haha this is my frenster horoscope for todae..

Maybe you feel like sleeping late, getting up slowly, cooking a big batch of pancakes and doing a whole lot of nothing at all, all morning long. Go for it! You've been working really hard lately, and you've accomplished a whole heck of a lot. You've more than earned a day off. Heck, you've earned two days off. Go enjoy the weekend!

think tt is so damn true and well said, esp the 1st sentence [well, exclude de cooking pancakes part =X] slpt quite a lot todae and did nth [well, if "nth" means not doing any hw..] enjoyed stoning whole dae long cos havent done tt in a long time.. stupid hw just keeps piling up on my desk and tt just makes me feel vry... well, sick? bored? wadever. u name it.

ytd was quite an ok dae.. peiwen dnt come! poor girl sick.. i mean, unwell. hope u're much better now!! =))) cant wait for u to lame with me and for me to irritate u again xP anw, went to watch tennis match after sch.. jeff played well! ha although i dun understand a thing abt tennis and the scoring but can tell whn he plays well and whn pj ppl're cheering rite? hee well done! duno abt de rest of de matches too cos it rained during the doubles and de match was postponed.. after tt band le so dnt watch de rest of the game =(

band's ok though! decided on 2 of de pieces to play for college dae: best frens march and jap graft four. yeah de version tt i almost-nv played before =X anw, my section "died" on the dixie part.. *ooops* well it was reli vry fast. but ms chan taught us de rhythm and all tt den ok le [i hope].. hee after noe tt part den reli quite nice lah. haha vry fun =PpP

yup so tts for band.. went lot1 with gold mbr and ken to buy dinner.. da bao home cos we're all rushing back to watch the undisclosed finale! waha even though we sorta noe de ending lah =P dnt catch de 1st bit but its ok! still nice =P

ok so tts ytd. rewarded myslf with lotsa slp and food todae! haha happy happy me~ *ok tts sucha lame ending to this entry*


ok im gonna blog abt terrific ytd first =P

went for jj party ytd!! =D haha alright. met wl for breakfast at city hall long john.. liew de person forgot our order and made us wait for half an hr!! argh. breakfast become lunch le. anw, reached expo arnd 12 and queued for the concert tix to jj's concert in june. wahaha one thing im reli happy abt is tt i met annabel der!!!! its lke so unexpected.. but seriously happy and glad to meet her!! =D reli reli very very very long nv see her... weee happy happy!!! *hUggiEs~*

anw, had twisties and slurpee during the long wait. and tts abt all de food we had =X well, got gd seats for de concert! =D [and also de nice-nice concert poster. hee~] its sth im reli looking forward to. yep den after tt went into de hall for jj party....

we're seated quite near de stage so its a gd thing lah. but bad thing is tt, we sat and stoned for another hr in de hall before de thing started =| argh so sick of waiting le.. and we're all hungry even before it started =X yeah can u imagine the hunger whn u've eaten only twisties in abt 8hrs? yeah we're famished. anw, starting of de party was kinda stoned. guess de mood not der yet bah... but whn junyang appeared ppl started cheering and all tt and shortly after, jj appeared, which totally brought de mood up! =D it started off with a dance item by some ppl... den jj sang some songs. haha so damn cool to be so near to jj esp whn he walked to our side! wahahaha happy =PpP

oh yeah. and der was this clip showing the behind-the-scenes stuff and there's this part where jj made this ;P face tt was so totally cute tt all de girls went "mad". [duno how to sae lah but, u noe wad i mean rite? =P] haha yeah i went mad too [as proven to my sistas todae xP] well anw, lotsa other stuff tt're great lah. jj also drew this comic character of his ideal self on stage and it was given to this 12-yr-old boy who sang yi qian nian yi hou quite well. de drawing's damn nice!!! haha dnt noe he cld draw so well. ;)

the whole thing ended with him signing the concert tickets. omg cant believe we were soooo close to him! lol even though it was just a handshake lah =P and wl's cousin was reli funny.. lol cant imagine how crazy she'll go on concert dae =P hee yup so everything ended arnd 10+.. and all de food outlets're closed except for 7-11 =X sad loh. and so we ate biscuits and cup noodles.

