we got 8hrs of cip [ok~ i sound lke im consoling myslf.] anw, ytd fun dae lah. haha laughed quite a lot. den also took lotsa pics.. took with my twin! hehe. but gina's phone lke dunowhy canot upload some pics. =( sad sad. tt was a reli nice pic. keke. but nvm. class photo also nice nice =D

hmm ytd breakfast. eeee wad a disaster. wantd to eat at mc.. budden suay suay tt dae 7.30 den open. =| dotx. so went to kopitiam eat.. tot de bread is those normal white bread. liew take liao its lke some burger lah! den me and gina each order 2 somemore.. =S a big big big big waste of food ytd. and gina order tt egg also not cookd one. quite disgusting.. so we leftover a lot. =X bad us. and it was totally not filling. zzz. waste my $3.10. super ex eh! its lke one big part gona from my meagre allowance.. !@#$%^&* =@

anw, todae lesson start at 10am. waha gd gd. can slp a bit more. chem tut den aftr tt immediately bio mass tut... zzz. buetahan genetics. its another topic i'll fail in addition to evolution and ecology. ok. looks lke i gotta buck up a lot on my other topics cos for these 3 im confirm gonna get kosong.

dnt study with gina they all todae cos cck library no space. ok quite a lame excuse lah. but also lazie to "crawl" back to sch from lot1 mah. hehe. so all go home study. oh. and i was told todae tt by tmr nid complete 2 chem tuts [which i dun reli understand] and der's a quiz tmr on organic chem. tts abt 8 chapters. great great. took me lke from 5 to 10.30 to finish everything. wad the. but at least its done now.. =D happy happy. hee


pissful dae. morning was still ok.. den after tt break tt time ppl lke tt michelle chiang started pia-ing her bio and all tt and stress us. so we all kinda studied with her. yep. done with my chi for todae. den aftr tt de next break i decided to clear up my maths. zzzz think so much think until going crazy. den after tt math lesson do revision. wah lau eh. do de log and ap,gp qns do until puke blood loh. so damn super pissed and irritated with myslf tt i had a vry bad mood after tt. wtf.

log qns... still can pull through. but ap gp qns reli lke shit lah! sux sux sux. cant evn do a single qn. im sooo gonna fail my promos and retain. =X

anw, todae assembly quite meaningful lah... talk abt our lives all tt. hmm nice. think its a gd talk to motivate ppl to acheli study hard during the hols instead of proceeding with their original "plan" of enjoying. alrite. hope i'll reli study hard during the hols cos its reli no time. =S *gotta scare myslf a bit =P

anw todae after sch arnd 3pm went band cos of de repairing of the instrmts. zzz go der den lke oni a few souls arnd. so since im kinda fed up with my own standard of math so i went to the corner and studied. after lke 20mins went out den ask dem whn repairman coming den the sae postpone to 5pm. =| wtf. yah i dun haf the whole dae k. so i just told dem which instrmt spoilt and left.

come to think of it, its reli vry bad of me to do tt. but.. i was reli in a super bad mood and it did irritate me evn further. argh. duno wad's got into me. someone slap me awake.

life sucks. *screams*