yeah so tt was a totally terrific 23rd june 2006 for me [and i believe for wl and her cousins too =)] yeah and so i was still high even whn i got home and i cldnt slp, even whn i woke up in de middle of the night =X ok its a bit odd but, its true. ha and guess i irritated the hell out of peiwen gina and mich todae =P ooops reli sorrie cant help it. =P hehe.

sch's ok todae.. just tt i realised how much hw i still gotta do cos i dnt do much during the weekend =X well shall hafta catch up real soon before everything piles up! heee....

ps. jJ rOckS!!! xP


ok 1stly wanna sae... happy birthday gina and patricia!!!! hehe gina's bdae was ytd lah but just wanna wish u all de same lah my dear sis =) hehe.

poor gina still sick on her bdae... but hope she lkes de stuff we got for her! =P anw, celebrated pat's bdae in class during ct.. lol it was super funny hour for all of us! yes including mr tan and ms xiao i guess =P ms xiao actually mastermind-ed the "smashing of cake" into pat's face.. lol! pat also dedicated this song to us.. in which she changed some of de lyrics so tt it applies to mr tan and ms xiao. lol reli funny. and she also imitated some of de trs.. haha lots of laughters todae mann. definitely one of de best cts ever!! =D oh. and pw and me led time to disco so tt the sisters can "bimbo" behind us. haha tt was de ultimate one mann..

assembly todae was quite ok.. had de nice nice speaker imelda speak to us abt careers. went for lunch at bp after tt with pw.. went to the pet shop! hee de hamsters [and their pink ltl babies] and puppies are soooo cute!!! just wanna grab one home mann =P ok tts wrong.

had band in mpr3 todae cos de air-con in bandroom is totally gone. besides giving us nth but hot air, water also leaked all de wae from de ceiling down the walls! think de next time we see bandroom it'll be half-flooded or sth =X

alrite im obvly exaggerating.

sight-read new pieces todae.. hee not bad! quite nice =) played winter sonata! woooo it was totally nice. but todae attendance quite bad lah.. hopefully it'll be better next prac =]

and just received a call from monster.. realised tt jj party's acheli this sundae!! omg how w-o-l-s can i get. well obvly im going =P and she told me abt his concert too.. reli reli reli wanna go!! haix but no money..........

im feeling so super depressed now.

bahaas.


ytd came home arnd 12+.. vry tired so dnt blog.. hee anw, ytd was great!! =D went out with new town frens to celebrate joyce's bdae. met woeilin earlier arnd noon to buy presents for 3 ppl =XxX walked arnd, ate lunch at taka *food paradise* [she forbade me to eat venezia's ice cream! haix so near yet so far...=((] anw, saw some nice clothes arnd.. reli wanna buy!! but vry waste money leh... haix why am i poor?? =| den after tt met the rest arnd evening..

went to nydc at wheelock for dinner after tt! =D lol we stoned for quite a long time before ordering cos duno wad to order.. hmm de food was alright lah. de company's great and tts all tt matters! =D went to border's cafe to sit and stone and chat after tt.. sat der for 2hrs =X oh and de cheese toast was quite nice. hehe.

yup so tts good friday`06 for me. =)

supposed to go town with mich and pw todae.. but in de end nv. so im going out tmr to get my wallet and shop arnd with my mom. hehe long time nv go out with her. hopefully can watch movie too! =P


its thursday again! lol my fav dae =P anw, pe todae was exhausting but fun! trained our arms using watermelons and medicine balls. after tt still did some sets of arm trianing with dem.. arms vry suan but it was quite fun lah =]

anw, pw results out todae!! liew they oni told us todae loh.. nv even gif "warning"! =X but nvm lah. we'll noe it sooner or later. got band2.. haha happy with it =]

chem prac todae was fun too! quite challenging and "going against time" but its fun once we got de hang of it.. hehe its de best prac!! =D

yup so tts abt all for todae.. quite a fun dae lah =D and tmr's holiday!! haha how nice can it get. but got lotsa hw sia.. haix. nvm. can finish one =P

is that a false front im putting up? im not sure too.


feeling so utterly depressed and sad and upset and everything now. i noe im wasting time blogging all these down but if i dun vent out sth, i think i'll reli explode.

its been a long dae todae. went to study with mich and peiwen at je todae. dnt reli do much. dnt study for bio spa then cos it was quite noisy der and its hard to get tt stuff in. came home, slpt a while, and attempted my work. well not done with bio spa even now. not even halfwae thru it. how can ppl make us memorise so much?? im seriously gonna flunk tt spa test tmr.

spa aside, der's sooo much hw recently tt i seriously cant find time to finish all of them. yeah and the consequence of this is tt u fall even further behind all de work. and im already behind. great.

i reli wanna give up everything right now at this moment. seems lke life's just falling apart. and i havent eaten my dinner yet. and speaking of dinner...

ordered mac delivery just now. mom made the call. and whn de delivery came, der were 3 mcchicken burgers instead of 1, abv de rest of de food we ordered. and so she told me off for not calling mac back to cfm de order knowing tt she duno how to say de order properly. fine. everything's my fault. i was busy cramming all tt bio spa stuff into my head while u made de call my dear. and im reli not de kind of person who can accept such distractions in de middle of concentrating. plus, its frustrating enuff whn nth seems to be getting inside ur head. but since u made it sound this wae, there's nth i can do isnt it?

and so im gonna have a macchicken burger for breakfast tmr cos i made a mistake in ordering. fiNE.

and even though i havent eaten for the past 8hrs, i dun feel a tinge of hunger. maybe cos anger has filled up my stomach, or maybe cos im gonna have the same thing again tmr morning. wadever.

well tts for todae. sorta _____ [fill in de blank. cant find a word to describe my feeling. upset? disappointed?] at wad my mom said abt my results after collecting the results slip ytd. well she's not happy with my results [shall i add in de words "at all?"]. fine. i noe i dnt reach ur expectation since young of straight As but can u pls not make it sound as though i failed everything horribly? i dun wanna mean anything but, hey. i improved from last year and at least managed to get a distinction this time round. pls dun make it sound as though i played thru de whole of my j1 year and haven "woken up" til now. i did ok. if i dnt i wouldnt even have botherd abt me failing chem for 3mths and would've continued doing so and not cared abt it. hello. i worked hard for this common test! pls dun make me out to be some lazy bum who just use the computer the whole dae and nv study. just becos u dnt see me study doesnt mean i nv study. tts a reli strong word u noe.

its reli hurting to hear this kinda things. feel as though im not appreciated for de efforts i put in to try improve my grades and get some bursary or wadever to make it easier for her to pay my fees. thanks for wad u've said.

and i wonder why tears are running my face as i blog this down.


hmm feeling sorta down recently.. not vry sure why also. have been getting easily troubled and pissed off recently too. pms? dun think so.

sometimes reli wonder why things lke these happen. and seriously wonder if my conjectures are true, or perhpas only to a certain extent. hmm..

ok i seriously gotta stop pondering over such stuff and just get on with life. life's full of ups and downs anw, isnt it? these're just part and parcel of life i guess..


just read class blog. ahhhh regretting not going for tt darwin chill out session!! haix why must it clash with band prac.. =((( baah guess there's nth i can do abt it anymore. nvm! will not miss out on any such things in future =] it'll be reli great times to bond with the class =)

anw, didnt do much todae.. supposed to finish up quite a lot of work but my mom asked me to watch vcd with her. in de end i only did chem tut, and halfwae thru de show she said she's going out. lke ?!?! in de end i finished watching de show on my own and slacked til now. oh shit.

well, i'll complete everything tmr. hopefully.